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MERCER
THE DAWSONS OF MONTANA
BOOK 2
JAN SCARBROUGH
SADDLE HORSE PRESS, LLC
Mercer: TheDawsons of Montana
First published in 2015. This edition published in 2023.
Copyright © 2015 by Jan Scarbrough
Digital ISBN: 978-0-9898730-2-4
Print ISBN: 979-8-9893503-1-5
Edited By: Karen Block
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This book is a work of fiction. Characters, settings, names, and occurrences are a product of the author’s imagination and bear no resemblance to any actual person, living or dead, places or settings, and/or occurrences. Any incidences of resemblance are purely coincidental.
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CONTENTS
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Excerpt from Liz
The Bluegrass Reunion Series Returns!
Also by Jan Scarbrough
About the Author
Thank You
PROLOGUE
Las Vegas, NV
Professional bull riders’ event
May 2017
Drake Hawkins’ heart surged. Damn! He loved this sport. No matter where events were held, they all smelled pleasantly the same—a blend of dirt, cowboy sweat, and bull manure. Spectacular explosions, pyrotechnics, and earsplitting rock music started each competition, and then the smoky smell of extinguished fireworks mixed with the other familiar bovine odors until the aroma faded as competition got under way.
Cowboy-crazed fans were the same everywhere, shouting for autographs and requesting selfies with their favorite bull riders. And there were plenty of good cowboys at each major event, from the point leaders to hot-riding kids coming up for the first time from minor ranks—all professionals wearing starched jeans and starched Western shirts, their fringed, colorful, leather chaps swishing as they walked and the star-shaped rowels on their spurs chinking with every step.
This was Drake’s life. And he loved it. He wanted to be nowhere else.
It was his best friend Brody’s life too. They’d traveled together for eight years until Brody hooked up with his girl Lori Ann. Even though their hard drinking, partying days were behind them, they continued to enjoy an off-colored joke, a slap on the back, and the kind of camaraderie only good friends could share.
“Ya’ got this one,” Brody said, as Drake climbed into the chute and settled on his bull.
“Yeah, no problem.”
Drake spoke with confidence, but he had none. Tonight, his future was on the line. He needed a solid performance in the worst way because he was in danger of being sent down to the lower ranks if he couldn’t keep up his scores.
And if he couldn’t keep up his standing and win events, he didn’t make money. What would happen to Gracie if that happened?
As he began to pull his bull rope, Drake couldn’t combat the nagging fear gripping him in the gut—not so much of falling, of getting hurt—but of failure. He’d failed once before, and the overwhelming guilt of that failure rode him hard, as hard as he rode the dangerous bucking bulls that were his livelihood.
Standing behind the chute ready to help Drake pull his bull rope, Brody Caldera sensed the tension in his friend, and it didn’t bode well for a good ride tonight.
Bulls won most of the battles at an event. Even eight seconds were too long for most riders who were tossed before the buzzer. It wasn’t if a competitor would be hurt, but when and how bad. Bull riders knew that. They knew the odds were against them, but they climbed on board ill-tempered bulls night after night. Whether it was pure, hardheaded orneriness that caused a rider to think he could best a bull or the lure of big money and fame, young men kept coming back for more.
Brody had been one of them at age eighteen. Right away he’d joined up with Drake, and they toured the circuit together, finally making the big times. But whereas Brody’s career was now riding on high, Drake’s seemed to be bottoming out. He’d slid in the rankings, recently fighting injury after injury. Now healed, tonight was Drake’s best shot for making a comeback.
The fifteen-hundred-pound, American bucking bull Drake had drawn was named Hang ’em High. The bovine was solid brown with a white face and clipped horns. He bucked off his rider eighty-three percent of the time and scored an average of forty-five points out of fifty. If Drake could stick this big bull for eight seconds, he’d have a good shot of a score in the eighties—a score high enough to put him into the short-go, the championship round.
Over the years, bull riders had started wearing black protective vests and mouthpieces. Many had taken to putting on a helmet. But Drake was a purest. He steadfastly refused to don a helmet, saying it hampered his line of sight. He continued the tradition of wearing only his cowboy hat.
The bull remained eerily quiet in the enclosure.
Drake adjusted his seat as Brody leaned over the chute and helped him pull the slack of the bull rope. “He’ll go left out of the chute,” Brody said.
Grim-faced, Drake nodded. “Thanks. I know.”
Drake made a hand wrap around his leather glove. He pounded the roped hand with the fist of his free hand, just as the stock contractor wrapped a flank strap around the bull’s hindquarters. Drake scooted up behind the animal’s shoulders and nodded again.
The gateman swung open the gate, and Hang ’em High blasted out of the chute as if someone had lit his butt on fire. The bull whirled left and then turned back to the right with a series of hard bucks. Drake went with him.
“Ya’ got ’em! Ya’ got ’em!” Brody repeated under his breath, excitement for his friend building with each jump, each kick. “C’mon, man, you need this one!”
The eight-second buzzer sounded.
Drake yanked the tail of the rope with his free hand and bailed out. But the rope didn’t give. He was hung up. Trying to get his feet under him while his riding hand was plastered to the side of the agitated bull, Drake fought for his life. Hang ’em High picked up speed.
The cheers of the crowd turned into screams of fear.
Three of the best bullfighters in the sport, guys who distracted the bull and protected the rider, were working hard to free Drake, who ricocheted across the dirt tied to the spinning and bucking bull. It wasn’t going well, Brody’s gut told him. Without thinking, he did the unthinkable and vaulted off the chute into the fray.
Heart pumping adrenalin, Brody threw his body in front of the bull, dodging the lowered head and horns. This gave one of the bullfighters enough time to snatch the tail of the rope, unhooking Drake’s hand. Drake soared through the air like a rag doll and hit the ground with a fierce whack, planting his face in the dirt.
The danger wasn’t over. The angry bull turned on the prone body.
Hang ’em High was within goring distance, and Drake wasn’t moving. Brody reacted. Flinging himself over Drake’s body, Brody covered his head with his arms. There wasn’t even time for a quick prayer. The white-faced bull hurdled over them both, grazing the side of Drake’s skull, and then giving up the fight, trotted like a pet dog to the center gate and exit.
Fans cheered. Bullfighters shouted, cursing Brody’s stupidity, while Brody’s ears rang with the rushing sound of his own fear.
“Ya’ okay, Drake?” he asked, pushing away from his friend’s back.
No answer. Blood oozed from Drake’s head onto the dirt.
“Hey, get the docs!” Brody shouted.
Beneath him, Drake Hawkins was out cold.
CHAPTER ONE
September 2017
Six Buckles Guest Ranch
Morning coffee in hand, Mercer Dawson sat down on the porch steps of the family’s guest lodge. It was early. The crisp morning air seeped into her bones, but she didn’t mind. This was Montana, after all. She was used to the cold.
Gazing over the creek-fed lake that gave the guest ranch such a picturesque setting, Mercer watched ghostly tendrils of white mist rising over the water. Foothills and distant mountain peaks completed the postcard view. Mercer loved it. She’d grown up here and never wanted to leave—especially now.
For the first time since June and her father’s tragic death, Mercer felt a bit of optimism. Finally, good things were beginning to happen on the ranch to one of her brothers and to the family she loved so dearly.
Everyone had taken Jim Dawson’s death hard. From the moment his prone body had been discovered along the fence line where he’d been working to his passing in a sterile hospital room of a heart attack, Mercer had prayed for a good outcome. She’d prayed for her father’s life, b
Her half-brother Brody Caldera had come home. His stepfather’s accident brought him home where he’d reunited with former girlfriend, Stephanie Chambers. Stef was more than his ex. She was the mother of his ten-year-old daughter, Olivia, fondly called Livy by the family. Focused on his bull-riding career, Brody had avoided the ranch for years, and he’d never acknowledged his daughter. Heck, Livy had never known him as her father and neither had Mercer. Her mother and father had known who’d fathered Stef’s love child, but they had never talked.
To say the least, the situation in June between Brody and Stef had been awkward. But it had worked out. Somehow, they got together. Fell in love again. This weekend’s wedding ceremony on the lake was the result.
Which meant Drake Hawkins was coming to the ranch—Drake, Brody’s best man. Drake, the cowboy she’d had a huge crush on for years.
She’d been so silly about him. Mercer winced at the memory, and shoulders slumping, she rested her elbows on her knees and stared out over the lake. Old enough now to understand the infatuation, Mercer felt embarrassed even though she’d only been a kid when it started. Brody had gone off to ride bulls and make a name for himself. He’d picked up a traveling partner Drake Hawkins, two years his senior, who’d been so damn good looking it curled a girl’s toes. She’d papered her room with Drake’s pictures. Begged Brody for autographs. Knew the stats of all Drake’s rides and the outcome of his worst wrecks.
Mercer smiled a rueful smile and took a sip of coffee. Her hero worship had been a safe outlet for her developing hormones. Easier to adore someone from afar than to deal with teenage angst and rejection.
Drake had been to the ranch only once. He and Brody had shown up five years ago just after the championship finals. Both of them had done well, made a pile of cash, and were riding at the top of their games. But they had no time for her. She was fifteen then. Gangly. Self-conscious. Unable to string a sentence together in the presence of her hero.
They’d blown her off. What twenty-something wanted to be bothered with a teenager, especially a little sister? What champion bull rider with fan groupies—the buckle bunnies—at his fingertips wanted to mess with his friend’s kid sister?
They’d stayed a few days but left as swiftly as they’d arrived. Brody had never been back. He’d argued with their mother Liz about something. Now Mercer realized her mom knew about Stef and Livy, and she probably criticized his total lack of responsibility.
“You’re up early,” a soft voice said.
Mercer glanced over her shoulder to see her mother walk across the porch, a cup of coffee cradled in her hands. Mercer scooted to make room, and Liz sat down beside her on the top step.
“I’ve always loved this view,” Liz said.
“Me too.”
“That’s why your father built our house here and then the lodge next to it. He faced our bedroom window toward the lake, so I could see it when I got out of bed each morning.”
Mercer savored another sip of hot coffee as her heart took a turn. There was poignancy in her mother’s voice. How was she going to survive the loss of her husband?
Jim had been the love of Liz Caldera’s life. He’d taken her in when she was struggling and brought her son Brody into the family as if he was his own kid. There had been true love and respect between her parents. As their only child, a bridge between the Dawson and Caldera families, Mercer had witnessed their appreciation for each other and their caring. She’d been the recipient of their love.
“Are you doing okay, Mom?”
“I’m fine.” Liz put a comforting hand on Mercer’s blue jean-clad knee. “What’s not to be fine on a day like today? Jim would be so happy.”
With Brody’s wedding and acknowledgement of Livy, the Dawson clan was growing. Even Ben was hanging around, working with Hank as a wrangler. Dad would have loved it.
Maybe her dad knew what was happening on the ranch. Maybe he watched from heaven and saw the good things that were happening. A tingle of certainty passed through her body—a tingle Mercer did not attribute to the cold.
“It’s not often we hold a big wedding at the ranch.” Liz cradled her coffee with both hands.
“Brody hisses like a ten-lined June beetle,” Mercer said with a laugh. She leaned against her mother’s shoulder in a quick gesture of affection. “He’s so nervous.”
“Stef is no better. I think only Livy is taking this ceremony in stride.”
Her mother’s grandchild was that kind of kid. Livy was down to earth. Sensitive. A cowgirl at heart. A lot like Mercer herself. Maybe it was the Montana air and the good clean living that created women with the gumption to persevere when times got tough.
“There’s no cryin’ on horseback,” Stef’s father, Sam Chambers, had always told them when he was alive.
As Dad’s ranch hand, Sam had practically raised Mercer, and Livy too, when she came to live with them. Sam had been one of the good, salt-of-the-earth people who personified the cowboy-up, don’t-quit attitude.
“Do me a favor, will you?” Liz removed her hand and took a sip of coffee.
“Sure. What is it?”
“Drake Hawkins arrived late last night. I’ve put him up in the lodge.”
Mercer’s breath hitched. “He’s already here?”
“Yes. Will you show him around? See that he has what he needs? Make sure he gets to the rehearsal tonight?”
“You mean in one piece?” Mercer glanced at her mother. “Do you think there’s a chance he won’t make it?”
“You never know about Drake Hawkins,” Liz conceded. “His reputation precedes him.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“He and Brody have a history of drinking and partying. Now that Brody is settling down, I’d hate for Drake to ruin the weekend for him. You know, do something crazy.” Her mother paused, her gaze searching Mercer’s face. “I always thought Drake was the reason Brody never did what was right by Stef.”
Mercer stared at her mother in surprise. She’d never known her mother’s thoughts about Brody. “So, you want me to ride herd on Drake?”
“Exactly. Think you can do that without letting him know we’re concerned?”
“Of course, I can.”
Liz let out a long breath. “Great. That’s one less thing I have to worry about.” Gripping a railing post, she pulled herself to her feet. “No rest for the weary. I must get back to work.”
“I’ll be in to help.”
“Take your time.”
As her mother’s boots made clicking footfalls across the wood flooring, Mercer sucked in a breath of mountain air. The big lodge door squeaked open and then shut. Alone again, Mercer let the soft morning haze soothe her soul. She should go help, but she didn’t move. She wanted a bit more time to think.
Drake was here. Her heart raced, but she would be damned if she’d act stupid about him like she’d done when she was a kid following his career and dreaming about him. Heck, she wasn’t a kid anymore. She had one year of college under her belt. She’d outgrown childish crushes. No. She’d not let Drake Hawkins—or the idea of Drake Hawkins—get to her.
There were other problems to tackle. Liz, for example. Her mother needed comfort even though she did a good imitation of cowboying up. Mercer sensed the grief in her mother’s every action. In the things she said or didn’t say. In the way she sometimes gazed at the well-worn recliner Jim had loved or groomed the old quarter horse Jim had ridden. Mercer hurt because her mother hurt. And she had not yet figured a way to ease her mother’s grief.
Peacemaker. That had always been her job in the family. Mercer had always had a way of making Jim happy, and sometimes as a kid, she could cajole a reluctant smile from Ben. She took her role seriously, especially now when Brody seemed to be moving on.
