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Lost Bonds (Binding Words Book 6), page 1
Binding Words
Book 6:
Lost Bonds
Daniel Schinhofen
Copyright © 2021 Daniel J. Schinhofen
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The characters and events portrayed in this book are fictitious. Any similarities to real persons, living or dead, are purely coincidental and not intended by the author.
Copyright © 2021 Daniel J. Schinhofen
All rights reserved.
Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-one
Chapter Twenty-two
Chapter Twenty-three
Chapter Twenty-four
Chapter Twenty-five
Chapter Twenty-six
Chapter Twenty-seven
Chapter Twenty-eight
Chapter Twenty-nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-one
Chapter Thirty-two
Chapter Thirty-three
Chapter Thirty-four
Chapter Thirty-five
Chapter Thirty-six
Chapter Thirty-seven
Chapter Thirty-eight
Chapter Thirty-nine
Chapter Forty
Chapter Forty-one
Chapter Forty-two
Chapter Forty-three
Chapter One
Complete and total darkness engulfed Sean. Is this what death feels like?
“No, not death,” Morrigan spoke softly. “You’ll survive, though, in truth, you pushed yourself past your breaking point.”
Sean spun around to find Morrigan seated in his front room, the manor appearing around him. “Odin—!”
“Didn’t break any accord,” Morrigan said bitterly. “The Einherjar were invited.”
“Just happened to be invited?”
“No. One of the Asgardians accessed rarely-used channels to arrange it. I don’t know who or why, but the obvious answer would be Thor, because he was brought to task for killing you.”
“My wives!” Sean cried out suddenly as his memory of the fight hit him.
Morrigan’s lips turned down. “Most of them are fine.”
“Most?” Sean choked.
“Sean...” The soft voice from behind him was filled with sadness.
Turning to see who had called to him, Sean’s heart clenched. Chastity and Lilly stood side by side at the foot of the stairs.
“No…”
“We’re sorry,” Lilly sniffled. “We tried.”
Sean lurched toward them, tears spilling from his eyes. “No…!”
Both women rushed to him, grabbing him and sobbing.
Morrigan watched them, her face impassive. “They died doing what had to be done, Sean.”
Sean’s anger flared and he let go of his wives to spin on Morrigan. “What had to be done? What had to be done?! That fight never had to happen!”
Morrigan sat in the chair, unmoving. “That fight was destined the moment you placed yourself against Denmur. Maybe not on a field in front of the city, maybe not with your wives beside you, but a battle would have come, regardless. If they’d not been there, you’d be the one dead on the field now, and they would all be dying in the manor.”
“Sean,” Chastity said, grasping his arm, “we chose to stand beside you.”
“We knew what might happen,” Lilly said, taking his other arm.
Sean’s anger turned to ash as his two dead wives stopped him from attacking the goddess in front of him. “I… I got you both killed.”
“No,” Chastity said firmly before spinning him to face her. “You did your very best to protect us. Lilly gave her life to save Felora, and I gave mine to save Andie.” Grabbing his face, she dragged his lips to hers, kissing him hard.
Sean was shaking, tears pouring down his face, when the kiss ended. He never got a chance to speak, because Lilly turned him around and kissed him just as passionately.
When she pulled back, her forehead rested against his, her eyes burning with emotion. “Never blame yourself for us, husband. We saved our wives. We both had a choice, and we made it. You will need to be the rock for them, now— they surely blame themselves for us. Help them, love them, and then avenge us.”
“You’ll never be without them,” Morrigan said, pulling their attention. “Both of them venerated you, Sean. This place is yours, and as such, you may bring those who worship you to it when they die. There is already one person here, in fact.” She nodded to the hallway that led to the kitchen.
“Oh, Chas…” Marjorie whispered, stopping in the entryway to the room, her eyes wet.
“Momma!” Chastity exclaimed and rushed her.
Marjorie met her halfway, and the two of them sobbed as they held each other.
“How?” Sean asked Morrigan while Lilly held him.
“You’ve grown,” Morrigan said softly. “Maybe you didn’t fully comprehend what happened when we sent you off. Your memories of it might be fragmented.”
“You held a party and then put me in the world.”
“No, Sean. We had a wake.”
Brow creasing, Sean tried to piece together the fragments of what had happened before he was dropped off into this new world. “I was on a table, and a party went on around me.”
“You are recalling the very end of it,” Morrigan nodded as she stood. “I need to go. You have a few moments with your loved ones yet. Cherish them, Sean, those here and those still alive. We’ll talk again in time.”
“Wait—!” Sean tried to stop her, but she vanished as if she’d never been there.
“Sean, where am I?” Marjorie asked as she and Chastity came over to stand near him.
“I’m not sure,” he replied. “Did you… hell… did you pray to me?”
“Yes,” Marjorie said. “You saved me from torment. I prayed to you every night, like my daughter did.”
“I think… this might be the afterlife for whoever does so.”
Marjorie inhaled sharply and her grip on Chastity’s arm went white. “No… please, no…!”
Chastity covered her mother’s hand with her own. “Yes. I’m dead, as are you.”
Marjorie sniffled. “Oh, dear child... did that man get you, too?”
“Man?” Sean asked.
“I only caught a glimpse of his face while I bled out,” Marjorie whispered. “Average height, brown hair, and black eyes… he exuded hatred.”
Sean exhaled sharply— he knew someone who matched that description. “He came out of nowhere?”
“I was going to fix dinner when a sharp pain creased my neck and I was spun to face the couch. I saw that flicker of his face when I tried to struggle to save myself. As I grew colder, I felt my clothing being…” Trailing off, she shuddered.
“After you died?” Lilly asked in horror.
“Better than if I were alive,” Marjorie swallowed.
“Wait,” Chastity said, her eyes going wide, “wasn’t he with them?”
“Yes,” Lilly nodded, having made the same connection. “Myna killed him.”
“Evan and Klein were behind it all,” Sean said grimly. “Evan’s dead.”
“So is Klein,” Lilly said. “I saw Myna kill him before…”
Sean pulled her tightly to his chest. “I’m sorry.”
“No, Sean. I made my choice. We’ll be here making your home ready for you and our wives. Take your time, though?”
“All the time,” Chastity said, going to hug him, as well.
Sean exhaled. “I’m going to gut them.”
“Do it right,” Lilly said tightly. “If you just kill them, it will hurt our family. Make them attack you, force them into a corner, and make them lash out at you.”
“When they do, bleed them out. Make it hurt,” Chastity said.
“I will.”
“Sean,” Marjorie said from a few feet away, “thank you. For saving me when you did, for giving me a purpose again, and for loving my daughter as much as you do. I will only ever praise your name. You can do so much more for the world. I know you’ll make things better.”
Sean took a slow deep breath. Her faith in him was palpable. “I’ll do my best.”
“We know,” Chastity mumbled into his chest.
A flash of silver caught Sean’s attention, and his heart ached again when Omin landed on Marjorie’s shoulder. “Tell Onim that I’ll wait for them. The home will be ready for every member of the clan, as well.”
“I will,” Sean whispered before he felt something pulling on his heart. He pushed against it. “I think I’m going.”
Both of his wives kissed him again and stepped back. Love filled their gazes, and Sean tried to save that image in his mind as the room warped, elongating and stretching.
~*~*
A soft hand touched his face gently, as if afraid of breaking him. “He’ll wake when he can,” Fiona whispered. “He’s breathing, and his wounds are healing. He used everything he had and refused to take any from us.”
“When he hears, what will happen?” Aria asked.
“We don’t know,” Myna said with sadness. “He couldn’t have helped even if he’d been awake… he had no energy, and we don’t combine for even a tenth of him.”
“Ven, is Onim okay?” Aria asked as she rested her hand on Sean’s leg.
“Heartbroken, but we knew it might happen. None of us expected a barrier. We got them clear, but it was too late by the time we did.”
“Their child?” Myna asked.
“Jutt is taking it a little harder,” Ven replied, “but Onim is handling it well. Arla is there to support Jutt. The clan is in mourning, but they all look to what will come in the future. We’re changing our tactics; we’ll no longer be going close to our foes.”
“That would be for the best,” Aria agreed.
“They’re asleep,” Ida said, coming into the room, followed by Ryann.
“When we checked, Felora was holding Andrea close. Their cheeks were red, like they’d been crying,” Ryann added. “Has he stirred yet?”
“No,” Fiona sighed. “We’ll have to try waking him soon, as much as I dislike the idea.”
“I’m awake,” Sean mumbled, forcing one bloodshot eye open.
His name was called out by all of his wives and Ven, with Myna using her nickname for him. Sean lay still as they piled on to hug him, letting their love start to thaw his heart.
Fiona was the first to pull away, her face grave. “Sean, we have terrible news.”
“Chastity, Lilly…” Sean said, beating her to the news, “and Omin. I know.”
“But how?” Aria asked. “You were out by the time we got to you. You haven’t stirred since.”
“I spoke to them,” Sean croaked, his throat beyond parched.
Ryann picked up the glass by the bed and thrust it to Fiona, who was in the best position to help Sean. Water sloshed over her hand as she did. Fiona gave her a nod and helped Sean sip.
“How?” Myna asked softly.
“Since they venerated me, there’s an afterlife for them,” Sean replied, taking another sip. “A manor like this. Marjorie’s there, too.”
“She was reunited with her mother?” Ida asked.
“Yes. They asked me to not act rashly.” Sean’s eyes closed and tears fell, his voice thick, “They’ll wait for us. They want us to take our time before we see them again.”
The door to the room opened, and Felora stood there with Andrea. “I felt him wake,” Felora said as they approached the bed.
Sean looked at his two wives coming toward him, and his heart clenched at the pain he saw in them— both of their lovers had died on the field. “I’m sorry,” he said.
Andrea sniffled, but shook her head. “No, Sean. No. She died saving me.”
“As Lilly did for me,” Felora added.
“What happened?” Sean asked as they joined the family on the bed.
“You’d paired off against Evan,” Fiona said. “Myna had to contend with Klein and one of the warriors, leaving the other four of them for us. We were badly outclassed, Sean. They were Darragh’s equals or better in combat. I was pushed away from them and barely able to defend myself.”
“The same for me,” Aria nodded. “It left Lilly, Felora, and Ryann to face two of them.”
Ryann looked away. “I didn’t have the energy left to do what I should’ve been able to do. I’m sorry.”
“No,” Felora said, moving over to hold Ryann. “No one blames you. Lilly and I thought we could take the one warrior alone. We were fools.” Felora looked at Sean, her eyes wet. “He was like a storm… we didn’t even have a chance. When he knocked me and Lilly away, he went for Andrea, Chastity, and Ida.”
“Chas lurched to her feet and flung herself at him to save me. I was closer and not able to move out of the way,” Andrea cried.
“He ran her through without remorse,” Ida added, her voice thick with emotion. “I tried to get up, but I had no energy left in me.”
“I rushed back and was able to get there to stop him from going after the others, but he knocked my sword away, slicing my arm to the bone. I was done for in that instant, but Lilly knocked me away and he gutted her, instead. She went mad, stabbing him again and again, and finally got an eye. I almost went to her, but…” Felora’s voice caught in her throat, “she gave me a smile and I saw her die.”
“Felora hit the one on me like a runaway wagon,” Ryann said. “She buried him and gave me the chance to finish him off.”
“They split to help me and Fiona at that point,” Aria said.
“When we looked at you, we saw you standing victorious, but then you fell,” Fiona said. “We all feared, but the Bond was there to reassure us.”
“The commander called the fight over and the shield was dropped,” Ven said. “The clan rushed to protect you, just in case.”
Sean finally understood why he’d heard the sound of wings when Ven told him that. It wasn’t crows, but the Fairies that had flocked to him. Shifting so he was a little more upright, he held out his arms, and his wives all pushed into his extended embrace.
“I’m going to gut them,” Sean said softly. “I’m going to destroy them and make sure everyone knows what hurting my family means.”
“Sean—”
“I’ll do it right,” Sean said, interrupting Fiona gently, but firmly. “I won’t risk hurting any of you by lashing out, but I will make them bleed. I’ll make them feel pain for what they’ve done… For our wives waiting for us, and for us.”
“We will aid you in any way we can,” Fiona said when he finished. “Together, we’ll make them pay.”
A knock on the door came just before Tiska spoke from the other side of it, “Mistress, word came from the high magistrate. He requires Sean to attend his court tomorrow morning.”
Fiona exhaled the breath she’d been holding when she heard that Jasper had sent word. “Thank you, Tiska. Please inform the cooks that we will all be down for some food shortly. Gather the others, as well, please.”
Sean’s stomach growled and he chuckled weakly. “I guess food is a good idea.”
The others joined him briefly, but they still felt the loss of their loved ones too keenly to keep their smiles for very long. Everyone got out of bed to allow Sean up, but instead of getting up, he pulled Andrea and Felora back to him and held them tightly.
“Ladies, give me a moment with them, please?” Sean asked.
“Of course,” Fiona said as she ushered the others toward the door.
Andrea hiccupped and clutched him. “I miss her.”
