Weight of regret, p.25
Weight of Regret, page 25
I find the remote and aim to turn it off when I’m caught in what’s playing out on screen. Desmond is creeping up behind Maggie, who is cutting strips of dough to make pasta. She’s so focused on her task that she doesn’t see Desmond kneel behind her until he places a hand on her hip.
She looks over her shoulder, and then her eyes pan down. The moment she sees him, her face morphs from confusion to shock to excitement as she registers what’s happening. The volume is too low for me to hear his words, but it’s enough to make her fall to her knees and tell him, “Yes!”
A bundle of emotions heat in my chest and behind my eyes, until I’m fighting back tears from the proposal playing out on the screen. It’s such a beautiful moment, a sweet and thoughtful gesture, but it also makes me sad to know it’s something that may never happen for me.
After taking a moment to collect myself, I grab a muffin leftover from breakfast and head to my office. I start to think about Hope and her reaction to the NFL players who arrived. It’s a mystery to me how she can be so content with having a meaningless fling with a guy who will be in and out of her life within the week. Then will she do the same thing next week, when a fresh set of guys come through? She could get attached to one of them—or worse, her heart could get broken.
A pang hits my chest at the thought of seeing my friend hurt. Working at a camp makes it impossible to avoid witnessing heartbreak. It’s a frequent occurrence with the coed teen crowds. If it’s not a boy not noticing them, then it’s a boy who cheated or a boy who was only using them for one thing. Sure, sometimes it was the girls doing the hurting, but it’s a rare occurrence that a boy comes to me looking for the cure to a broken heart.
I’m still thinking about Hope when I round the corner of my office and spot Anderson chatting with the giant, angry man. Strange that I don’t remember him from the roster they sent to me.
“Silver,” Anderson says when he spots me, “I want to introduce you to Kingston Scott. He was a last-minute addition for this week, so I’m just getting him squared away.”
Kingston is still covered up with his dark shades and hoodie like he’s afraid of the sun, but the little I see is enough to send chills rippling through my body.
I step forward to close the distance between us, knowing it’s my turn to say something, but finding words has never felt so difficult. From afar, it was apparent that Kingston is a tall dude, but now I’m realizing just how tall. He towers over me by more than a foot. Given the fact that Anderson is six-three and still a few inches shorter than Kingston has me doing a quick calculation in my head.
There’s a sliver of light brown peeking out from under his hoodie and unshaven stubble on his cheeks. His mouth is pressed into a hard line, telling me he isn’t exactly thrilled to be here. Everything about the man is such a stark contrast to his teammates who hopped off the bus and greeted the staff with nothing but smiles.
“Welcome to Camp Dakota, Kingston,” I say, somehow managing to steady my voice. “I’m sure you’ll enjoy your time here.” Thank God Hope isn’t with us now. She would laugh in my face at my formality.
“Silver is our resident nurse,” Anderson adds. “She’ll be working closely with the sports physician once he arrives on Monday. Until then, she’s your girl for any of your medical needs.”
Kingston’s brows lift above the top of his shades for a second before he reaches a hand out to me. My gaze falls to the hand he’s just offered, and I hope he can’t hear the way my heart is currently crashing against my ribs. While I know nothing about football, I imagine the hand he reaches out for me to take was born to hold one. “Nice to meet you, Silver.”
Holy Jesus. Kingston’s voice is like a baritone horn freshly dipped in honey, its tone still buzzing through the air long after its last note ended. I search his shaded gaze, knowing I should probably speak, but I’m coming up empty.
What the hell is wrong with me?
A throat clears from beside us, and I snap my head to find Anderson peering at me inquisitively. “Silver, do you mind getting him caught up on any medical release forms you’ll need prior to Monday?”
“Sure thing,” I manage to say, still reeling from being caught off guard, then I tilt my head, confused. “Wait. You mean right now?” I’m so flustered, I can feel my cheeks blazing.
Anderson narrows his eyes at me. “Unless you were in the middle of something?”
I give a quick shake of my head. “No, of course not. I have time now.”
“Great. Make sure to show him to his cabin when you’re done.” Anderson backs away with a parting smile to Kingston. “Silver will be sure to take care of all your needs.” He claps the man on the back before jogging off and shouting back at him, “You’re in good hands.”
“Is that right?” Kingston’s voice is just low enough for me to hear, that same rhythmic buzz from before.
His eyes lock on mine, unleashing a flock of flutters inside of me. I don’t know why, but just standing in his presence is enough to make me angry. There’s just something about him that tells me he’s going to be trouble.
“Well then, Nurse Silver.” The side of his mouth tilts up in a cocky smirk before he opens his mouth again. “I look forward to seeing just how good those hands of yours are.”
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Acknowledgments
If you read the acknowledgments in Over the Moon, then you already knew the Bexley Brothers were coming in the form of a spin-off series. Thank you for being just as excited about this world as me!
My first thank you goes to my parents who made sure my brother and I had the best, most memorable vacations. Our camping trips and visits to the San Juan Islands definitely inspired this world. I love you!
Next up, my incredible Alpha reader, Renee. Thank you for encouraging me with your honest feedback while I wrote every single day. I’m so lucky to have you on my team.
To my Betas, Patricia, Brenna, Cyndi, Sammie, Erin, and Emily. I adore you and appreciate your feedback so much.
Thanks to my cover photographer, Wander Aguiar, his team (Donna and Andrey), and model (Andrew). This photo of Anderson is everything. And to my graphic design team at Quamber Designs, I’m in awe by your professionalism and talent. Thank you for knocking this one out of the park.
To my editor, Darlene, from Red Adept. You are incredible. Thank you for everything. And Lynn, thank you so much for always managing to work with my schedule. I am so appreciative.
As always, a huge thank you to my street team, Angsters, my reader group, Forever Young, my Instagram team, Booksters, and to every single blogger who supported this release in any way. I’m so appreciative of everything you do. I couldn’t do this without you.
Renee, you step up every single day to be whatever I need when I need it. You’re an incredible human being and I just love you.
To my publicist, Dani, and the entire Wildfire team. Thank you so much for everything as always!
To my book world sisters and real life besties who always have my back. Harloe Rae and Heather Orgeron, I love you more than nachos.
Finally, thank you to every single reader who took a chance on Weight of Regret. Your reading options are endless and I will never forget that.
Thank you XOXO,
K.K. Allen
About K.K. Allen
K.K. Allen is a USA Today bestselling and award-winning author who writes heartfelt and inspirational contemporary romance stories. K.K. is a native Hawaiian who graduated from the University of Washington with an Interdisciplinary Arts and Sciences degree and currently resides in central Florida with her ridiculously handsome little dude who owns her heart.
K.K.'s publishing journey began in June 2014 with a young adult contemporary fantasy trilogy. In 2016, she published her first contemporary romance, Up in the Treehouse, which went on to win the Romantic Times 2016 Reviewers' Choice Award for Best New Adult Book of the Year.
With K.K.'s love for inspirational and coming of age stories involving heartfelt narratives and honest emotions, you can be assured to always be surprised by what K.K. releases next.
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