His on demand, p.20
His on Demand, page 20
In the back of my mind, I note my hand is shaking as I cup her cheek and bring her up to me. My tongue brushes her lips, and they open in a gasp. The taste of her explodes every illusion I have hid behind that this woman doesn’t own me, that I don’t belong to her just as much as she belongs to me.
A thousand kisses, hundreds of women have come before this moment and no kiss has ever been sweeter, ever felt more right. Even as her mouth is untutored, her small sweet tongue shy as it meets mine I’m shaken by what it does to me, what it means to me. I’m starving for more, enough is not enough, deeper, I need to know every inch of her mouth. Her whimpers, get through to me as they flow into me. I fight for control. “My treasure,” I whisper against her swollen mouth.
Her gorgeous eyes flare at my words, then glitter as she pulls me back down to her to press her lips against mine. So simple, so sweet, and it takes my breath away.
Kissing my way down her throat, I watch her breasts swell and pout for attention. I tease a tight, swollen nipple before sucking deep. Her breathy little moans spur me on, not to give her more, to take my time and savor every inch of her again and again. Only when her legs give out, do I allow her to fall from my mouth. The dress and bra gone I pick her up and place her on the bed. She brings her legs up then opens them wide for me.
Sliding her panties off, I press a kiss to her swollen mound. Then I open the drawer in the bedside table. When she sees it in my hand her eyes widen, “It looks different.”
“It is a larger size than the first one.” The sight of her squirming pleases me. “Open your mouth.” No hesitation, she takes the small steel ball into her mouth. “Yes, get it nice and wet.”
I can smell her getting wet at my instruction. When I pull it from her mouth, she rolls over, offering her ass to me. Fuck, I want her now. I take a deep breath, she is not ready, but she will be. The plug goes in more easily than before, there is no tension in her. She gives a little hum of pleasure once it is in then moans as I pull lightly at it.
“Leo, I need you.” She rolls onto her back, her legs open wide.
I undress and fall on her hungry for her pussy. Alexa is overflowing, I feast on her making sure to tease the plug inside her often as I bring her to orgasm twice more. Until finally I have to be inside her before I lose my mind.
My hand wraps around her long hair, pulling her head back. She knows, her eyes are open and on me. I slam hard into her, as I tug on her hair and her pussy clenches tight around my cock. Her eyes glitter, the glinting of the sapphires in her ears and at her neck are no competition for the beauty of her eyes. I fuck hard, rough, pulling her hair until her throat is open to me. The way she goes wild spurs me on. Harder and harder I fuck her, and she comes with a scream of my name. Her eyes close as her head goes back even as her pussy clenches tight around my cock milking me for everything inside me. The clenching of her pussy and the shaking of her body against mine pushes me over the edge. I shout her name as I release inside her.
***
Leo
The day is drawing to a close. I am pleased with the writeups from Alexa’s launch and the offers Rene has received. I take the time to look over the pictures Drake sent me on the property he is considering purchasing. A home he believed I would be interested in purchasing either before he renovates it to my taste or after he renovates to what the market usually desires. When I told him that I was looking into buying again, he mentioned the property not far from his own in Lake Forest.
He admitted he is concerned about the time the extensive renovation would take. The property had been in an inheritance tug of war and sat empty for over twenty years. After so long unattended the repairs alone were huge, then there were the necessary updates. Drake was sure he could get it at a price that would make it worth it. The land alone at seven acres in the area was worth the asking price.
At first, I thought he was joking. I have never even considered a freestanding home in the suburbs. I like city living, having room service available at all hours of the night, the ease of other delivery, having everything right at my door. Yet the longer I thought about it, the more I wondered if maybe it was not more room within my walls but around me that I needed. The idea of having land, green grass around me instead of concrete has slowly begun to appeal. It could not hurt to have Drake buy it and redo it, the money is negligible. If once he is finished, I do not like it I can always sell. I send him a reply, I want it. He replies he has already bought it, he knew I would want it. Smartass.
Speaking of smartasses, as my mind has all day it turns to Alexa. I send Alexa the message that she can leave for the night if she has finished everything. I will see her in the room at eight so we can have dinner together. I have barely hit send when my door is opening without her first knocking. She is stiff as a board crossing to my desk. The card is laid on my desk with a snap that feels loud in the room. Why the fuck does it go straight to my chest like a blow? Then she puts her keys down on top it, the keys to her apartment and the building.
“I’m not going back to that room. You can come to my condo, any time you want. I’ll go to your place, any time you want, you can fuck me here anytime you want, but I’m not going back to that room.”
I do not take my eyes off the card as I work to take in a deep, calming breath. “You are ending this.”
“No, damn you, Leo. I just said it. Here, my place, your place, in a god damned car. I don’t care, but I’m not going back to that room. I’m not going back to feeling like I’m some dirty secret, just a fuck you can’t stand to be around any time you don’t have your cock inside me. Is that it? Is that all I am? Am I so undeserving of anything more than a few hours in some hole in the wall where no one can see us?”
Fuck, the shit she thinks about herself. Did I not just spend an entire evening at her side, proudly identifying her as mine? I have given her more than I have ever given any woman. All while she has not asked for what I want to give. She has never asked for forgiveness, never explained herself, and she is demanding I let it all go.
Feeling raw I can acknowledge it has been eating at me. It is a part of what has kept me from letting her into my life completely, fear of giving her the opportunity to do it all over again. Despite what Victoria said, despite the endless nights wondering about a future with her. How can I know she will not hurt me again if she does not admit what she did was wrong? Is it not the first step? Apologizing, and admitting you did wrong?
“My attendance at your launch the other evening makes that question ridiculous. Even now the papers are still printing pictures of us together. You ask from me, yet you do not ask for what you should be asking. You say you are sorry a dozen times a day for meaningless bullshit things, not once in all this time have you said you were sorry for lying to me, for your betrayal of my trust. Am I not deserving of your apology?”
No, damn her, I want to break something at the sight of her tears. “Leo, it’s not like that. I’m sorry, a thousand times I broke the trust you had in me. I hated lying to you, but I swore I would never lie to you. I’m not going to now. I’m not sorry I lied to you to get the job.”
Hearing her confirmation of being the lying, scheming bitch I had tried to ignore she was, is too much. “Get out.”
“Leo, please you have to understand why—”
“I do not have to understand anything. Get. The. Fuck. Out.”
27
Alexa
Staring blindly into the refrigerator, I don’t see anything that actually appeals. Head down I give up, food doesn’t appeal, my story doesn’t appeal, all that does is sleep. Even though it’s only nine thirty, I sleepwalk into the bathroom for a shower. He’s not coming tonight, just like he didn’t come last night or the night before.
It’s been three days since I laid the card key on his desk. I’ve regretted it ever since. Elise and Ria had sworn today I’d done the right thing. Take a deep breath and be patient. I’m kind of over being patient. I’m having a hard time not begging Leo to forget I ever said anything, to tell him I’m sorry I was stupid.
Shit, it hits me as stingingly as the spray from the shower, the memory of Leo’s face when I told him I wasn’t sorry for lying to him. Knowing it was stupid and crazy I was willing to tell him the truth of the why, that I couldn’t walk away from him, but he didn’t want to listen. He wasn’t ready, he didn’t want to know why. A dozen times I’ve wanted to try again at work, only he refused to even look at me, he barely a said a word, all communication was through message or email. I’m actually longing for him to get angry with me, anything is better than this cold silence.
In bed, I’m tossing and turning until I piss Felix off enough to send him jumping off the bed. His meow has me turning over, it’s his hello meow. Leo is standing in the open doorway to my room. I blink, and he’s pulling the comforter off me. Thank god. It’s my last coherent thought because Leo grabs the neck of the black silk nightgown I’m wearing and tears it off me. I’m a freak. I’m so wet I can’t stand it. Leo’s hands are everywhere, his mouth brutal on me and I’m lost in the waves of pleasure it brings.
The night is long, I lose count of how many times Leo brings me to orgasm from his mouth, his hands, his cock. All I know is every time it’s over he holds me close until he’s ready to take me again and when I finally fall asleep it’s on his chest, in his arms with Leo asleep beneath me.
I’m woken by Leo sliding out of bed, his heat missed the minute he’s away from me. Blearily, I find my clock and startle at the time. Nine thirty, it was nine thirty in the morning? Leo had spent the night, he really stayed all night long? At the sound of the toilet flushing, I jump out of bed for some crazy reason terrified he’ll disappear. Before I get to the bathroom, Leo pokes his head out. “Come on lazy bones. We’re very late, if we take a shower together, we might make it in before noon.”
We don’t make it in before noon.
***
Alexa
I’m having a hard time believing today is real, that it isn’t a dream. Leo is smiling. He’s happy. He’s teasing, and he’s touching me often. Then at the end of the day, Leo doesn’t message me. He comes to my desk to tell me that he’ll be over to my place after he goes home to get clothes for tomorrow. Was there something I wanted for dinner he could bring over?
“Really? You’re going to sleep over again?”
His chuckle shimmies up my tummy. “Is it not what you wanted? I would be more than happy for you to be at my place except Felix already hates me. If you leave him alone any more he will draw blood from me again. I am aware moving a cat from their usual environment stresses them out. I do not think there would be enough catnip in the city to calm him down if we moved him to my place.”
Leo cared about what I wanted, he cared about Felix, my psycho cat, and he was coming to my place tonight, with clothes and food. I’m so happy I try not to cry.
When Leo comes home, Felix greets him with a swipe of his claws. Great, the first thing. Leo laughs it off as he sets down the takeout and brings in several bags containing suits and a duffle bag. While he puts his things away, I plate up the yummy food from Fernando’s.
We eat on the couch while we watch television and it’s weird how completely not weird it is. It’s like we’ve been doing it forever. Leo’s phone and laptop are shut down. We talk about the show we’re watching. I find out that although he doesn’t watch much television besides the news, Leo is actually an avid movie watcher and book reader. I’m a little disappointed when Leo takes his laptop and phone out to the balcony to wrap up some things for work. I don’t dare complain. He’s already done so much, I’ll happily wait for him to finish.
My body tingles in anticipation only, damn it. I’m sore, really sore. I try again to remember how many times Leo was inside me and I can’t for the life of me keep count. Maybe a nice hot bath will help. I tell Leo I’m going to take a bath and read in it for a bit. He tells me to take my time he’ll be at least another hour.
Out of the bath I’m applying lotion. I’m very aware as much as I’m looking forward to Leo spending the night, my body is too sore for what he wants. Will he leave? Fear makes me shiver at the thought.
The lotion is taken out of my hand. I look up, and Leo is standing over me, very gloriously naked. Without thought I close my eyes and run my face over his thickening cock, pressing a kiss to the soft pouch. I love his cock, this soft, silky, hot, hard part of him that brings me so much pleasure every time it’s inside my body whether it’s my pussy or mouth.
His finger catches my chin, drawing my face up to look at him. “What’s the matter, sweetheart?”
“I’m sore, really sore. I hoped the bath would help, but it didn’t.”
His eyebrow goes up. “Hmm, I did get carried away last night. My apologies. Yet, here I find you wet, with your hand on your pussy.”
I blush as I look down to find my free hand rubbing the lotion on my mound and lips.
“You still want my cock.” A growl from low in his chest.
I’m wet as I nod. “Always.”
“Then take my cock.”
Determined to make up for what I can’t give him, I put everything I have into loving his cock. For the first time, I understand why Leo enjoys his slow, teasing lovemaking. I’m soaking wet at how sexy it is to bring Leo to his peak only to bring him back from the edge and begin all over again. Until Leo has had enough and takes over. I swear, I just came when Leo pushes down into my throat, thrusting in and out before coming.
Leo presses me back onto the bed gently. “What a good girl you are. You love my cock, Alexa? You love sucking my cock and making me come, don’t you? Yes, sweetheart, I smell how wet you are. Let me taste how wet you are.” His fingers run up my slit before he brings them up to his mouth to suck on. “How sweet you taste.”
Watching Leo enjoy the taste of me has me pleading for more. He smiles as he stands and goes over to the bedside table. I blush to know he’s seen the vibrator and lubricant there. I gasp as he pulls out a bigger plug than last time, wondering when he put it there. When he offers it to me, I open my mouth willingly.
I roll over fast and go to my knees when he takes it out of my mouth. A shiver runs through me when pushes it into my wet pussy before pushing it slowly into my ass. Oh, this time it takes a little more work, even though I welcome it inside me. A thick finger pushes inside my pussy for seconds then is gone before pushing into my ass. He’s never done this before, fuck, I want more. He adds a second finger, and I whimper at how deep they go, how big they feel then they’re gone. I’m begging for them back when the plug is back, this time it takes only a light push before my body accepts it inside me. Full, oh it feels so full and so amazing especially when Leo tugs at it. Leo leaves me on my knees as he goes down on me, moving my legs wider to him. He’s driving me crazy, pushing the plug in and tugging on it while he feeds on me.
“Please, Leo, please I need you. I’m ready, please fuck me.”
He is over me, his cock presses up against my ass. “Tell me, Alexa. What do you want?”
“Your cock, please fuck my ass with your cock. I need you inside me.”
He’s off the bed, and I’m dying at the thought of him leaving me like this. Until I see him take out the lubricant and very slowly work it over his cock. Oh god, watching his hand move over him has me clenching deep inside with need. Then he’s gone, his hand roaming over my ass, squeezing my flesh by turns gently then roughly.
“You have such a gorgeous ass. I have been looking forward to this since the first day I met you. I told you that you would beg for my cock in your ass. What a good girl you are, begging for my cock.”
I’m trembling now as he pulls the plug out of me. The moment it’s gone I miss it, I crave it. Then I feel the blunt head of his cock there, oh, oh. I’m a mewling wreck as he pushes past the point where the plug had sat snugly. Leo is so much bigger than the toy, hotter, burning into me, pleasure mixes with pain in the most breathtaking way. I’m going to spontaneously combust if he stops, with every inch he’s in he pulls out then thrusts in and out on that new inch fucking me in slow motion. Just when I think I can’t take anymore Leo’s hands grip my hips tight and pushes hard in a final thrust. He’s buried inside me, sending me into a body shuddering unexpected climax that takes my arms out from under me.
I barely have time to take it in before Leo begins moving inside me with deep, powerful thrusts, bringing my body to life all over again. More, harder, please more I’m panting, air is hard to take in. I press back, desperate for him to fuck me deeper, oh god it’s starting again. Leo feels it, his grip tightens on my hips to the point of pain. I don’t care. Harder, more, more. Not even the grip Leo has on me can keep me from being pulled under and breaking apart. From far away I hear Leo groan my name. I feel him come inside me, hot, so hot pulsing inside sending electricity up my spine and it’s too much, and the world goes black.
What feels like a long time later, I wake to Leo cleaning me with a hot wet cloth. His touch is gentle as he cleans me between my legs. I wonder why I’m not blushing, somehow out of everything we’ve done this feels the most intimate. When he comes back he turns off the light on the bedside table.
Leo pulls me into his arms. I love the happy sigh that comes out of him when he does. “Leo?”
“Hmm.”
“That was kind of amazing. Thank you.”
“I am glad you thought so, and I should be thanking you.”
“We’re going to do that again, soon, right?”
His chuckle tingles down my spine, he holds me tighter. “Yes, sweetheart, we will.”
“I just can’t help but wonder why I’ve heard so much bad stuff about it. It’s made out to be the most painful, awful thing but it wasn’t.”
“It is not that way for every woman. Some women find no pleasure in it at all, only pain. I am not sure if it is their body or their partner’s lack of skill as it is actually easier to hit a woman’s g-spot during anal then it is during vaginal sex. Some women can take it or leave it. Then there are some women who prefer it exclusively.”
