Inescapable desire, p.8
Inescapable Desire, page 8
Kayden doesn’t know what he signed up for when he asked me to be with him. I am more trouble than I’m worth. He has a business to worry about. Not stress over what the press is saying about our supposed love triangle between Kayden, Logan and I. Logan wanted me and the ability to be with anyone else he desired. I don’t think any amount of therapy will fix that. I don’t know why he isn’t getting it through his head that we’re done.
Taking in a few deep breaths to try and calm down my panic attack I’m finally able to speak. “Logan…he’s here!”
“Logan is here? In Drip?! Does that fuck head have a death wish! Did he hurt you?” Kayden begins scanning the crowd trying to see if he can spot Logan anywhere.
“No, he grabbed my arm when I tried to get away from him, but he didn’t hurt me. I felt like someone has been watching me most of the night. I was dancing with Jacob, he disappeared somewhere I don’t know where. Next thing I know I feel someone come up behind me and start dancing with me. I…I thought it was you!” My cries overtake me. I can’t find the words to tell Kayden about the photos that were just taken of Logan and me. He will really lose it.
Walking over to the booth Kayden sits me down. “Stay here…Sam, Beau, J.R. come with me. I gotta look for Logan Sanders. That piece of shit has gone too far. It’s about time someone taught that dickhead a lesson!” Leaning down to kiss me, Kayden brushed away the tears from my cheeks. “Don’t cry, baby. Zak will sit with you.” Turning to Zak, Kayden tells him if Logan shows up over here to text his cell, and not to let Logan out of his site.
I sat with my elbows resting on my knees, and my face buried in my hands. “Un-fucking-believable.” I say in between sobs. I am finally calming myself down, but now I feel like I’m going to get sick. The anticipation of not knowing what is going on is killing me. If Kayden has found Logan, what will happen once he comes face to face with him?
“Logan is the ex that I keep hearing about huh?” Zak says sitting down beside me.
“Yeah, I take it you’ve read about my love life drama, or heard all about it on TV. It’s embarrassing and extremely annoying at the same time. I just wish sometimes I could live a normal life. Boy and girl break-up; friends, family, and people in your town maybe fuss over it for a few days, but by the end of the week it’s old news. Not with my life, everyone wants to just drag this shit out. It has been months, and I still have to have the worst night of my life shoved down my throat twenty-four-seven.”
“Yeah I can see how that can be hard. I guess us normal people; take our average life for granted. I don’t think I could handle people judging my life every second of the day. Thinking what you wear or who you’re dating is a topic free for them to scrutinize.”
Rolling my eyes I turn to look at Zak, “Yeah it’s stressful, that is why I’m a freaking mess right now…some idiot was snapping pictures of us on the dance floor. I thought Logan was Kayden at first when the guy took pictures of us and then followed us through the dance floor snapping pictures as we fought. So I won’t be shocked to see them all over the news tomorrow. Sleazy magazines pay good money for a juicy story and photos to boot.”
Pulling me against him Zak rubbed my arm. It felt odd having him be affectionate and caring towards me, seeing I barley know him. I start scanning the crowd looking for anyone else ready to pounce on me and take my picture now with Zak.
“People wish for fame and fortune, but they don’t realize the price we pay is bigger than any amount of money we have. Don’t get me wrong I love my life style that I get to live thanks to my mom and dad. But sometimes you wish you can just be normal for just a little while.” I say letting out a small laugh, trying to lighten up the mood.
“Yeah true, but it sucks for those of us who are struggling money wise. A few thousand in my pocket would make all that seem like a tiny annoyance.”
I let out a small groan, “Only people who don’t live the life I live say that. Believe me after a while it gets old.”
Zak is just about to say something when we hear shouts from across the bar. “Oh Shit! I think Kayden found Logan!” I shout jumping up from my seat and rushing towards the commotion. With Zak behind me we run through the bar to where everyone has formed a circle around Kayden and Logan. Kayden towers over Logan by at least three inches and in the muscle category there is no competition. Kayden wins hands down. This could get ugly and fast.
“What the fuck is your problem bro!” Logan screams at Kayden who’s centimeters away from Logan’s face, with Logan’s shirt fisted in his hand.
“My problem bro is that you can’t get it through your fuckin’ head to stay the fuck away from Savannah!”
I don’t know if it’s because Logan is drunk, but he doesn’t seem to be fazed at all with Kayden being two seconds away from pounding his face in. I’m just standing here taking in the scene unfolding in front of me. Security is trying to get through the crowd, but people seem to wanna see a good fight and are making it impossible for them to get through.
“Last I knew it wasn’t illegal to sit in a bar and have a drink. It’s just a coincidence that Savannah happens to be here.” Logan said raising his hand up to grab onto Kayden’s shirt.
I let out a small gasp, I would love to see Logan get the shit beat out of him, but the last thing I want is Kayden hauled off in handcuffs because he got into a bar fight.
Kayden let out a deep chuckle. The more angry he is getting the thicker his Southern drawl is becoming. “Coincidence? If you would have dragged your sorry ass back to Los Angeles days ago you wouldn’t be able to run into her here! Nice black eye by the way. My baby has a mean right hook.” Kayden glances at me giving me a wink. Even from across the room, Kayden is able to help me feel at ease.
“Don’t call her baby! Savannah is mine! You are just a speed bump along the way. It won’t be long and she will be crawling back to me; begging for me to take her back!”
“You are a fucking lunatic you know that? You fucked every whore who would willingly spread her legs for you! That’s not love, and believe me Savannah is quiet satisfied with our relationship. She will not be running back to you ever. So, Don’t. Hold. Your.Breath!” With those words Kayden takes his first swing. Logan stumbles back a few steps but doesn’t go down.
I am gripping Zak’s arm to the point where my nails are digging into his skin. I glance to the other side of Zak and notice Jacob is back. “Holy shit what’d I miss?” Jacob asks Zak. “Is that Logan Sanders? Kayden is knocking the shit out of?!” He says spitting out his beer out.
“Yeah, that dick shit followed Savannah here and practically attacked her on the dance floor because she won’t take him back. That dude is seriously fucked up.”
I try to just zone them out and focus my attention on Kayden. Security is getting closer and the cops are outside, there blue and red lights are reflecting on the walls of the night club. I instantly wonder where Brooklyn is and if she has left yet, or is still here and trying to find me. I pull out my cell phone to try and text her quick.
Before I type I see Logan taking a swing at Kayden connecting with his cheek. Rage consumes Kayden and he grabs Logan’s shirt with both hands lifting him off the ground, pressing him against the wall.
“You have one more chance to get the fuck outta here and head straight to L.A., it’s your choice! Just know this, if you don’t walk out that door when I set you down. I will not hold back any more. You think those punches hurt? Those were fuckin’ love taps. When I’m finished with you, you’ll be shittin’ out teeth for a fuckin’ week!”
*****
Chapter 9
*****
“Holy. Shit! Savannah, your man is fuckin’ scary!” Jacob says while trying to pick his jaw up off of the floor.
Running a hand over my face, I begin pacing trying to control myself before I lose it and run in between them. The last thing I want to do is try to break up this fight and get hurt in the process. But I don’t know if Kayden will be able to stop himself, once he starts going at Logan.
Kayden finally sets Logan down harshly slamming his feet against the hardwood floor. I can’t breathe. Please…please…please Logan, just walk away. I mumble to myself continuing my nervous pacing. All this crazy mayhem has sobered me up quickly.
Logan straightens himself, spits blood at Kayden’s feet while glaring up at him. The hateful tension between the two men stretching to the breaking point when the cops walk in. One of the bouncers finally makes it through the crowd to the hostile standoff; stepping directly in front of Kayden placing a hand on his arm bidding him to calm down.
“You can have the stupid whore; I’m done with this shit!” Logan calls out as he turns and walks towards the door. One of the cops prevents him from making it to the exit. I hope to God Logan does not press charges. Before I have time to think Kayden just about ripped the Bouncer’s arm off lunging towards Logan. Overcome with a primal need to protect Kayden I can’t hold myself back any longer. I run towards Kayden jumping in front of him.
Kayden stops immediately. His breathing is rapid and his face beet red, every vein bulging trying to break through his skin. The three guys he had looking for Logan are now around him.
Gently laying my hands on his chest I look him dead in the eyes, pleading “Stop Kayden, please. Baby just let him go; the cops are dealing with him now. I don’t want you getting arrested. He is not worth it just let him go, for me…please.” reaching up I plant a tender kiss on his bruised cheek. The only mark on his entire body, Logan on the other hand has blood running from his nose, mouth, and one cheek that is split open.
Pulling me into a hug, Kayden releases a loud sigh. “Okay baby, I’m sorry I let it go this far. I was hoping he would just leave and it wouldn’t have escalated to that. He really had that coming to him though.”
The police talked to Kayden and me; taking our statements. Kayden is very well known so the police didn’t bother him much. They just told him to try stay out of trouble.
The officers call Logan a cab instructing him to go back to his hotel. I just hope he finally gets it through his head we are over, and goes back to L.A. so I can move on with my life.
*****
We pulled into the beach house at almost two in the morning. We said our goodbyes to Zak and Jacob. I feel awful that our fun night out was spoiled because of all the Logan drama. Kayden suggests I pack a change of clothes, so we can stay at his Beach House. If Logan is hell bent on causing more problems, he won’t know where to locate us. He tipped the limo driver, helped put my bags in the back, and assisted me into my seat before jumping into his truck taking us away to his beach house.
Kayden’s beach house is breathtaking. It’s dark outside so I don’t see much but from what I’ve seen of the inside it’s amazing. I cannot believe he rents this place out to vacationers. I would be terrified of it being destroyed by crazy teens throwing spring break parties. It has a similar nautical feel to the décor of my beach house, but with a more masculine feel. The kitchen is all stainless steel appliances with marble counter tops and marble floors.
Holding my hands Kayden leads me around the house giving me a brief tour before heading to the master bedroom. I’ve never been so happy to hear “The bedroom’s this way”, just to sleep. We’re both about ready to pass out standing up. Kayden mentioned the entire basement is one big wine cellar, my interest instantly peaked. I’m definitely checking that out tomorrow.
As soon as we make it to the second level, Kayden scoops me up into his arms. I squeal with excitement wrapping my arms around his neck as he carries me into the bedroom and lays me down onto a king size mahogany wood, four-poster bed, with the same ridiculously comfortable mattress he has on his bed in his hotel suite. I can’t contain the smile on my face as I am mentally transported back to our first night together, which will forever be one of the most amazing nights of my entire life. I can’t look or talk about hot fudge without sporting a big ass grin.
“What are you thinking about?” Kayden asks sliding onto the bed beside me. Naked and looking so damn good, it should be illegal to be that sexy. We just lay there drinking each other in every time he moves to stroke my arm, his biceps flex, making me tingly all over. My eyes linger on his bruised cheek, but I instantly banish any thoughts of Logan from my mind. I have the most amazing boyfriend, who will do anything for me that’s who I need to focus on.
“Just thinking about us, at your penthouse suite; that reminds me, I forgot my box of chocolate covered strawberries at my house. I was really looking forward to you feeding them to me tonight.” I say seductively, pouting my lips. Kayden shakes his head, causing his brown hair to flip back and forth falling around his face. He has amazing hair I can’t resist the urge to run my fingers through his silky auburn strands. Closing his eyes he moans as I massage his scalp and play with his tousled ends. I love seeing him like this relaxed and affected by my touch. I can lie here all night doing this and watching him.
“We will tomorrow…I promise, but right now all I want is you.” Climbing onto his knees, Kayden removes my boots, tossing them onto the floor. “It’s time to get you naked Savannah. I need to taste every inch of this sweeter than sweet tea body of yours.” He unbuttons my jeans and slowly unzips them. The anticipation of what’s to come is killing me. I raise my butt into the air, allowing him to peel my jeans and panties off. Moving up the length of my body; trailing hot kisses from my stomach to the tip of my toes paying extra attention to the overheated flesh between my thighs. I whimper with pleasure the sensation of Kayden’s lips on me sends shock waves through my body erupting desire in my core. I’m aching for his touch, his lips….I ache for him period.
I don’t want any barriers between Kayden and I so I lift my arms in the air and Kayden effortlessly remove my tank top in one quick move, I watch as it soars across the room. Unhooking my bra, tossing it next the rest of my clothes piled beside the bed. The sizzling predatory look on his face is electrifying. Lighting me from inside out I bite down on my bottom lip as I take in the view before me. Kayden naked and looking like the Greek God he is. His erection standing to attention; the tip glistening with precum I lick my lips eager to take it into my mouth.
I push him back onto the bed “Lay down Kayden, I want to show you just how grateful I am for what you did for me tonight.”
Sucking my bottom lip into my mouth, I grip Kayden’s cock in my hand working his precum over his length before lowering my lustful mouth taking him in. Gently stroking I swirl my tongue around the tip; savoring every drop of the precum that has leaked out onto the head of his dick. I take it all into my mouth sucking and twirling my tongue around the tip working my way up and down, lubricating it more with my saliva.
“Sweet mother of God!” Kayden says between clenched teeth, throwing his head against the pillows. “Your mouth feels fucking fantastic!”
I smile at him feeling powerful and turned on to the point I can no longer see straight. Putting all of him back into my mouth, I slowly begin to rotate my head in a circular motion massaging the top of his dick with the back of my throat, picking up speed as I go the sounds falling from his lips fueling my hunger to have him come in my mouth. Sliding his fingers into my hair, Kayden grips my hair pulling on it as I suck him harder, massaging his balls. “God Savannah, you are fucking amazing.” Kayden’s body shook and tensed up underneath me as his orgasm exploded, filling my mouth, I swallow every last drop licking my lips to retrieve what escapes my mouth.
Hooking his hands under my arms Kayden pulls me down on top of him; his arousal still very apparent pressing against me. Even after finishing him, he is ready to keep going, this man has the stamina of a stallion; told you- Greek God. Our lips come together inflamed with passion his tongue entering my mouth, exploring and devouring. Moaning into his mouth I grind my hips against his erection stimulating my clit.
Before I know it I’m on my back and Kayden is crushing me with his powerful frame and massive body made of solid muscle. The heat from his skin shocks me like lightening sizzling every inch of my body with burning lustful desire. Letting out a long moan I run my fingers along his back and the soft skin covering his ripped muscles.
I can feel my orgasm building as Kayden continues to slide his cock along my clit, still moistened with his cum, pulling away from my mouth leaving me hungry for more, “Come for me Savannah, you pleasured me…now it’s my turn to do the same for you.” Kayden starts to thrust harder against my clit as he sucks, nibbles, and kisses a fiery path along my neck and collarbone.
“Oooh!God!”I scream through my climax; before I can come down from my orgasm Kayden is diving inside of me, burying every inch of his dick deep within my walls. Pumping furiously into me with long, hard thrusts, one hand gripping my ass while the other is laced through my hair. Taking my breast into his mouth he gently sucks, twirling his tongue around my hardened nipple. I feel like I’m humming along to a song with all the moans escaping my mouth.
Pulling away from my other breast, Kayden begins slowly swiveling his hips, stimulating my inner walls and my clit at the same time. With every thrust his pubic bone is slamming into me, also stimulating my clit edging another orgasm on. Running his fingers through my hair, Kayden tilts my head upwards and gazes intently into my eyes, seeing straight into my soul making a connection. For the first time our primal hold knows no bounds; fucking has become so much more, there isn’t a word in the entire dictionary that can describe what I am feeling for him in this moment.
