Biker romance book bundl.., p.302
Biker Romance Book Bundle: 17 Full Length Novels, page 302
“Stay where you are,” he growled. “I mean it. You cooked it, I’ll clean it up. I’ve got this.”
I did as he asked, and watched admiringly as he rinsed the dishes, loaded the dishwasher, and wiped the countertops down. In my twenty years of marriage, my husband didn’t do the dishes once. Further convinced that it was Marvin who was the oddity, I smiled as Cash returned to the table and sat down.
“Are you trying to earn a blowjob?”
“I told you I wasn’t going to mention it, and I won’t.”
He hadn’t said a word about it, which I found impressive. “You’ve held up your end of the promise. You haven’t mentioned it. But, did you clean up the dishes because you hoped it’d get you one step closer to a blowjob?”
“I cleaned up the dishes because it was the right thing to do. I might look like a thug, but I was raised by a good woman. Just don’t cross me. I’m that ‘best friend worst nightmare’ guy.”
I wrinkled my nose. “The what?”
“I’m either a person’s best friend, or their worst nightmare.” He reached for his glass of wine, took a drink, and winced at the taste. His mouth twisted into a smirk. “I’m not going to try to convince you I’m a good guy, because I’m not. I’m an asshole. What you’re seeing is an abnormality. With most women, if you weren’t giving up the pussy on that first night, I’d have been long gone.”
I felt an odd sense of honor that he chose to stick around. I was intrigued as to why. “Why are you here?”
“I think it was the discussion about history. Never met a chick that talked about that. You’re different.”
“It might be my age,” I admitted. “I’m not going to sit and giggle while you flex your biceps. Is that what you’re used to?”
He grinned. “Kind of.”
“Flex your bicep,” I said jokingly.
He looked at his empty wine glass and then at me. His eyes were smiling. “Maybe later.”
While he glanced around the room, I admired him. Despite Jennifer’s early comments to the contrary, he was a big man. Be it that he was a hard-core biker, or that he simply possessed a certain aura about him, he was unmistakably masculine.
So much so that it was scary.
His worst enemy comment piqued my curiosity to a point that I had to ask. “What’s the worst thing you’ve done to someone who’s crossed you?”
His gaze dropped to the center of the table. “You don’t want to know.”
“I do.”
He shook his head. “I won’t tell you.”
“Why?”
His gaze met mine. “There’s some things that shouldn’t be talked about.”
“I just want to know.”
“I don’t know you well enough to tell you.”
“You don’t trust me?”
“No,” he said. “I don’t.”
I wasn’t appalled, but the remark was far from flattering. “Why not?”
“Why should I?” he asked. “You haven’t earned it.”
I considered his response. I hadn’t earned it. But. I hadn’t given him a reason not to, either.
He looked me in the eyes. “Do you trust me?”
“I do.”
“Well.” He pursed his lips and looked away. “You shouldn’t.”
“Are you trustworthy?”
“I am. But, you don’t know that about me.” His expression turned to serious. “You shouldn’t trust people until they earn your trust. People aren’t always as they seem.”
He was right about that. “Point taken,” I said.
“I stabbed my knife through a guy’s hand once,” he said without an ounce of emotion. “Pinned it to a wooden picnic table. That’s probably the fifth or sixth worst thing I’ve done to someone who’s crossed me,”
“Oh my God,” I gasped. “What did he do to deserve that?”
“He stole the tips off my exhaust pipes.”
It seemed a bit extreme. If someone took the mufflers off my car, I’d laugh about it the entire time I was on the phone with the police. The look on his face, however, told me this was no laughing matter to him.
“So, you stabbed his hand to a picnic table?” I asked.
“Yep.”
“Wow. Were they expensive?”
“Doesn’t matter if they were worth five bucks or five grand,” he snapped. “He was a fuckin’ thief. Not much worse than that, in my book.”
I wondered if Jennifer was right. If Cash was simply trying to push me away. If that was the case, I was going to buck him every step of the way. It would take more than stories about makeshift crucifixions of exhaust pipe thieves to get me to turn and run.
“How long ago was your last relationship?” I asked.
“Easy one to answer,” he said. “Never.”
“You’ve never been in a relationship?”
“Nope.”
“Not even a short one?” I asked. “One that failed?”
“Nope. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been on some dates.” He lowered his gaze for a few seconds, and then looked up. “Kind of. Not really ‘dates’, but, you know. I’ve taken a few chicks out over the years, but I’ve never stuck with it long enough to call it a ‘relationship’.”
I gave him a puzzled look. “Why?”
“No one ever gave me a reason to stick around,” he said. “I know it’s not what you’re looking to hear, but women are all the same. I’ve been with my fair share of them, and other than the way they look, they’re all the same. So far, I haven’t met one that has enough redeeming qualities to cause me to want to stay for longer than a few minutes.”
I had many redeeming qualities. I simply didn’t know if I had qualities that he would see as redeeming. I did know that there were three ways to get to a man’s heart, and I’d already offered him one.
So, I stood, lowered myself onto my knees, and offered him the second one.
48
Cash
She stood without speaking. I assumed she was going to crack open another bottle of wine. Much to my surprise, she took a step away from the table, and then crouched down in front of me.
She looked up. Her brown eyes were filled with want.
“Put your dick in my mouth,” she whispered.
Desire pumped through my veins like liquid fire. My cock throbbed. There was a long list of things she could have said that I would have objected to. Putting my dick in her mouth wasn’t one of them.
I sprung from my seat, reached for my zipper, and then hesitated. I’d made a promise to her the night before, and I needed to make sure I wasn’t breaking it. She said she’d agree to see me again if my reason for wanting to see her wasn’t about sucking my dick.
“What if I said I didn’t want you to?” I asked.
“It’s not about sex?”
“I won’t even mention it,” I assured her.
“Promise?”
I agreed, making a promise that I wouldn’t ask for a blowjob. More specifically, that I wouldn’t even mention it.
If I didn’t talk about it, I would be keeping my promise to her.
Normally, I’d have stuffed my cock down her throat, talking shit the entire time she gagged on it. It wasn’t going to be an easy task to keep my mouth shut, but if she was half as good at giving head as she thought she was, there would be other opportunities for me to talk shit, because I’d be back for more.
I unzipped my zipper and zipped my lips.
She wrapped her delicate hands around the shaft of my stiff dick, then circled the swollen head with the tip her tongue.
My heart pounded in anticipation.
She locked eyes with me.
Incapable of sex talk, or of giving any verbal direction, I simply gave a nod.
Based on her self-proclaimed ability to perform the task at hand, I decided to brace myself physically and mentally. I spread my feet shoulder width apart. Then, to minimize my desire to talk shit, I laced my fingers together behind my head. If she was as able as she wanted me to believe she was, she damned sure wouldn’t need my hands on her head.
I gazed in wonder as her full lips encompassed the entire head. With her mouth stretched tight around the circumference of my thickness, she paused and held my curious gaze.
My heart raced in anticipation of a blowjob that would undoubtedly etch its place in my memory. Her oral skills would surely be the topic of discussion at club meetings for years to come.
With her eyes locked on mine – and my cock protruding from her mouth – she winked at me.
In hindsight, I guess it was my warning. At the time, however, I took it as nothing more than a playful gesture.
There was nothing playful about what took place after that simple wink.
She engulfed my entire cock in one wet gulp.
The experience shook me to my core. I sucked a breath. My eyes bulged in opposition of what they thought they’d seen.
Just to make sure there was no confusion, she did it again.
And then, again. And again.
With my mouth flopped open and my eyes filled with disbelief, I stumbled backward until I hit the kitchen table. Now pinned between her very capable mouth and the edge of a two-inch-thick slab of maple, I was at her mercy.
She knew it, too.
She bobbed her head fore and aft like a dick sucking she-devil. Each stroke of her mouth convinced me her claim of “owning” me was accurate, and it scared me to death. Despite that fear, I couldn’t pull away.
I didn’t want to, either.
I was too busy watching a miracle unfold.
Her throat swelled as my shaft disappeared into it. When her ruby red lower lip came to rest against my tight scrotum, she paused, held her position for a few seconds, and then slowly pulled away. One inch at a time, proof of what she’d accomplished slid free of her wet mouth.
I gasped in disbelief of the sight. Uncertain of how long I could last, and even more uncertain that I wanted to take the chance of being owned by any woman, I considered pulling free, running to my bike, and riding away into the night’s darkness.
Instead, I planted my feet and prepared for the inevitable.
She reached for my ass, gripped it tightly in her hands, and took my hard shaft into her throat. After a shorter pause than normal, she pulled away, only to immediately take it deep into her throat again.
I was no longer a badass, a 1%er, or a man capable of resolving even a simple problem. She had sucked me into a submissive state of being. At that moment, I was truly hers.
Repeatedly, she took me into her throat without pause. With a blowjob-induced heart attack merely seconds away from becoming reality, she pulled free and gulped a breath.
I gulped one right along with her.
Like a teen who was experiencing his first sexual encounter, I rocked back and forth on the balls of my feet, fearing what was next.
She wiped her mouth on the back of her hand. Hoping to take control of the situation, I locked eyes with her. She smiled. My eyes thinned. In response, she drew a slow breath, opened her mouth wide, and engulfed my entire length.
My cock disappeared into her mouth time and time again. My scrotum tightened. No more than two or three minutes had unfolded since she began her dick-sucking onslaught, but there was nothing I could do to prolong the event any longer. She’d taken me to the brink, and I was about to explode.
Wide-eyed, I stared in awe of what she’d accomplished.
My body tensed.
Two strokes of her mouth later, I moaned defeat as cum pulsed from the tip of my swollen cock into her warm, wet throat.
Only after she swallowed the last drop did she pull free. Then, after licking the tip clean, she looked up at me and gave me a confident smile.
She was right.
At that moment, she owned me.
49
Kimberly
In the four years that I’d been divorced, I’d met a handful of men. Regardless of their accolades or appearance, none of them garnered my interest.
At least not until Cash.
I couldn’t put my finger on any single quality that drew me to him. I felt safe in his presence, which was a plus. I liked his dry sense of humor. He was attractive. There wasn’t one thing, however, that I could say he did, said, or possessed that made me view him as a potential mate.
Nonetheless, his presence made me feel comfortable and free. Being with him filled me with an excitement that had been missing from my life for a long time.
I poured his glass full and set the bottle of wine aside. “Are you okay?”
His palms were pressed to his face, obstructing it completely from view. After a few deep breaths, he slid the tips of his fingers to his temples and glared at me.
“No, I’m not oh-fucking-kay. You just pulled some dick-sucking trick on me.”
I grinned. “You liked it?”
He barked out a laugh. “I busted a nut in what? Sixty seconds? Maybe ninety?” He tilted his head to the side and widened his eyes. “What do you think?”
“I think you enjoyed it.”
His eyes narrowed. “Did you take some seminar or some shit?”
I gave him a look. “A seminar?”
“Yeah. To learn to do all that stuff.” He shook his head in disbelief. “You didn’t even use your hands.”
“Hands are for hand jobs.” I offered a mischievous grin. “Mouths are for blowjobs.”
“Your mouth is...” He let out a slow breath. “I like your mouth.”
“You’ve got a pretty dick,” I volleyed.
He scrunched his face. “Pretty?”
“Dicks are ugly.” I shifted my eyes to his lap. “Yours isn’t.”
“I don’t know when you had time to see it,” he said with a laugh. “It was down your throat the whole time.”
“I’m guessing you’ll be back for more?”
He gave me a once-over. “That’s my guess, yeah.”
“Good.”
He lowered his hands to his lap and gave me a serious look. “I thought that was off-limits for tonight. What happened?”
I shrugged one shoulder. “I wanted to see if you were worth keeping around. I had to do some investigating.”
“I wasn’t leaving.” He waved his upturned palm over the top of the table. “We were just sitting here.”
It wasn’t what I meant. I decided to tread lightly on the subject. “I think it’d be nice to have someone like you stop by from time to time. I thought that might convince you to do so.”
A period of silence followed. Then, he gave me a solemn look. “The president of our club has an Ol’ Lady. Other than that, we’re all single. The members of MC’s aren’t known for having long-term relationships. Women can’t wrap their heads around what it is that we do, and we’re not the types to conform to other people’s desires.”
Despite my delicate nature, he mistook my intention. Nonetheless, I addressed the matter at hand. “I’ve seen some pretty shady stuff in my life,” I assured him. “You might be surprised at what I can wrap my mind around.”
His head shook ever so slightly. Involuntarily, almost. “Women aren’t built for this shit.”
“What do you do that’s so incomprehensible?”
“The first rule of being an Ol’ Lady – not that this is headed there – is that you never ask about club business. Club business is the club’s business, and no one else’s.”
I gave him a deer in the headlights look. “Club business?”
“What the club does. One of the men might share something he’s done – or does – but they’ll never share what the club does. Sharing the club’s activities is forbidden.”
“I see.” After quick consideration, I shrugged. “I don’t have a problem with that.”
“That’s what everyone thinks until their Ol’ Man comes home covered in someone else’s blood, or with a bullet lodged in his shoulder.”
“Not that this is headed there,” I said mockingly. “But if I was in a relationship with a biker similar to the type you’re describing, and he showed up covered in blood, I’d naturally be concerned. As far as questions went, if asking was off-limits, I wouldn’t ask,” I assured him. “I guess that’d be part of my commitment to him.”
“I’ll keep that in mind.” One eyebrow raised. “If I’m ever looking to venture into the relationship world, that is.”
“For now, let’s just keep it simple,” I said.
He nodded. “Sounds good to me.”
“If you want company, let me know,” I said. “If I’m free, we’ll see what happens.”
He gestured toward the kitchen with his eyes. “What about that meal? How’s a guy go about getting another one of those?”
“All he’s got to do is ask.”
“Don’t be surprised if that request comes sooner than later,” he said with a smile.
Five minutes earlier, I sucked his dick like we were auditioning for the porn Olympics. He could tell himself whatever he wanted to, but when he returned next, it wouldn’t be for the meal.
For the time being, I owned him.
He simply wasn’t willing to admit it.
At least not yet.
50
Cash
Our MC’s clubhouse was on the first floor of a three-story building that Baker’s LLC owned. The bars, restaurants, and swanky lofts surrounding us acted as a camouflage, making it appear to outsiders that we were nothing more than a bunch of tattooed businessmen who enjoyed riding motorcycles together.
Unlike most motorcycle clubs, we didn’t wear leather vests, jackets, or other articles of clothing that identified us as a group. Our MC’s colors were tattooed on our backs.
During our meetings, we didn’t sit around a table and listen while Baker pounded a gavel into a wooden block to maintain our attention. We sat on a couch, drank beers and ate snacks, and discussed what matters needed attention at that particular point in time.
Our club was unconventional, we were unconventional, and our clubhouse was equally unconventional.
Baker’s business office was on the third floor, and he lived on the second floor. Somewhat of a loner – and cautious about who he exposed himself to – he rarely left the building. Although I often wished the arrangement was different, it wasn’t, and I knew it would never change.
