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A BEAST WITHOUT A NAME
Crime Fiction Inspired by the Music of Steely Dan
Edited by Brian Thornton
Collection Copyright © 2019 by Brian Thornton
Individual Story Copyrights © 2019 by their Respective Authors
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
A Beast Without a Name
Foreword
Bill Fitzhugh
Introduction
Brian Thornton
Pixie Dare Returns
Peter Spiegelman
Monkey in Your Soul
Matthew Quinn Martin
Here at the Western World
Naomi Hirahara
Black Friday
Steve Brewer
Hey Nineteen
W.H. Cameron
No Static at All
Jim Winter
West of Hollywood
Libby Cudmore
Don’t Take Me Alive
Aaron Erickson
Rikki Don’t Lost That Number
Richie Narvaez
Kid Charlemagne
Kat Richardson
The Girl Could Be So Cruel
Jim Thomsen
Halfway Crucified
Reed Farrel Coleman
About the Contributors
Preview from Crossing the Chicken by J.L. Abramo
Preview from Chasing China White by Allan Leverone
Preview from Price Hike by Preston Lang
Foreword
By the age of ten I was a devotee of Top 40 AM radio and was collecting records—45s by The Box Tops, The Temptations, Tommy James and the Shondells. It was the best of Top 40 AM radio because that’s all there was. But soon the FCC forced license holders of AM/FM stations to broadcast original programming on the FM band.
Owners didn’t know what to do, so they let some enterprising hippies into the studio to play all that crazy new music they were listening to along with blues and Elvis and somebody else’s favorite song.
Thus was born FM rock radio. No static at all.
Only one problem: cars didn’t have FM receivers at the time. So we bought FM converters or 8-track players that picked up the signal. (Can you say Blaupunkt?) And we put speakers in the back. We never knew music could sound so good as we tooled around our little hometowns.
The timing was cosmic. Millions of music-loving kids coming of age, graduating from bubble-gum stuff squawking from a paper-thin speaker in the dashboard to the new FM stations playing everything from Jimi Hendrix to The Allman Brothers to Kraftwerk, in glorious stereo no less.
It was a planetary alignment leading to Steely Dan. Sure they had a couple of Top 10 hits on AM radio, but for the most part their songs were too sophisticated (and too long) with obtuse lyrics and jazz influences. They wouldn’t play “Do It Again” on AM until they cut two minutes out of the thing.
I was fifteen when Can’t Buy a Thrill was released. I had it on 8-track and wore it out. By the time I was a senior in high school I had a decent album collection and I was working the 10 p.m.-to-2 a.m. slot on WZZQ-FM, a 100,000-watt FM rock station in my hometown. I worked in radio off and on for the next fifteen years and I kept collecting albums, including everything by Steely Dan.
Flash forward to the late 1980s and I’d been out of radio for ten years and had turned to the writing dodge. Moved to Hollywood to do sitcoms. That didn’t work. Tried screenplays. Couldn’t sell one. Decided to write a novel. While casting about for the name of the protagonist for that first book (Pest Control), I settled on the name “Bob” and kept writing. Eventually I needed a last name and I went with “Dillon.”
Bob Dillon.
Hilarity ensued. Or at least some harmless fun. I sprinkled the story with little bits of lyrics, song titles, and trivia from that other Bob. They had nothing to do with the story or plot or character; they were just gags. “Easter eggs,” my editor called them.
This device was well-enough received that I did it again when writing my second book (The Organ Grinders), featuring protagonist Paul Symon and antagonist Jerry Landis. You either get that or you don’t, and it’s fine either way. You can always look it up.
For my third book (Cross Dressing), I named my protagonist Dan Steele, as in Steely Dan. I lifted names from the Dan’s catalog for the characters in the story: a nun named Sister Peg, and a hooker named Josie. A couple of gang members called Razor Boy and Charlie Freak. And somewhere in there, a character could be found contemplating that ditch out in the Valley they were digging just for him. Little Steely Easter eggs hidden throughout the text.
The idea of a collection of crime stories inspired by the songs of Steely Dan seems natural, almost obvious, and definitely overdue. What is Steely Dan if they’re not jazz-rock noir? The songs are populated by characters with shady pasts, dubious presents, and doomed futures. Sometimes they tell stories, other times just sort of suggest a dark tale, the details left to the listener’s imagination.
Over the course of thirty years, Walter Becker and Donald Fagan created their own universe, chock full of gamblers, junkies, and the occasional pedophile. What might happen if you co-mingle the occupants of this world? Do the Whiz Kids know the Show Biz Kids? Are you disturbed by Cousin Dupree’s skeevy look or the dreary architecture of his soul? Perhaps one of the writers in this collection will get him together with Mr. LaPage and an 8-millimeter camera. You say Katy lied? Then what happened? Did it involve the Third World Man? The possibilities are endless, as evidenced by the collection you have in your hands.
You can’t buy a thrill? I beg to differ.
Bill Fitzhugh
Los Angeles, California
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Introduction
An anthology is, by definition, a group effort. A Beast Without A Name is no exception. I have many hands to shake, many high-fives to award, and much thanks to give.
First of all, to our contributors: aces, every one of them. So nice to have twelve talented people send you their absolute best. So daunting to try to do that superb work justice during the editing process.
Next to Eric Campbell, Lance Wright, and the rest of the fun, friendly folks at Down & Out Books. “Supportive” doesn’t even begin to describe it.
And of course, to David B. Schlosser, Stacy Robinson, and Jim Thomsen. Your assistance with the edits was invaluable from start to finish. A Beast Without A Name is so much the better for all of your input.
And lastly, to my wife, Robyn, and our son, James. Your patience, good humor, insights, and support while I worked on this project have meant the world to me.
Thank you all!
Brian Thornton
Seattle, Washington
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Pixie Dare Returns
Peter Spiegelman
“You know your problem?” he’d asked Jane, but he didn’t want her answer. He had one of his own, and was proud of it—eager to show it off. Like a puppy with a stick, she thought. An old, jowly puppy—doughy, with a shaggy moustache, wooly eyebrows, and salt-and-pepper hair too long on the sides, and gone up top. He wore tweed and a stained necktie. “Your problem is the male gaze,” he said, smiling, waiting for something—a laugh maybe, or applause. She saw nicotine stains in his moustache.
“No shit?” Jane had said. “And all this time I was sure it was the male dick.” She smiled back and brushed the auburn bangs from her green eyes.
She could tell right away that she’d missed something—that he’d been hoping for a different response, something more specific and appreciative—but she knew he was tickled just the same. His raspy laugh was real, and he leaned across the library table and put out a hand.
“I’m Armie,” he said.
It was like a supermarket chicken—pale, soft, cool and damp, the flesh thin over the bone. She saw him glance at her ragged nails, the grit around them, the burns and cuts on her knuckles, and she fought the urge to hide her hands up her coat sleeves.
“Jane,” she said. His eyes were brown and warm—puppy eyes—but also bloodshot and clouded. Hungover puppy? Sad puppy.
She’d seen him before in the reading room, not every day, but most days since she’d walked out of Port Authority and taken refuge there. He was always at the same table, and always had a stack of books in front of him—massive slabs, ancient, with pages like cobwebs. Maybe he was trying to conjure something.
Jane had seen him watching her sometimes, though not only her. He’d watched lots of people—was curious about them. A snoop. A real yenta, Mrs. Fischel would’ve called him. Mrs. Fischel was herself a real yenta, and an endless bitch besides. A million years ago, she was a neighbor lady down in Tampa, in the trailer across
Armie didn’t always watch her, but he’d been watching just then, when that bearded dude hit on her. You a student, baby? Where you at school? NYU? Whatcha studyin’? You study hard? The guys were different and so were the lyrics, but the tune never changed. The boredom and exhaustion of listening to it was the unstated price of admission to the library. Still, it was better than the street, Jane knew. Warmer. Drier. Fewer guns. There was comfort in the quiet and the musty smell. And that mile-high ceiling—like some crazy dream. You could wander off into those clouds.
Armie had watched her with beardy-dude, as he’d watched her with other guys before. Watched the way she could slide and pivot from their attentions, smile, glide, play them for a coffee, or ice them from the jump. Beardy-dude was frozen before he’d said word one.
Armie squeezed her hand, leaned closer and smiled wider. “You need lunch, Janie?” he asked. “A sandwich, maybe?” She caught a whiff of coffee breath, and cigarettes.
Jane’s head jerked, and bumped the glass. The warmth of sunlight on the window bench, and the smell of coffee, wafting from her mug, had set her drifting. The metallic squeal of the UPS truck, pulling up in front of the brownstone, had brought her back.
The driver climbed from the truck, legs winter white in his uniform shorts. He tucked the box under his arm and took the stairs two at a time. His round, acne-scarred face was eager. It was Paul.
Jane sighed and worked up a smile. She opened the front door before he rang, leaned a hip against the doorframe, swung her blond ponytail back, crossed her arms, pushed her breasts up against the fabric of her black tee, and gave him a grin. Paul smiled, tried not to stare, tried to focus instead on his package scanner, but it was an uphill fight.
“Hey, Gretchen.”
“Hey yourself, Paulie. Nice wheels, you’re sportin’. But you seriously think spring is here? In March?”
A blush rose up Paul’s neck. “Take it from me, it’s time to stow that puffy coat.”
Jane shook her head. “I love your optimism, babe.”
“I save it for you.”
Paul was toast even without the breasts, Jane knew. She’d been working him since October, when she’d moved in with Donald—had joked and fist-bumped all through the dark winter, with Paulie, Steve, Rasheed and a platoon of nameless holiday temps. Even when Donald took the deliveries, or Cleo, his ill-tempered Dominican maid did, Jane had been at the door, smiling, saying hi, stroking her ponytail. By February, Cleo was seeking new opportunities, and Donald wasn’t taking packages. But as long as Jane smiled and fist-bumped, nobody asked questions about signing, or why so-and-so hadn’t been around, or about anything at all. The breasts were just extra dazzle—some after-burn on the retinas, like when a flash goes off, to make sure there wasn’t too much blood going to Paulie’s brain. Jane waved as he drove off, then carried the box to the second floor parlor that she’d turned into shipping and receiving.
She’d drawn the drapes across the windows, dragged the Barcelona chairs and coffee tables to the walls, and rolled up the rugs. In the center of the parquet floor was her inventory. Handbags, wallets, belts, shoes, scarves, outerwear, and more shoes—Italian, English, French, some American brands, even a few Japanese and Swedish names—all designer, all authentic, and nothing under four figures, full retail.
She pulled a butterfly knife from the pocket of her cargo pants, spun it, and slit the box. It was the Prada bag, in candy-red calf leather, with chrome hardware and studs. $2,200, plus tax. She placed the Prada in a row with the other handbags, and tossed the box in a corner with the empties.
Jane closed the knife and scanned her stock, recalculating its value. A cost base of $78,500, with a liquidation value of approximately $54,300. On the one hand, a 31% loss didn’t make for a great business model; but on the other, none of the seventy-eight-five was hers, and all of the fifty-four-three would be. So there was that.
Jane sat in one of the Barcelona chairs and yawned—money stuff always made her tired. She’d learned a lot from Armie, but not about finances, so she was making it up as she went: asset liquidation, maxing out credit lines, moving money, laundering it. She somehow made it work, even if she still left lots on the table. And with each go ’round she improved—digging deeper into deep pockets, hauling up more every time.
With the guys Jane had gone for early on, money mechanics hadn’t been an issue—there was always lots of cash around. But there was a downside to drug traffickers, she’d learned: they tended to raise a ruckus. She ran a finger over a scar down her right forearm, and thought of Georg. Tall, dark, pretty enough, in a pouty, Eurotrashy way—though not enough to make up for the meanness, or the fact that, beneath his heavy cologne, he always smelled like unwiped ass. She’d since refined her type. Now she went for older guys, successful but past their primes—past the first mid-life crisis, but poised for the next. Guys who would be flattered and grateful; guys in search of an audience, a student, a muse.
Armie would’ve been tickled, she thought, that she was managing the financials—tickled and surprised—and Jane would’ve liked to see that. It usually went the other way with him: Armie was the one full of surprises.
Starting with lunch, that first day. Jane had been halfway certain that lunch meant a hotel room, and sandwich meant blowjob, but she’d been wrong. Armie took her to a deli on Seventh Avenue, and after she’d demolished her pastrami on rye, and half of his, he asked where she was from. She’d owned up to Tampa, but the rest of her story was bullshit, and she was pretty sure Armie knew it. On their way out of the deli, he bought her a roast beef on a hard roll, and a cream soda.
“Can’t live on pastrami alone, Janie,” he said, as they walked back to the library. “Gotta broaden your horizons.”
The next day, he had a reading list for her, and a stack of books in the spot opposite his at the big table. Laura Mulvey, Wendy Arons, bell hooks, John Berger, Sherrie Innes, Angela Carter, Judith Mayne. Film theory, feminist theory, lit crit, popular culture, economics, politics, history. Jane felt vaguely nauseated, but along with the books, Armie had a proposition.
“You read, and I buy lunch. Breakfast and dinner too, if you want. But you gotta read.”
Jane smiled. “How’re you gonna know I’m reading, and not just drooling? That’s how I spent most of school.”
Armie smiled back. “Because we’re going to talk, over lunch or breakfast or whatever, and you’re going to tell me what you make of it all.”
“Like a book report? I don’t do homework.”
“Not homework. More like conversation.”
Jane shook her head slowly, but she’d picked a book from the stack, and sat.
The doorbell rang and Jane shook her head, and struggled to remember who she was supposed to be. She went to the front windows and peeked down at the stoop.
“Fucking Melanie,” she whispered.
Melanie Metz lived in a building that backed onto Donald’s garden. She’d had a petition on clipboard when Jane first met her—something about a condo blocking sunlight—and she wanted Donald’s signature. Jane was pretty sure that she also wanted Donald. But though Melanie was attractive—with gray-blond curls, a wide mouth, and a tight yoga bod—Jane never worried. Melanie was maybe fifty—about Donald’s age—and so was twenty-five years too old for him.
Jane read the jealousy and suspicion in Melanie when they first met, and made adjustments—dialing down the sexy, dialing up the awkward and artless. A little sister who needed a big sister’s help to make sense of the charming pirate. Gretchen’s dewy-eyed naïveté had eroded some of Melanie’s hostility, but a residue remained, and Melanie continued to circle and yip, like an annoying Pekingese.
