Doc steel, p.5
Doc Steel, page 5
I’m snapped back to the present when she pokes me in the rib. “You’re up.”
Shaking my head, I walk up to the tee and hit the ball. My mind is totally not on the game and I spectacularly miss, it actually takes me four shots to sink my ball. “Naw, tough break there, maybe you should stick to saving lives.”
“There’s still five holes after this, I can still beat your sexy ass.”
Her eyes pop open at my declaration. Walking over to her, I bend down and whisper, “Now take your shot so I can beat your sexy ass, fair and square.”
She swallows deeply at my words, steps up, and takes her shot. My words must distract her because it takes her three shots to get the ball in.
We continue to dig at each other and when we reach the last hole, Autumn and I are neck and neck. “It’s all down to this last shot.”
“Bring it on, navy boy,” she taunts.
“You are resorting to name-calling? Are you that threatened now?”
She shrugs her shoulders at me. I step up and get ready to swing when I feel Autumn beside me, leaning into me. I can feel her warm breath on my neck, my dick pulses with want as she continues to torture me. “Hurry up and take your shot so I can beat your sexy ass.”
Swallowing deeply, I take my shot without looking. Just like my first shot, I miss by a hair. “Naw, too bad, Doc. Let me show you how it's done.”
Autumn steps up and with her eyes locked on me, she takes her shot and unbelievably, she sinks it in. She’s still looking at me when she smirks and cheekily says, “I think I won.”
“Seems you did.”
We stare at one another, the moment is intense and then she teases, “Loser.”
“Still gracious when you win, I see.” We both laugh because she is far from gracious when she wins, but seeing the joy on her face right now, I’m happy to let her have her moment. We step closer together. It feels like she wants to kiss me as much as I want to kiss her. Just as I’m about to step forward, wrap my arms around her, and press my lips to hers. Someone behind us shouts, “Come on, guys, move along.”
Stepping back, I bend down and pick up her ball. She links her arm with mine and we exit the course. As we are making our way back to the clubhouse, she looks up at me. There’s something in her gaze. “Seems you owe me a child free night.”
“Seems I do.”
We stop walking and stare at one another. Just like earlier, the air around us begins to sizzle and crackle. I think she’s going to lean over and kiss me, I really want her to kiss me when some kid behind us shouts, “Move out of the way.” Dammit, kiss blocked again.
We pull apart and let the kids pass between us. Autumn purses her lips, and giggles. I love the sound of her giggle. Over the last few weeks, I have noticed she’s giggling and smiling more and more…I really hope that’s because of me.
The sound of kids laughing causes Autumn’s smile to widen. “We should bring Ollie here, he’d love it.”
“He totally would.” I stare at her. “Thank you, Autumn.”
“Why are you thanking me?”
“For tonight. I haven’t had this much fun in years.”
“Me either.”
We return our clubs and as we are heading out, we decide to grab something to eat here at the putt-putt snack bar. She orders a hamburger with the works and I grab two hotdogs and fries to share. With our food in hand, we take a seat and dig in. She tells me about her life, reminiscing about her time with the guys since I left. We steer clear of the bad times she endured. The more I chat with her, the more I fall in love with her again.
We finish our meals and I drive us back to Sandpoint. Just like while we were eating, we chat and laugh. It feels just like it did twenty years ago, and all the feelings I had back then are simmering to the surface.
Pulling up outside her place, I get out and open her door. I help her out of my truck and we walk up the path. It's awkward suddenly. She unlocks the door and turns to face me, like on the path earlier, we stare at one another. I really want to kiss her, but after yesterday and her freaking out, I’ll wait for her to make the move. It seems like my wish is going to come true. She leans into me and kisses me on the cheek. “Thanks for a lovely evening, Doc.”
She walks inside and closes the door on me. I’m disappointed I didn’t get a proper good night kiss, but all in all, this date could not have been more perfect, peck on the cheek and all.
11
Autumn
His cheek? Why did I kiss his cheek? I wanted to kiss him like he kissed me yesterday, but something overtook my body and I kissed his fucking cheek. “Man up, White,” I tell myself, as I strip off and slip into my pale pink satin boxers and matching lace cami. Climbing into bed, I lie back and stare at the ceiling. I play the evening over and over in my head, especially when he whispered into my ear. His warm breath set my insides alight, just thinking about that moment has my clit throbbing right now.
My eyes drift closed and I slide my hand under my cami. Massaging my breast, I pinch my nipple and again my clit pulses. Sliding my other hand under the edge of my boxers, I rub my mound through the cotton of my panties. A moan slips free when I push the material aside and brush my clit with the pad of my thumb before sliding down my lips. I’m already wet and my finger slides in easily. I plunge my finger in and out, inserting another, brushing my clit with my thumb as I pull out.
Squeezing my nipple harder, I roll the taut peak between my thumb and forefinger. The sensation between my thighs intensifies, and suddenly I explode around my fingers. I mumble Griffin’s name as I ride out my orgasm.
Removing my fingers from my pants, I lift them to my lips and suck off my juices. Moaning when my tangy cum hits my taste buds.
Rolling to my side, I blissfully drift off to sleep, sated and content after my amazing climax and perfect date with Griffin.
The next morning as I sip my morning coffee, I think about the events of last night. The evening with Griffin was perfect in every possible way. We laughed. We had fun…and then I ended the night with a kiss on the cheek. What the hell, Autumn? As I take another sip, I scold myself internally. As soon as I closed the door, I should have swung it open, jumped into his arms, and ravished him. But something held me back. There’s still that lingering fear deep down he’s going to leave me again.
Mom drops Ollie off just after nine and I decide to take him to the park. I need to get out of the house and keep busy…because my mind keeps drifting to a certain doctor. When I think of him, I become a horny bundle of nerves. I feel like I’m seventeen again when I think about him.
Ollie and I spent the day out, just the two of us. I think it was the first Saturday he didn’t whine he couldn’t play ball with his friends. And no sooner had that thought appeared, Ollie sighed. “What’s up, buddy?”
“I didn’t get to play ball today. Stupid arm.” He shakes his cast at me, which is now a neon green color. “My life is over,” he melodramatically says, and then he looks to me and there’s a strange looks in his eye. “You know what will make me feel better?”
This should be good. “What will make you feel better?”
“A ride in Doc’s truck.”
And there it is. “Well, you can’t just invite yourself for a ride. That’s rude.”
He nods his head. “Yeah, I know. You know what else would cheer me up?”
“Knowing you, it will be food related.”
His face breaks out in a grin. “Nuggets and fries and a milkshake might do the trick.”
“Can we up it to cheese fries?”
His eyes widen in surprise at my reply and a grin overtakes his little face. “Yes!” he eagerly shouts. He grabs my hand and drags me toward the diner.
An hour later, we are both stuffed full. I’m glad for the walk home. Ollie and I exit the diner and we head home. We turn off Main Street and coming toward us is Griffin. Ollie immediately drops my hand and steps to the curb waving like crazy at Griffin. He pulls over and winds the window down. “Hey,” he gruffly says. That one word sets my insides on fire…I really need to get laid, I think to myself. Then I notice Ollie and Griffin are both staring at me. “Sorry, what did you say?”
“Griffin wants to give us a lift home,” Ollie eagerly tells me. “Can we, Mom?”
Looking to Griffin, I see him staring at me. His gaze is hungry, I feel it deep in my core. Nodding my head, I answer, “Sure, why not.”
“Yessss.” Ollie fist pumps and immediately opens the back door. He climbs into the back, leaving me to sit up front with Griffin. Once Ollie is belted in, I climb in next to Griffin. He smiles at me and I swear my panties disintegrate. Before he pulls away from the curb, he winks at me. Shaking my head, I stare out the window. Ollie and Griff talk, but I don’t register anything they are saying. My mind is focused on the man behind the wheel. The more time I spend with him, the more I feel for him. He’s amazing with Ollie, seeing the two of them together makes me smile. Ollie clearly likes him, since he’s always talking about Doc, and if I’m honest with myself, my feelings for him are just as strong now as they were twenty years ago, well until he left that is.
We pull up to our place. Ollie climbs out and runs toward the house. Mom and Dad are on the porch. They wave at Griffin, he waves at them, and we watch as the three of them head inside. He turns his attention back to me.
Our eyes lock.
The air in the car thickens.
My heart starts racing.
We stare at one another and it hits me. I’m meant to be with him. I want to be with him. The past is meant to stay in the past, and I’m meant look toward the future; a future with Griffin.
Leaning toward him, I grip his cheeks and press my lips to his. He tenses up and I think maybe I’ve misread the situation, but then he kisses me back. He threads his fingers into my hair and tugs me closer to him. As our kiss deepens, I climb across and straddle him. It’s tight but I don’t care. All I care about right now is kissing this man.
Our kiss is interrupted when Mom knocks on the window, and we pull apart. Each of us panting. Looking out the window, I see Mom standing there. A knowing grin on her face. Griffin lowers the window. “Carla, nice to see you again.”
“Nice to see you too. Ollie is going to sleep at our place tonight.” She suggestively raises her eyebrows at us and adds, “Have fun, you two.”
“Mom,” I scoff.
She and Griffin laugh, while my cheeks darken in embarrassment. Climbing off his lap, I climb out of his truck and make my way over to Dad and Ollie. “You be a good boy for Nana and Grumpy.”
“Yes, Mom.” He kisses my cheek and climbs into the back of Dad’s car.
“About time,” Dad murmurs before he kisses me on the cheek.
“What?” I ask.
“It’s about time you let him in.” My eyes widen at his words. “That man still loves you, Autumn. Don’t let the events of the past define your future. You deserve to be happy, and you are happiest when you’re with him. Always have been; always will be. He’s the yin to your yang, don’t let this second chance go.”
I don’t get to say anything because he climbs into the car, starts the engine, and once Mom is in her seat, they drive off. I’m left standing on the driveway, replaying Dad’s words over and over in my head. Turning, I face Griffin as he walks toward me. Dad’s right, I do still love him, deep down I always have. I decide here and now, to not let the past define me. I’m going to jump willingly, take a chance.
Walking toward him, I wrap my arms around his neck and press my lips to his again. He slides his arms around my waist, deepening the kiss and our connection. He taps my butt and I jump into his embrace. Wrapping my legs around him, I hold on and kiss him with everything I have.
He walks us inside with me wrapped around him. Kicking the door closed, he heads into the living room and lowers himself down onto the sofa. With our lips fused, he shuffles back and I straddle him. I continue to kiss him and shamelessly rub myself on him. All the love and feelings I had for him all those years ago come crashing back into me like a tsunami. Wave after wave of emotion smash into me, and I could not be happier than I am right in this moment.
Breaking our kiss, I stare into his eyes and it hits me, I still love Griffin Steel. Deep down in my soul, I think I have always loved him and I never stopped. “Since I feel like we should be honest, Griff, I never stopped loving you. You were my first love. You are my only love.”
“I never stopped loving you either, Autumn. Being without you was hard, but it also made me into the medic I became. I threw myself into med school and the navy to keep my mind off of losing you.”
He reaches up and cups my cheek. We smile at one another and at the same time, we both say, “Forever and eternity”
Slamming my lips back to his, I kiss him with everything I have, and I know this is what I want and where I need to be. Nothing and no one can take this from me.
12
Griffin
When she gipped my cheeks and pressed her lips against mine, I thought I was dreaming. Then I felt her in my lap and I knew, I wasn’t dreaming. This was real.
Autumn.
Is.
Kissing.
Me.
She initiated the kiss that will be seared in my memory forever.
Carla interrupted our moment, and after saying goodbye, we went inside and here we are. She is once again straddling me, grinding herself on my cock. “Autumn,” I whisper against her lips. “If you keep that up, I’m going to come.”
She leans back and stares at me as she continues to roll her hips and grind herself on me. “What, this?” she teases.
“Autumn,” I growl.
She slides off my lap and sits between my legs. Her eyes are locked on me as she reaches out; flips open my button, lowers my fly, and pulls out my cock. She licks her lips before leaning forward. She grips the base of my cock and strokes. Her tongue darts out and she swipes it over the tip, licking the bead of precum. My cock twitches in her hand and she smirks at me. Opening her mouth, she swallows my dick between her lips. Sucking and licking as it slides in and out. Her eyes are boring into me, my gaze drops to her mouth and I watch as she gives me the best blow job of my life. Sooner than I’d like to admit, my balls tighten and I spill my seed down her throat. She licks and sucks every last drop.
My dick pops free from her lips, while she wipes at the corner of her mouth and dips her finger into her mouth, sucking. “Mmmmm,” she moans, as she slides the tip of her finger from her mouth, down her chin, and across her collarbone. Pulling her tank down with her fingertip, she slides it between her breasts. Circling it around the crevice of her cleavage.
Leaning forward, my finger traces the path hers did. I continue down her stomach; grabbing the hem of her shirt, I lift it over her head, dropping it to the floor beside her. She’s sitting on her knees, in her jeans and black satin strapless bra. “Fuck me, you are sexy as all fuck, Autumn White.”
“You’re mighty fine too, Commander Steel, but there’s one problem.”
“And what’s that?” I say, as I trace my finger along her bra line, pushing the cup down I circle her nipple, gently squeezing.
“You have far too many clothes on.”
“The same can be said for you,” I tease, as I grab the neck of my shirt and pull it over my head, dropping it on top of Autumn’s discarded tank.
Her eyes rake over my chest. She leans forward and traces her finger over my tattoo. “Vis per mare,” she whispers, “What does it mean?”
“Strength from the Sea,” I offer, “the motto of the ship I was stationed on.”
“It’s perfect for you, and exactly what I imagined you’d get.”
We stare at one another again, the air around us crackling with desire. Gripping her upper arms, I pull her to me and press my lips to hers. Sliding her arms around my neck, she straddles my thighs again. My thick cock poking into her. She presses herself against my chest, deepening the connection between us. Reaching behind her, I unclasp her bra and flick it to the side. Licking down her neck, I take one of her erect pointy nipples into my mouth, gently nipping before sucking. Her head drops back and the sexiest moan erupts from her, causing her to circle her hips. My cock presses into the material of her jeans. She increases her circles, my breathing becomes labored. Her moans increase. Nipping her nipple again, her body freezes and she comes.
Her eyes pop open. Her cheeks rosy from her climax. We stare at one another. “Fuck me, Griffin,” she purrs. Hopping off my lap, she removes her jeans and panties. Shimmying mine off, I sit on her sofa in awe. Her body is just as sexy as I remember. Leaning forward, I place a kiss near her navel. Looking up at her, she rakes her fingers through my hair. Placing a knee on the sofa, she straddle me again, pressing her lips to mine once again. She pulls back and looks at me, as she hovers over my cock. I don't think my cock has ever been this hard before. She slowly lowers herself onto my shaft. Both of us moaning as the head slips into her warm wet channel. When she’s fully seated, we both pause. We stare intently at one another, reaching up I cup her cheek. She nuzzles into it; turning her head she places a kiss on my palm as she begins to move her hips. Rocking up and down my cock, we gaze at one another. Resting my hands on her hips, I guide her back and forth. My hips rocking in sync with hers. She grips my shoulders and picks up speed. Our eyes are locked on one another as we give our bodies over to the pleasure building. She licks her bottom lip, it’s the sexiest thing I have ever seen. Her breathing changes and I know she’s close.
“Come for me, Autumn,” I growl.
Her head drops back and she screams. Leaning forward, I pull a nipple into my mouth and suck as she rides out her climax. Lifting her gaze to mine, she smiles and that sends me over the edge. I come deep inside of her, gripping her hips tightly as the pleasure courses though me.



