That lass o lowries, p.2
That Lass o' Lowrie's, page 2
“You have been hurt!” he exclaimed.
“Aye,” she answered deliberately, “I’ve had a hurt—a bad un.”
He did not ask her how she had been hurt. He knew as well as if she had told him, that it had been done in one of her father’s fits of drunken passion. He had seen this sort of thing before during his sojourn in the mining districts. But, shamefully repulsive as it had been to him, he had never felt the degradation of it as fiercely as he did now.
“You are Joan Lowrie?” he said.
“Aye, I’m Joan Lowrie, if it’ll do yo’ ony good to know.”
“You must have something done to that cut upon your temple.”
She put up her hand and wiped the blood away, as if impatient at his persistence.
“It’ll do well enow as it is,” she said.
“That is a mistake,” he answered. “You are losing more blood than you imagine. Will you let me help you?”
She stirred uneasily.
Derrick took no notice of the objection. He drew his handkerchief from his pocket, and, after some little effort, managed to stanch the bleeding, and having done so, bound the wound up. Perhaps something in his sympathetic silence and the quiet consideration of his manner touched Joan. Her face, upturned almost submissively, for the moment seemed tremulous, and she set her lips together. She did not speak until he had finished, and then she rose and stood before him immovable as ever.
“Thank yo’,” she said in a suppressed voice, “ I canna say no more.”
“Never mind that,” he answered, “I could have done no less. If you could go home now—”
“I shall na go whoam to neet,” she interrupted him.
“You cannot remain out of doors!” he exclaimed.
“If I do, it wunnot be th’ first toime,” meeting his startled glance with a pride which defied him to pity or question her. But his sympathy and interest must have stirred her, for the next minute her manner softened. “I’ve done it often,” she added, “an’ nowts nivver feared me. Yo’ need na care, Mester, I’m used to it.”
“But I cannot go away and leave you here,” he said.
“You canna do no other,” she answered.
“Have you no friends?” he ventured hesitatingly.
“No, I ha’ not,” she said, hardening again, and she turned away as if she meant to end the discussion. But he would not leave her. The spirit of determination was as strong in his character as in her own. He tore a leaf from his pocket-book, and, writing a few lines upon it, handed it to her. “If you will take that to Thwates’ wife,” he said, “there will be no necessity for your remaining out of doors all night.”
She took it from him mechanically; but when he finished speaking, her calmness left her. Her hand began to tremble, and then her whole frame, and the next instant the note fell to the ground, and she dropped into her old place again, sobbing passionately and hiding her face on her arms.
“I wunnot tak’ it!” she cried. “I wunnot go no wheer an’ tell as I’m turned loike a dog into th’ street.”
Her misery and shame shook her like a tempest. But she subdued herself at last.
“I dunnot see as yo’need care,” she protested half resentfully. “Other folk dunnot. I’m left to mysen most o’ toimes.” Her head fell again and she trembled from head to foot.
“But I do care!” he returned. “I cannot leave you here and will not. If you will trust me and do as I tell you, the people you go to need know nothing you do not choose to tell them.”
It was evident that his determination made her falter, and seeing this he followed up his advantage and so far improved it that at last, after a few more arguments, she rose slowly and picked up the fallen paper.
“If I mun go, I mun,” she said, twisting it nervously in her fingers, and then there was a pause, in which she plainly lingered to say something, for she stood before him with a restrained air and downcast face. She broke the silence herself, however, suddenly looking up and fixing her large eyes full upon him.
“If I was a lady,” she said, “happen I should know what to say to yo’; but bein’ what I am, I dunnot. Happen as yo’re a gentleman yo’ know what I’d loike to say an’ canna—happen yo’ do.”
Even as she spoke, the instinct of defiance in her nature struggled against that of gratitude; but the finer instinct conquered.
“We will not speak of thanks,” he said. “ I may need help some day, and come to you for it.”
“If yo’ivver need help at th’ pit will yo’ come to me?” she demanded. “I’ve seen th’ toime as I could ha’ gi’en help to th’ Mesters ef I’d had th’ moind. If yo’ll promise that—”
“I will promise it,” he answered her.
“An’ I’ll promise to gi’ it yo’,” eagerly. “So that’s settled. Now I’ll go my ways. Good neet to yo’.”
“Good night,” he returned, and uncovering with as grave a courtesy as he might have shown to the finest lady in the land, or to his own mother or sister, he stood at the road-side and watched her until she was out of sight.
2. “Liz”
“Th’ owd lad’s been at his tricks again,” was the rough comment made on Joan Lowrie’s appearance when she came down to her work the next morning; but Joan looked neither right nor left, and went to her place without a word. Not one among them had ever heard her speak of her miseries and wrongs, or had known her to do otherwise than ignore the fact that their existence was well known among her fellow-workers.
When Derrick passed her on his way to his duties, she looked up from her task with a faint, quick color, and replied to his courteous gesture with a curt yet not ungracious nod. It was evident that not even her gratitude would lead her to encourage any advances. But, notwithstanding this, he did not feel repelled or disappointed. He had learned enough of Joan, in their brief interview, to prepare him to expect no other manner from her. He was none the less interested in the girl because he found himself forced to regard her curiously and critically, and at a distance.
He watched her as she went about her work, silent, self-contained and solitary.
“That lass o’ Lowrie’s!” said a superannuated old collier once, in answer to a remark of Derrick’s. “Eh! hoo’s a rare un, hoo is! Th’ fellys is haaf feart on her. Tha’ sees hoo’s getten a bit o’ skoolin’. Hoo con read a bit, if tha’ll believe it, Mester,” with a touch of pride.
“Not as th’owd chap ivver did owt fur her i’that road,” the speaker went on, nothing loath to gossip with ‘one o’ th’ Mesters.’ “He nivver did nowt fur her but spend her wage i’ drink. But theer wur a neet skoo’ here a few years sen’, an’ th’ lass went her ways wi’ a few o’ th’ steady uns, an’ they say as she getten ahead on ’em aw, so as it wur a wonder. Just let her set her mind to do owt an’ she’ll do it.”
“Here,” said Derrick to Paul that night, as the engineer leaned back in his easy chair, glowering at the grate and knitting his brows, “Here,” he said, “ is a creature with the majesty of a Juno—though really nothing but a girl in years—who rules a set of savages by the mere power of a superior will and mind, and yet a woman who works at the mouth of a coal-pit,—who cannot write her own name, and who is beaten by her fiend of a father as if she were a dog. Good Heaven! what is she doing here? What does it all mean?”
The Reverend Paul put up his delicate hand deprecatingly.
“My dear Fergus,” he said, “if I dare—if my own life and the lives of others would let me—I think I should be tempted to give it up, as one gives up other puzzles, when one is beaten by them.”
Derrick looked at him, forgetting himself in a sudden sympathetic comprehension.
“You have been more than ordinarily discouraged to-day,” he said. “What is it, Grace?”
“Do you know Sammy Craddock?” was the reply.
“‘Owd Sammy Craddock’?” said Derrick with a laugh. “Wasn’t it ‘Owd Sammy,’ who was talking to me to-day about Joan Lowrie?”
“I dare say it was,” sighing. “And if you know Sammy Craddock, you know one of the principal causes of my discouragement. I went to see him this afternoon, and I have not quite—, quite got over it, in fact.”
Derrick’s interest in his friend’s trials was stirred as usual at the first signal of distress. It was the part of his stronger and more evenly balanced nature to be constantly ready with generous sympathy and comfort.
“It has struck me,” he said, “that Craddock is one of the institutions of Riggan. I should like to hear something definite concerning him. Why is he your principal cause of discouragement, in the first place?”
“Because he is the man of all others whom it is hard for me to deal with,—because he is the shrewdest, the most irreverent and the most disputatious old fellow in Riggan. And yet, in the face of all this, because he is so often right, I am forced into a sort of respect for him.”
“Right!” repeated Derrick, raising his eyebrows. “That’s bad.”
Grace rose from the chair, flushing up to the roots of his hair,—
“Right!” he reiterated. “Yes, right I say. And how, I ask you, can a man battle against the faintest element of right and truth, even when it will and must arraign itself on the side of wrong? If I could shut my eyes to the right, and see only the wrong, I might leave myself at least a blind content, but I cannot—I cannot. If I could look upon these things as Barholm does—” But here he stopped, suddenly checking himself.
“Thank God you cannot,” put in Derrick quietly.
For a few minutes the Reverend Paul paced the room in silence.
“Among the men who were once his fellow-workers, Craddock is an oracle,” he went on. “His influence is not unlike Joan Lowrie’s. It is the influence of a strong mind over weaker ones. His sharp sarcastic speeches are proverbs among the Rigganites; he amuses them and can make them listen to him. When he holds up ‘Th’ owd parson’ to their ridicule, he sweeps all before him. He can undo in an hour what I have struggled a year to accomplish. He was a collier himself until he became superannuated, and he knows their natures, you see.”
“What has he to say about Barholm?” asked Derrick—without looking at his friend, however.
“Oh!” he protested, “that is the worst side of it—that is miserable—that is wretched! I may as well speak openly. Barholm is his strong card, and that is what baffles me. He scans Barholm with the eye of an eagle. He does not spare a single weakness. He studies him—he knows his favorite phrases and gestures by heart, and has used them until there is not a Riggan collier who does not recognize them when they are presented to him, and applaud them as an audience might applaud the staple jokes of a popular actor.”
Explained even thus far, the case looked difficult enough; but Derrick felt no wonder at his friend’s discouragement when he had heard his story to the end, and understood it fully.
The living at Riggan had never been happily managed. It had been presented to men who did not understand the people under their charge, and to men whom the people failed to understand; but possibly it had never before fallen into the hands of a man who was so little qualified to govern Rigganites, as was the present rector, the Reverend Harold Barholm. A man who has mistaken his vocation, and who has become ever so faintly conscious of his blunder, may be a stumbling-block in another’s path; but restrained as he will be by his secret pangs of conscience, he can scarcely be an active obstructionist. But a man who, having mistaken the field of his life’s labor, yet remains amiably self-satisfied, and unconscious of his unfitness, may do more harm in his serene ignorance than he might have done good if he had chosen his proper sphere. Such a man as the last was the Reverend Harold. A good-natured, broad-shouldered, tactless, self-sufficient person, he had taken up his work with a complacent feeling that no field of labor could fail to be benefited by his patronage; he was content now as always. He had been content with himself and his intellectual progress at Oxford; he had been content with his first parish at Ashley-wold; he had been content then with the gentle-natured, soft-spoken Kentish men and women; he had never feared finding himself unequal to the guidance of their souls, and he was not at all troubled by the prospect Riggan presented to him.
“It is a different sort of thing,” he said to his curate, in the best of spirits, “and new to us—new of course; but we shall get over that—we shall get over that easily enough, Grace.”
So with not a shadow of a doubt as to his speedy success, and with a comfortable confidence in ecclesiastical power, in whomsoever vested, he called upon his parishioners one after the other. He appeared at their cottages at all hours, and gave the same greeting to each of them. He was their new rector, and having come to Riggan with the intention of doing them good, and improving their moral condition, he intended to do them good, and improve them, in spite of themselves. They must come to church: it was their business to come to church, as it was his business to preach the gospel. All this implied, in half an hour’s half-friendly, half-ecclesiastical conversation, garnished with a few favorite texts and religious platitudes, and the man felt that he had done his duty, and done it well.
Only one man nonplussed him, and even this man’s effect upon him was temporary, only lasting as long as his call. He had been met with a dogged resentment in the majority of his visits, but when he encountered ‘Owd Sammy Craddock’ he encountered a different sort of opposition.
“Aye,” said Owd Sammy, “an’ so tha’rt th’ new rector, art ta? I thowt as mich as another ud spring up as soon as th’ owd un wur cut down. Tha parsens is a nettle as dunnot soon dee oot. Well, I’ll leave thee to th’ owd lass here. Hoo’s a rare un fur gab when hoo’ taks th’ notion, an’ I’m noan so mich i’ th’ humor t’ argufy mysen today.” And he took his pipe from the mantelpiece and strolled out with an imperturbable air. But this was not the last of the matter. The Rector went again and again, cheerfully persisting in bringing the old sinner to a proper sense of his iniquities. There would be some triumph in converting such a veteran as Sammy Craddock, and he was confident of winning this laurel for himself. But the result was scarcely what he expected. ‘Owd Sammy’ stood his ground like an old soldier. The fear of man was not before his eyes, and ‘parsens’ were his favorite game. He was as contumacious and profane as such men are apt to be, and he delighted in scattering his clerical antagonists as a task worthy of his mettle. He encountered the Reverend Harold with positive glee. He jeered at him in public, and sneered at him in private, and held him up to the mockery of the collier men and lads, with the dramatic mimicry which made him so popular a character. As Derrick had said, Sammy Craddock was a Riggan institution. In his youth, his fellows had feared his strength; in his old age they feared his wit. “Let Owd Sammy tackle him,” they said, when a new-comer was disputatious, and hard to manage; “Owd Sammy’s th’ one to gi’ him one fur his nob. Owd Sammy’ll fettle him—graidely.” And the fact was that Craddock’s cantankerous sharpness of brain and tongue were usually efficacious. So he “tackled” Barholm, and so he “tackled” the curate. But, for some reason, he was never actually bitter against Grace. He spoke of him lightly, and rather sneered at his physical insignificance; but he did not hold him up to public ridicule.
“I hav’ not quite settled i’ my moind about th’ little chap,” he would say sententiously to his admirers. “He’s noan siccan a foo’ as th’ owd un, for he’s a graidely foo’, he is, and no mistake. At any rate a little foo’ is better nor a big un.”
And there the matter stood. Against these tremendous odds Grace fought—against coarse and perverted natures,—worse than all, against the power that should have been ranged upon his side. And added to these discouragements, were the obstacles of physical delicacy, and an almost morbid conscientiousness. A man of coarser fibre might have borne the burden better—or at least with less pain to himself.
“A drop or so of Barholm’s blood in Grace’s veins,” said Derrick, communing with himself on the Knoll Road after their interview—“a few drops of Barholm’s rich, comfortable, stupid blood in Grace’s veins would not harm him. And yet it would have to be but a few drops indeed,” hastily. “On the whole I think it would be better if he had more blood of his own.”
The following day Miss Barholm came. Business had taken Derrick to the station in the morning, and being delayed, he was standing upon the platform when one of the London trains came in. There were generally so few passengers on such trains who were likely to stop at Riggan, that the few who did so were of some interest to the bystanders. Accordingly he stood gazing, in rather a preoccupied fashion, at the carriages, when the door of a first-class compartment opened, and a girl stepped out upon the platform near him. Before seeing her face one might have imagined her to be a child of scarcely more than fourteen or fifteen. This was Derrick’s first impression; but when she turned toward him he saw at once that it was not a child. And yet it was a small face, with delicate oval features, smooth, clear skin, and stray locks of hazel brown hair that fell over the low forehead. She had evidently made a journey of some length, for she was encumbered with travelling wraps, and in her hands she held a little flower-pot containing a cluster of early blue violets,—such violets as would not bloom so far north as Riggan for weeks to come. She stood upon the platform for a moment or so, glancing up and down as if in search of some one, and then, plainly deciding that the object of her quest had not arrived, she looked at Derrick in a business-like, questioning way. She was going to speak to him. The next minute she stepped forward without a shadow of girlish hesitation.
“May I trouble you to tell me where I can find a conveyance of some sort?” she said. “I want to go to the Rectory.”
Derrick uncovered, recognizing his friend’s picture at once.
