Mending magic, p.8
Mending Magic, page 8
His words soothed my cautious heart. “Are you sure about all of that? I just…I mean, I care about you so much. I didn’t expect these feelings to happen like they have. The last thing I want to do is jeopardize anything by pushing you too far or too fast.”
Liam kissed my cheek, and he nodded. “I know that, but being with you feels right. It’s not just the physical part, but that is great. We have much more than that, and I don’t want to hold you back. I trust you, and I trust us.”
I felt tremendously relieved. “Okay, we’ll figure this out together. Don’t forget to let me know how you’re feeling about everything. Communication is so important.”
“Of course,” he breathed. He kissed my cheek again, and then I turned my head. We shared a more passionate kiss, and I slowly raked my fingers through his hair.
"Thank you, Seb, for being so understanding and caring so much,” he whispered.
I held him tight in my arms. "I'll always care for you and be here for you every step of the way. Let me know about anything that you need.”
Our kisses grew more passionate, and the physical desire was more challenging to hold back. I ran my fingers over Liam’s body, his strong shoulders, firm chest, and muscular arms. Still, I held back a bit. It would take me some time to overcome my worries about pushing too much.
As he pulled back from a kiss, Liam opened his eyes wide to look at me. I saw a serious expression on his face, and I worried something was going wrong.
Before I could ask a question, he started to speak. “Seb, I’ve been thinking about your Daddy friends. Is that the kind of relationship you would like between us? Or with somebody in your life? Is that why you’re in the group?”
The question caught me entirely off guard. We hadn’t talked much about the group since the meeting. Liam spent a few more days with Harrison and James. I wondered whether they talked about it at all.
I wasn’t quite sure how to respond. When I first joined the group, I was in a relationship that I thought was heading toward a Daddy-boy arrangement, but then it ended abruptly. I’d already made so many friends that I never seriously considered leaving the group.
Before answering, I hesitated, making sure I chose my words carefully. “I must admit that the dynamic does appeal to me,” I began, “but not necessarily in the way you might think. It’s not about control for me. It’s about the opportunity to nurture someone’s growth and help them grow into the person they want to be.”
Liam hung on my words. He traced idle patterns on my forearm with his fingertips while I spoke. The touch was comforting for me.
I added a few more thoughts. “What matters most to me is that we both understand what we want and need. We have plenty of time to figure out the shape of our relationship.”
Liam responded to my comments with a tender kiss. He didn’t have to say anything. I understood that we basically agreed on the path forward.
A few days later, after breakfast, Liam revisited the topic while we did dishes together. Again, he caught me off guard.
One morning after breakfast, as we did the dishes together, Liam shared an observation that caught me off guard.
“You know, I’ve been thinking a lot lately.” He grinned slightly. “Big surprise, eh?”
“I love how thoughtful you are.”
“Well, since I came to Amberdale and you let me move in here, I’ve noticed something.”
I wiped my hands on a towel and turned to face him. It sounded like he was heading into important conversational territory. “What’s that?” I asked.
“I’ve been thinking about how you guide me. You do it in so many quiet and subtle ways. I’m not sure you’re even trying to do that, but your guidance has helped me find a new direction.”
I smiled and reached out to take his hand in mine.
“I felt lost when I got here like I’d misplaced my compass. Being with you and understanding the principles you use for your life, it’s like you’re the flashlight pointing out the way out of my past darkness. Is that a little too much? It’s the best way I can describe it.”
I grinned. “I understand, and thank you so much for the compliments. I’m not sure I completely deserve it, but it is what I’ve hoped I give to you.”
His comments about the guidance I provided were humbling. I received compliments daily at work about my healing capabilities, but rarely did someone talk about what I brought forward from my heart and head.
Liam put his towel down. “You’ve done so much more than you know. You’ve made a huge difference in my life by being you. I feel like I’ve found my footing again, and I don’t think I could have done it without you.”
I reached out and pulled him into a hug. “I’m just happy you’re here. You’ve brought so much into my life, too. I’ll always do everything I can to help you find your way and be a calming presence in any storm.”
Liam rested his head against my chest with his arms wrapped around my waist. We stood quietly in the kitchen, gently swaying back and forth. It was a moment of deep connection.
That evening, we took our usual places in the living room. I sat in my favorite upholstered chair, open book in my lap. I glanced at Liam, who was sitting on the floor right next to my legs. He had a sketchpad in his hands and was drawing something, his brow furrowed in concentration.
Butterscotch lay at his feet, and the only sounds in the room were the dog’s light snoring, the crackling of a fire in a fireplace, and Liam’s pencil lightly scratching across the pad.
A wave of affection for Liam washed over me. I watched how his hair fell over his forehead and how he concentrated intently on his drawing. I reached down and ran my fingers lightly through his hair. He looked up at me and smiled.
“What are you drawing?” I asked. “I didn’t know you were interested in it until you asked where to pick up the sketchpad.”
He tilted the pad toward me, and it was a detailed rendering of Emerald Falls. “I’m just trying to capture a tiny bit of how stunning the falls were.”
“It’s impressive,” I insisted.
“I never thought I could draw before, but James helped me. He said it’s sort of like therapy for him. Whenever he feels stressed, he pulls out his pencil and paper.”
“Are you stressed?” My face scrunched up slightly in worry.
Liam chuckled softly. “Not at all. I’m doing this for fun. I love to be creative, and it’s so peaceful here with you and Butterscotch. It seemed like a perfect time to draw.”
I returned to my book, and the quiet of the evening made me smile. I found it hard to concentrate on the words on the page because I thought so much about Liam.
At some point, Liam set his sketchpad aside and leaned his head against my leg. He wrapped his arms around my calf and sighed. I stroke my fingers through his hair again.
Our one-month anniversary came soon, and our affection grew each day. Every time we shared a kiss or a special moment, it was a step toward something lasting and permanent.
On one of the crisp fall evenings, Liam and I lay on the couch together, wrapped in each other’s arms. A crackling fire bathed the room in a soft glow.
As we lay there, I sensed that Liam was thinking hard. He appeared to be wrestling with something, slowly turning it over in his mind. Finally, he shifted slightly to look up at my face. I tried to read the expression, but I wasn’t sure.
“Seb, I’ve been thinking about the Daddy group again, and there’s something important to me on my mind. The other day, I had an interesting conversation with James, and he thought I should talk to you.”
I placed my hand on his shoulder and gave him full attention. He was ready to discuss something significant, and I wanted him to know I was right there with him.
“What’s on your mind?” I asked.
He took a long, deep breath. “Ever since you explained how much you love to give guidance and support, I’ve been wondering…” He paused. “Would you be my Daddy?”
He took me by surprise again. I suspected the topic might come up again, but I didn’t think it would be in the form of such a direct request. In his eyes, I saw more than the interest in the label. Liam wanted the guidance and nurturing that I wanted to offer.
“I would be honored to be that for you, your Daddy,” I stated confidently. I had to blink away happy tears that were forming in the corners of my eyes. “It is a significant step, and we both have to be ready for it.”
“Of course it is,” Liam agreed. “You’ve already been so much of what a Daddy is for me. Your patient guidance and care. I realized I’ve longed for that much of my life, but I never could find it.”
“Then I am ready to be your Daddy if you want to be my boy. I promise to be there for you, support you, and guide you in every way possible.”
“I’m happy to be yours, Daddy,” Liam whispered softly. He reached out, and I pulled him into a hug, slightly awkward on the couch but heartfelt.
We held each other close as the fire crackled in the background. It was the beginning of a new chapter in our story. I was no longer just Seb. I was Daddy, a mentor, and a guiding light.
Liam was my boy. He had so much to offer me, beginning with his love and affection. He committed himself to me as I did the same for him.
In that moment, giving silent thanks, I realized the precious gift I had received in opening my door to a wounded stranger—love, trust, and a future filled with wonderful possibilities.
TWELVE
LIAM
When Seb invited me to Amberdale's annual Harvest Festival, I jumped at the idea. Being part of such a cherished community event with him sounded exciting. "I'd love to go," I responded, the enthusiasm evident in my voice.
As Seb and I arrived at the park hosting the festival, the event's vibrant energy surrounded us. The grounds were alive with laughter, music, and cheerful conversations.
I sniffed the air and smelled all the richness of autumn—apples, cinnamon, and pumpkin.
We walked hand in hand through the center of the fair. My eyes opened wide as I looked at booths showcasing everything from handmade crafts to corn dogs.
Many of the people around us knew Seb. They smiled as we passed by. He was clearly a profoundly cherished figure in the town.
"Hey, Dr. Seb,” called out a man from a booth displaying hand-carved wooden ornaments. "Glad to see you made it.”
Seb smiled broadly, and his arm tightened around my waist as we approached the booth. "Hey, Frank. I wouldn't miss this for the world. It’s one of my favorite events of the year. By the way, this is Liam.”
Frank extended a hand and a welcoming smile. "Pleased to meet you. Seb, here, is a pillar of the community. Stick by his side. That’s a great place to be.
We moved on, and someone called out a greeting every few steps. At a booth full of vibrantly-colored hand-woven scarves, a woman with a kind face and laugh lines around her eyes waved us over.
"Seb, darling, you're looking well. Who’s this handsome fellow at your side?”
"This is Liam, my partner," he said. He puffed out his chest slightly.
“Lovely to meet you, Liam. Any friend of Seb's is a friend of mine.” She handed me a scarf so I could feel its luxurious texture. "You two make a wonderful couple."
As we continued our stroll, I felt almost like a local celebrity. Seb introduced me to everyone, and they all appeared to think I was fortunate to be at his side.
We stopped at a stall full of fresh, locally grown produce. The vendor, a cheerful man with a full, bushy beard, greeted Seb like an old friend. “Good to see you, my man, and who is this?"
"I'm Liam.” I didn’t wait and extended my hand to shake.
“Oh, so this is Liam. I've heard good things about you. Please try some of our apples. They’re the best in Amberdale,” he insisted. “Maybe the best in the entire region.”
Each introduction, smile, and handshake made me feel even more like a part of the community. It helped slowly wash away the recent pain.
As Seb and I continued our exploration of the festival, the tantalizing aroma of freshly baked goodies led us to the much-anticipated tasting tent. It bustled with activity. Long tables held a wide variety of mouth-watering treats.
I sniffed the air. It was full of comforting scents, like walking through a giant bakery.
“We have to try the apple pie,” Seb insisted. “It’s a festival favorite every year, and the competition is fierce to be judged the best.”
As we approached the table laden with pies, the sight was enough to make anyone's mouth water. All kinds were on display, but the apple pies, with their flaky, golden crusts and the steam rising from freshly cut slices, were the show's stars.
A volunteer behind the table greeted us with a smile. “Welcome, Dr. Seb. Would you like to try some apple pie? This one in front of me is made with apples from Henderson’s Orchard.”
“Absolutely,” Seb replied. We each received a generous slice of warm apple pie on a paper plate.
I followed Seb to a corner of the tent, away from most of the crowd. He dug his fork into the pie and, with a playful smile, held the first bite out to me. “Try this and let me know. I bet it’s amazing.”
I opened my mouth to take the bite. The pie was a perfect blend of sweet and tart. The apples were tender, and the crust was buttery and crisp. “This is incredible.”
Seb’s eyes crinkled with happiness as he watched me enjoy the experience. “Told you,” he said with a chuckle, taking a bite himself.
We took turns feeding each other, laughing, and enjoying the simple pleasure of sharing food. It felt like one of those perfect, unexpected moments you see in a movie. A couple in love shares something delicious to eat and laughs together as they take bites.
When we finished the pie, a wave of contentment washed over me. The festival and the people made me feel like I was part of something larger than myself.
At the center of it all was Seb, the man who welcomed me into the world of Amberdale. He showed me a way of life I’d almost forgotten existed.
We admired a collection of giant pumpkins and squash as we walked around. Children tugged at their parents' sleeves and pointed at the massive vegetables.
Live music suddenly started to filter through the air from a stage set up on the gazebo in the center of the grounds. I tugged on Seb’s sleeve. “Can we go watch and listen?”
He chuckled. “Of course.” We found a crowd gathering around the stage as we approached while a local band played lively folk music.
Some people danced to the songs while others tapped their feet or clapped along. It was a scene that could have been the centerpiece of a child’s storybook, full of life and the community spirit.
In a spontaneous moment that surprised me, Seb turned to me with a mischievous twinkle in his eye. "Let's dance," he said. I could hear the excitement in his voice.
I hesitated for a moment. I was never a talented dancer, and I knew very few steps. The idea of dancing in public made me nervous.
Then, I looked into Seb’s encouraging eyes, and my reluctance faded. There was something about his enthusiasm that wouldn’t let me say no.
He took my hand and led me closer to the stage, where he found us a spot near the other dancers. The rhythm was upbeat, and everyone found their individual way to respond.
Seb led, and I followed. I was awkward initially, but soon, I caught onto the rhythm. He twirled me playfully, his strong hands guiding me in a spin before pulling me back into his arms. It was exhilarating.
As we danced, I saw smiles and nods of approval from the people around us. Nobody judged us. They welcomed us into the celebration.
Seb laughed aloud as he spun me again, and I laughed with him. I felt free and completely alive. Every step brought us closer together.
The song eventually ended, and we hugged. As the crowd applauded the band, we held on tight to each other, grinning from ear to ear.
"That was amazing," I said, still trying to catch my breath.
“You’re a fantastic dancer, Liam. I’m glad we did that.”
Seb's smile was radiant. "You're an incredible dancer, Liam. I'm glad we did that."
As the afternoon turned to evening and twilight descended on Amberdale, it was time for what Seb said was the best moment of the entire festival. It was a traditional lantern laugh over the lake on the edge of the grounds.
Local residents gathered around the lake's shore. I watched when they lit their lanterns, and the soft glow illuminated their faces. Everyone was ready to release the objects into the night sky.
As twilight descended upon Amberdale, the Harvest Festival reached its most anticipated moment – what Seb called the community glow around the lake. The atmosphere was charged with a sense of wonder and magic.
Families and friends gathered around the lake's edge. He explained that everyone who wished to participate was given a large candle to light. When they were all glowing, it would be time for everyone to make a wish for the future.
I watched as the candles started to flicker to life. Faces were illuminated by the soft glow as little points of light appeared around the shore. It was like flipping hundreds of switches.
Seb and I found a spot near the water, a little away from the main section of the crowd. We received our candle, and I held it as Seb lit the wick. It was our unique beacon of light.
“If I were to hazard a guess,” he began, “I think our wishes for the future would be similar.”
“You think so?” I asked and laughed softly.
“I do, but keep yours to yourself. There will be an announcement when it’s time, and then close your eyes and whisper your wish into the night.”
We heard a soft voice through the PA system. “It’s time.”
"Ready?" Seb asked, his voice soft.”
Yes.”
He placed his hand with mine on the base of the candle. I watched his lips move, but I couldn’t hear the words. I follow with my wish for us to be together—forever.
