Surrender lost souls mc.., p.23
Surrender (Lost Souls MC Book 2), page 23
“Fuck, yes,” Avro groaned.
The loud crack of a hand meeting skin had me lurching forward in Kai’s hold, even though I knew it wasn’t me that received the smack.
“Jace, fuck. Please.”
“Only because you begged. Go ahead,” Jace said, and within seconds Avro was yelling as he came.
“You like that,” Kai asked against my neck. His hot tongue drew little designs, driving me wild. “You like watching them? I can feel you squeezing my cock tighter, and your breathing gets faster.” I licked my lips. This felt like a trap. “Do you?” He asked firmer this time and then nipped at my neck.
“Yes,” I breathed out and expected his hand to tighten around my throat, but instead, he picked me up with his cock still deep inside me. I had to wrap my legs around him and didn’t know my back could bend back that far. I gasped with the added pressure from the unusual position. Walking around the bed, he placed me down, and I unlocked my legs.
“Roll onto your side, but you better make sure I don’t fall out,” Kai ordered, and I gripped him as I made the turn to make sure. “Good, now lift your leg onto my shoulder.” He tapped my left leg, and I put it straight up in the air, leaning it against him like he told me to.
“Oh fuck!” I slapped a hand over my mouth as he thrust harder than before. He was getting so much deeper as he hammered into me. The volatile mix of pleasure and pain made black dots dance across my vision. My eyes rolled to look at Avro’s face, and he wasn’t in any better shape. His face was contorted like he was trying to scream but instead groaned with pleasure.
“You going to cum for me, Tink?” I could barely think straight, let alone answer, and that was before his thumb started furiously rubbing my clit in circles. Just when I thought I couldn’t take anymore, he slipped his thumb in with his cock.
“Fuck that feels good,” Kai groaned, his body shuddering.
My hands reached out, nails clawing at the blanket when my fingers linked with Avro. I knew Kai noticed, his rhythm changing ever so slightly, but that was all the indication I got other than the furious pounding my body took as he pushed me at full speed toward the next climax.
As if we’d timed it, Avro and I yelled at the same time. Our hands tightened, lending each other support.
“Oh fuck, no, not again. I can’t yet. I’m tapping out,” Avro moaned.
“What? How am I supposed to finish the challenge?” Jace complained.
“I don’t know, but I need a cold shower and a few minutes to recoup.” Avro looked at me. “Sorry.”
He rolled off the bed, and even though Jace had acted annoyed, he stopped and kissed him tenderly, asking if he was okay. Avro spoke so quietly you couldn’t hear him, but I knew what he said. Working at Eclipse helped with lip reading.
“I’m good. I just need some ice and painkillers. I’m done for the night. Sorry.” Avro said as he limped to the bathroom.
“Don’t be sorry. I’ll come with you.” Turning to us, Jace said, “I’m out, Kai. You win.”
“No, you stay.”
“No, don’t argue with me,” Jace ordered.
Kai stopped moving, and I looked up at him, silently wondering what was happening, but he wasn’t looking at me. I held perfectly still and allowed my body to rest up.
“You’d hand over victory just like that,” Kai asked. “Did you cum? Is that what’s going on here?”
Jace crossed his arms, and I nibbled on my cheek to stop laughing as he gave Kai the ‘Don’t be stupid’ look.
“Does it look like I came?” He pointed to his cock, which was still standing perfectly upright. “I do anything for those I love, and beating you is not as important as making sure Avro’s knee is okay. I’m done. Take the win,” Jace said and turned to head into the bathroom to join Avro.
“Hold up. I don’t do winning by default,” Kai growled. “You got me to agree to this. You can’t just back out now.”
“I’m not sure what you expect me to do. I won’t force Avro to be in pain for us to play a game,” Jace said.
Kai’s eyes narrowed, and with a creepy slowness, he turned his head and looked down at me.
“What?” I couldn’t help but ask, my already racing heart tripling in time with the dark look. He didn’t say anything for what felt like an eternity.
“I don’t know what you’re doing, but you two have fun,” Jace said, getting a few strides away when Kai growled.
“Stop. Fuck, what the hell am I thinking?” He roared and pulled out of my body. I moaned and slumped on the bed, my body tingled, and all my limbs felt heavy. “Fuck, fuck, fuck,” Kai growled and turned in a circle. Jace seemed just as confused as me and cautiously watched Kai and his strange outburst.
I stared wide-eyed as he cracked his neck, his muscles flexing like he was getting ready for a fight, before he took a deep breath and locked eyes with me once more.
“Could you do a third round?”
“Yeah, I’m okay,” I said. I knew I’d ache all over, but it was worth it.
“Fine, let’s do this. I can’t believe what you have me doing, Tink. I swear to God or the Devil, whoever reigns over my soul….” I had no idea what he was going on about as he sat down beside me with his legs over the edge. “You want both of us?”
My eyes went wide, and my mouth dropped open. “Like at the same time?” Kai nodded. “I mean, it’s something I’ve thought about trying, but I never thought you’d be interested….”
“Good, then it’s settled. Get on me, and you better hold my wrists over my head.”
“Are you serious?” Jace asked the question that was on the tip of my tongue.
“Yes, don’t ask any more fucking questions. Let’s just do this,” Kai growled, turning to look at Jace.
“Alright, give me a minute to clean up and get more lube,” he said and marched to the bathroom.
I turned my attention to Kai as I pushed myself off the bed and straddled him. I sucked in a breath as I slid down on his cock, my body already telling me off.
“You feel so fucking good,” Kai groaned. Leaning down. I kissed him slowly, pouring everything I was feeling into the kiss. He moaned softly, his arms wrapping around my body, and I pressed myself into his warmth.
“Thank you.” My voice was breathy and filled with hope. My lips brushed against his as I took advantage of this sweeter moment between us. “You don’t know what this means to me,” I said, and his arms tightened.
“I love you, Tink. One thing Jace and I have in common is that I will also do anything for those I love, and that is you.” Smiling, I used my fingers to turn Kai’s head to the side. “What are you doing?”
“I’m marking what’s mine,” I said and loved how Kai shivered as my lips touched his neck and I began to suck. I was so engrossed in what I was doing that I didn’t know Jace was back until a cool liquid was poured onto my ass. I moaned as Jace used one of his fingers and slipped it into my ass.
I couldn’t believe I was attempting this. My first time wasn’t exactly pleasant, but nothing about my reunion with Kai had been. I’d grown so much since that moment, and Jace’s finger was magic. I found myself wiggling and moving as I moaned into Kai’s mouth.
“Hold my wrists, Tink.”
“I have leather cuffs,” Jace said. I looked over my shoulder at him. “What? They’re fun.”
“Yes, get me those. Where are your hooks,” Kai asked. Was it wrong that I thought Kai tied up with leather was sexy as hell?
“Head of the bed, you’ll have to move if you want the tie-downs.”
“Sure,” Kai answered. I didn’t know what they meant, but I got the picture as Jace wandered back with leather cuffs and a black rope. I couldn’t help but laugh as Kai pushed his body up, keeping me firmly with him as he repositioned and laid his arms once more above his head.
Jace tossed the cuffs by my hand, and I smiled. “You don’t have to look so happy about this,” Kai said, but there was no anger in his voice.
“Oh, but I do. I really, really do.” Teasing Kai was fun, and I was nearing giddy as I buckled the first cuff and then the second around his wrists.
Jace was bent down beside the bed and stood holding the rope. “I’m making this simple with a quick-release knot, so if you want to, all you have to do is roll off the bed and pull the second line,” Jace said as he slipped the rope through the rings on the cuffs and then squatted down once more. “I won’t bother with the other side.”
“Do you really want it to be that easy for me to get up and untie myself,” Kai asked. “Not scared that I’m going to kill you?”
Jace chuckled as he stood. “Try the tension,” Jace said. Kai tugged and couldn’t move his arms. “I’d be stupid if I thought there was no chance of you trying to kill me. But the fact that you initiated this and want something to keep you from killing me tells me it’s not what you want. You’re worried about your snapping point. Consider this a trust exercise given the circumstances.”
I grabbed Kai’s face as Jace got on the bed behind me and resumed his playing, prepping, or whatever it was he was doing.
“Just kiss me and look at me,” I murmured against Kai’s lips.
“I’ll go slow,” Jace said.
I tried to keep a straight face for Kai, but fuck, the feel of Jace stretching me was intense on its own, let alone with Kai already inside of me.
“Oh shit, oh wow,” I moaned with each inch he pushed deeper. I could feel them filling me up to levels I didn’t think possible, and the pleasure stole the air from my lungs. My mouth opened to scream, but nothing came out. It was too much, and my heart was beating so fast that I thought I would pass out. At least they wouldn’t have to worry about sharing for long.
“Bite my chest,” Kai growled low against my cheek. “Breathe, Tink. The tension will make it worse.”
“I’m trying,” I gasped, tears forming as the pain and pleasure brought back memories. I blinked, trying to force them away as the sounds and smells of that night and those men flooded my senses. As if sensing things were at a breaking point, Jace stopped moving altogether.
“Look at me,” Kai whispered. “You’re not there.” I nodded as a tear escaped and dripped onto his chin.
“I know,” I breathed out but couldn’t look him in the eyes. The embarrassment over what happened and the guilt of what I did to Kai…what I did to us, bounced around inside my brain. It couldn’t have picked a worse time to race to the front of my mind.
“We can stop Peaches. This doesn’t need to happen if it’s too much too soon,” Jace said, his voice smooth. Them both being so nice was freaking me out more. That wasn’t like either of them.
“Do you still want to do this,” Kai asked.
I was tempted to say no, that I couldn’t handle it. But if I stopped now, I’d hate myself later for being weak and letting the past sneak up and grip me. This might be the only time Kai and Jace let this happen. And I walked away? No, I couldn’t stop now.
“Yeah, I do.” I took a deep breath and ordered my body to relax, not that it did much good. So much for the yoga classes. They don’t prepare you for two cocks inside of you.
“Okay, then bite my chest as hard as you want. I fucking love the pain when it comes from you. Give me all you’ve got, Tink. I want your mark on me forever.”
I bushed my lips against his chin, and his eyes softened briefly. These glimpses of Kai under the mask of an MC enforcer gave me hope for us…for all of us. I licked at the area I was going to bite down on and reminded myself he wanted this. My teeth just touched his skin when Jace thrust the rest of the way in, his body hitting mine.
“Ah!” I screamed as I bit down hard. Kai growled and arched up into my mouth.
“Fuck yes! Harder!” Kai said, mixing with my screams.
Jace held off moving to let me adjust, but once he started, there was no holding back. He was as voracious as ever, and then Kai thrust his hips, mirroring Jace.
“Damn, Peaches, you have a sweet, tight little hole. You’re making me want to cum already,” he said, his pace quickening.
I unlocked my jaw and released Kai’s chest as the sharp, burning pain shifted into passion. Desire erupted in my stomach. No logical thoughts or words would’ve come from my mouth as I closed my eyes and let my body soak all this in. Kai’s muscular chest beneath my fingers, and the dueling cocks determined to tear me apart with pleasure.
“Holy fuck Tink, you’re so tight,” Kai said through clenched teeth.
“Please don’t stop,” I mumbled as the tremors started in my body. Kai sucked my lower lip into his mouth. “Right there, oh fuck.” The thrusting increased, yet they managed to stay in rhythm while I was reduced to a drooling mess and laid my head on Kai’s chest.
Their primal grunting and groans were sensory overload to my system, and I screamed their names as I came. The orgasm was so powerful that the black dots once more formed behind my eyes, and still, they pumped on.
“You want me to cum, Peaches? You want me to cum in your tight little ass?” I didn’t answer, and he smacked my ass hard.
“Ah!” I screamed, but the sting only drew out the climax that my body was riding.
“Answer me, or you get another one,” he said.
“Yes, yes, I want you to cum,” I wailed.
“What about me, Tink? You don’t want me to cum,” Kai asked, and I felt like hitting him for asking such a stupid question.
“Yes, I want you to cum too.”
“Then say it like you mean it. That was weak,” Kai bucked up harder, and I cried out as my body revolted against the possibility of cumming again, and yet I could feel it in the distance like a slow-moving train that was picking up steam.
“Fuck, Kai! Yes, I want you to cum in me, cum for me.”
“Where do you want me to cum?”
“In my pussy. Please, please,” I begged, my muscles losing the ability to hold myself any longer.
“Here I come,” Jace groaned, his body slamming into me hard and holding still.
“Fuck! Yes, Tink!” Kai growled. He pushed up and froze.
I could feel them both filling me, and I fucking loved it. It was the last thing I remembered before I passed out, my head over Kai’s pounding heart.
Kaivan
Things I never thought I’d be doing, spooning Raine in a California king bed with her sound asleep while I stared into Jace’s eyes. More like glared, but it was close enough. He was in the same position holding Avro, and we were left wide awake, making sure the other didn’t move or try anything.
“You can go to sleep, you know,” I said quietly.
“Like I’m going to close my eyes with you in the house,” Jace countered.
“What the hell do you think I’m going to do? Slit your throat or something?”
Jace’s eyebrow arched, and I smirked. “See, I wasn’t thinking that, but then you go and put that thought in my head, and I’m definitely not closing my eyes now. So you go right ahead.”
“Not a fucking chance,” I said.
We were quiet for a long time, and I could just make out the digital clock glowing behind Jace. It was two-twenty-three and counting.
“Aren’t you getting sleepy,” Jace asked.
I snorted. “You trying to hypnotize me now?” Raine mumbled something and wiggled closer in my hold. I would’ve been tempted to slip between her legs again. Toss her leg over mine and fuck her while she slept until she woke up, but I knew she was tender. So I adjusted myself, my cock already thickening with the image and feel of her body pressed up against mine.
Lifting my arm off Raine, I eased out from under the covers. I hated to admit it, but the stupid bed was comfortable, and I loved holding Raine. I’d missed her way too much the three days she was gone, and she was leaving again for a night. I didn’t like this at all.
“Where are you going?”
“Drink. You want anything,” I asked, being nice instead of being my usual sarcastic self. It felt weird not instantly wanting to go another round of who could sling the better pile of shit.
“Bottle of water. Thanks.”
“You better not switch spots while I’m gone. I’m not cuddling Avro,” I said, and Jace chuckled.
“No promises. Peaches has a nicer ass to cuddle.”
I glared, and he laughed a little harder.
“Too soon?”
“Fuck you,” I mumbled and padded out into the hall and down the stairs. I wanted to tour the rest of this house. I always liked to know every inch of any place I stayed for more than a single night. Even in a shitty motel room, I checked under the bed, the windows, door locks, and the best place to store my weapon. Fun little habits you pick up locked away.
“What the fuck? Who the hell is this organized?” The impeccable organization that I found when I opened the fridge was intense. It looked like a showroom model fridge with fake and perfectly aligned food. Reaching in, I grabbed two waters from the stocked door.
I was just about to close it when a small container caught my attention. The label read: homemade lasagna, single piece, made Sunday at 6:00 pm. This had to be Avro. I couldn’t see Jace labeling anything like this. I grabbed the container, my stomach growling as I lifted the lid and took a sniff. Fuck that smelled good.
“Fuck it.” I tossed the container in the microwave and fumbled through the drawers to find a fork. “Holy shit,” I mumbled as I stared at the built-in trays and the technically redundant labels. I liked it. No one I knew appreciated organization. I didn’t do it with my cutlery: dessert forks, salad forks, dinner forks, butter knives, and steak knives, soup spoon and so on. I mean, could he not see what the items were? This was next level, leaving me wondering why go to all the trouble. If I wanted to get all introspective, I would say it made him feel like he had control, something leftover from whatever trauma he suffered at the hands of his uncle.
I did kinda hate that I threatened him with that information. If I’d known what happened and hadn’t been so focused on getting at Jace, I wouldn’t have done it. I still would’ve held onto it for insurance. I wasn’t an idiot, but calling him out could’ve been avoided. The look of terror in his eyes…shit, it didn’t feel right. Fuck I was going soft.
