Your soul contract decod.., p.5
Your Soul Contract Decoded, page 5
There is an apex associated with the three Mother Letters of Creation. Aleph (1), the Divine Masculine, has the Crown, which is the Apex of Achievement. It is like the archetypal King, the wise ruler. Mem (13) is the Divine Feminine and is all about Wisdom; it is the Apex of Soul. Shin (21), the Divine Mother, is the Apex of Intelligence.
There is also a planet associated with each of the Mother Letters. These act to refract Universal Light/Consciousness that is coming to Earth to assist the evolution of human consciousness. Each is of a different size and carries different qualities to help us in different areas of our lives. We will look at these in greater depth in Chapter 4.
The Double Letters
As God’s consciousness continued to expand, the Mother Letters gave birth to the seven Double Letters. They are called this because they serve a dual function for us. They hold the polarity of duality on the Earth plane of karmic cause and effect. These seven letters are related to the seven measures of direction and also to the seven planets. The sun is excluded here. The Double Letters create intense lessons when they appear in the karmic and goal aspects of your Soul Contract as they hold the basic karmic vibrations, which all souls who come into the Earth plane must endure and overcome to grow in consciousness. If one of these letters appears in a karmic aspect for you, it is important to grasp the breadth and scope of the karmic experiences it is creating for you to endure and transmute. For out of this understanding will come the means to work through the pattern as efficiently and as gracefully as possible.
TABLE 6: DOUBLE LETTERS
Think of these karmic patterns as a lesson, a negative contextual experience for you to transmute and overcome. They are not some sort of punishment or karmic retribution because of what your soul got up to with a different ego personality expression in a past life(s) (see Fig 3, p28). When you have worked through enough of the karmic pattern, you cross what I term a threshold of integration. Once you have achieved this, you can begin to access the positive qualities and gifts of service contained within them: for example, you may be enduring the karmic quality of disempowerment and feeling like a victim. As you gradually claim back more and more of your power, you will learn about the proper and judicious use of your power from this direct experience.
Understanding this concept usually comes first. Applying it directly in your life requires you to consistently bring consciousness to a specific karmic pattern. This requires focus, trust and belief that it will eventually be transmuted and, most importantly, accessing your spiritual will to drive the whole process. No karmic pattern has been put in place to defeat you, which is how it may feel at first as you work through it. There is a key to all 22 letters contained within the Soul Contract work. It is all a matter of being open and receptive to how your soul wants to hand you the keys so that you can use them to unlock your karmic and goal aspects. As you undertake this, you can move forward with your life to manifest more of your Soul Destiny/Life Purpose. The recommendations in Chapter 10 contain these keys. The way you apply these keys is also important.
Figure 3: Soul creating new ego personalities with each incarnation
When you are transmuting a karmic pattern with the key(s) your soul has handed you, the ego’s dark voice will often say to you that you are never going to overcome the pattern. Ignore it and be aware that this is part of the ego-programming defence mechanisms that are trying to put you off from transmuting the pattern. Another thing that happens near the end of the transmutation process is that the ego may generate the feeling that you are going to die if you continue the healing process on the pattern. This is good news for you, for it means that only a very thin layer of that programming remains within you and you have nearly completed its transmutation. It is important here to use your spiritual will to keep moving forward to complete the transmutation process. For this is the ego’s last-ditch attempt to stop you. It is actually a layer of the ego that is doing the dying, not you. You will know when the transmutation process is complete with that pattern, because the feeling of wanting to die will be gone. You will still be standing there starting to engage with and expressing the positive qualities, the gifts that have emerged out of the karmic pattern.
The other thing that happens as you transmute a karmic pattern is that you transmute one layer; then several months or years later, the same pattern appears again in a different guise in your life. The first thing that you may think is that ‘I’ve done something wrong. Why is this karmic pattern here again? I must’ve missed something when I was healing it last time’. Just know that nothing has gone wrong here! What is really happening is that a finer layer of the same programming is coming out of your system to be transmuted. The soul moves through different aspects of your Soul Contract when you are embodied and in its own divine order triggers them to be transmuted.
Let us use the metaphor of the stupa (Fig 4), the mound-like structure containing Buddhist relics, which is used in the Indian subcontinent’s spiritual traditions to represent the path of growth. You begin at the bottom of the stupa. The clockwise rising spiral is you on your path of growth, transmuting your karmic patterns, moving ever higher in consciousness. Now, imagine the dotted vertical line as a specific repeating karmic pattern that is a life theme for you: for example, overcoming disempowerment. Each time the spiral of your pathway to higher consciousness crosses the dotted line, you manifest a disempowering situation in your external Earthly reality to transmute. The first time this occurs, it might be something like an abusive family environment as a young child. The second time you cross the dotted line on your journey, it could be bullying at school. Subsequent times could be experiencing being victimized at work and in relationships. Each time you transmute these ever-finer layers of karmic programming, which your soul is manifesting for you, you come a little more into your power. There are many vertical dotted lines on the stupa of your life. As you transmute the many layers of the issues contained within each of them, you move higher in consciousness. If you manage to achieve all of this, eventually you will reach the top of the stupa. This is a place of enlightenment, where you have transmuted enough of the ego programming put in place by the soul to become free of the suffering it creates within the human condition. You have become the walking, talking, thinking and feeling expression of your soul. Your soul’s impulses and your human personality impulses are one and the same thing. You inherently feel reconnected to the love of All That Is, for the majority of time.
Figure 4: The Stupa: a path of conscious growth
Let us delve more deeply into the meaning of the intensity of the polarised dualistic karmic patterns of cause and effect contained within the Double Letters. The interpretations that follow for all of the numbers in this book aim to describe the full extent of how they can create your life experience. Your subjective experience may include some or all of the experiences described. This all depends on how your soul has decided to manifest the pattern in a given aspect of your Soul Contract and how far you have navigated through your Spiritual Map of Life.
B: Beth 2 Foolishness to Wisdom
1. With this energy, you make impulsive, foolish decisions based purely upon your emotions.
2. You are having a knee-jerk reaction to a situation, rather than basing your decision and subsequent actions on past experience.
3. You are here to learn and experience how to achieve a positive outcome. This will require much trial and error on your part, with many ‘mistakes‘.
4. Out of these you will develop wisdom so that eventually you will learn to make wise, considered decisions.
5. In this case, the initial foolishness you experience in life is the pathway to great wisdom.
6. When you have assimilated enough wisdom, you may end up sharing or teaching it to others to help them in their lives.
G: Gimel 3 Poverty to Wealth
1. This is all about transmuting the feeling of deep unworthiness to be loved by God.
2. There can be a feeling of being unfit for emotional human consumption by others, basically not being good enough to connect with and relate to them.
3. Initially, you may not be able to feel the unworthiness because it is buried deep within the subconscious recesses of the ego.
4. This manifests as lessons in understanding abundance through healing and transmuting the layers of unworthiness within you.
5. You may be manifesting physical poverty in your life, eg debts, which are directly linked to the feelings of unworthiness and low self-esteem within.
6. Another manifestation of this could be enormous physical wealth in your outer reality but complete emotional poverty in your inner reality.
7. The soul wishes you to experience transmuting the layers of unworthiness so that you move to a place of greater self-worth. This will result in the manifestation of greater physical and/or emotional wealth in your life.
D: Daled 4 Barren to Fruitful
1. You are experiencing moving to a place of totally trusting in the flow of God/Spirit/The Universe in all areas of your life. This is all about feeling connected to the flow of life’s abundance.
2. Initially, as you begin to work through this karmic pattern, you would feel insecure about everything in life. You would not trust that anything can be there for you. This can result in being very self-centred as a child so that you hang on to whatever little you perceive you have.
3. The key experience your soul is creating for you is that as you learn to trust in the flow of life and share of it with others, more will come to you.
4. Having children may manifest for you so you can learn to share of yourself unconditionally in their upbringing.
5. Ultimately, your soul wishes you to move to a place of having complete faith that the Universe will support you in all of your endeavours in life. The more you trust, the more will flow to you.
C: Caf 11 Death to Life
1. This is one of the most extreme karmic polarity experiences out of all the double letters. You are here to learn all about valuing life.
2. This usually manifests in you having near-death experiences, experiencing the loss of close friends and relatives, serious or terminal illnesses, miscarriages and abortions, and the loss of close relationships, some through the impulsive actions of the 2 associated with the 11.
3. Through the experience of loss, the soul desires to generate a rapid transformation of your consciousness. The speed of this transformation will create great intensity for you. It will trigger you to question and review your fundamental values about life as a result.
4. This rapid transformation is a metaphor for the death of who you perceive yourself to be now and the birth into a higher state of consciousness.
5. Occasionally, you may go through one of these deaths of the self-cycles without the catalytic effect of the enormous shock of a death or illness.
P: Peh 17 Slavery to Dominion
1. Your soul may choose to experience through you being a ‘Slave’ by placing you in a subservient position to someone seemingly more powerful.
2. This may be oppressive parents or siblings. It might be where you have placed yourself in the role of a disciple in the presence of a Master or Guru. This is where you have given away all your power and look to the Master for all the answers.
3. Ultimately, you are here to learn to break away from the family oppression or the Master and take back your power, to have sovereignty over your dominion, your world. This slave identity your ego has created is often hard to let go of because there is an energetic drain on the ‘Master’. If this is to change, you as the ‘Slave’ will have to take responsibility for yourself, which could be very challenging.
4. Many stay stuck in this one as it can be hard to break out of. This can be played out in couples, families and at work. You may play this out with the same group of souls in different incarnations down the timeline to experience all aspects of this energy. Ultimately, you as the ‘Slave’ need to claim back your power by separating from the ‘Master’. This is often emotionally toxic.
R: Resch 20 War to Peace
1. You are experiencing intense internal emotional conflict which arises from the malabsorption of untruths from others, especially parents. This is in this lifetime and from unresolved conflicts your soul is carrying from past lives.
2. These untruths are conflicting with each other, and as your system is refusing to absorb them, they sit in your subtle energy bodies creating havoc in your inner and outer life.
3. This is extremely intense emotionally. You may experience huge emotional ups and downs as you go to war internally with yourself. It can also manifest externally in your life either as the physical experience of going to war or the metaphorical ‘war’ with another individual over a long period of time, eg a family member, partner or someone at work.
4. This may go on for a whole lifetime until you learn that it is just not worth it, stop engaging in the conflict and walk away from it.
5. This will happen when you feel sufficiently good enough about yourself, thereby creating inner peace. This will then manifest in your outer reality as a reduction and eventually disappearance of conflict. Your lesson is recognizing that you have a choice to either engage in the conflict or not.
TA: Tau 22 Ugliness to Beauty
1. The question your soul is asking you is ‘What is beauty really?’ Is it how you and others appear on the surface or is it how you feel deep inside about yourself or others?
2. You may find this energy emotionally toxic as your ego may be in complete denial of your inner beauty. This can create great internal turmoil and pain, which plays out as destructive behaviour. You may severely judge yourself in the process.
3. This number may manifest itself as a physical or mental disability or illness. There may be an obsession with physical appearance that can go to the extreme of having plastic surgery to alter your outward appearance.
4. This is all about your great self-denial and rejection. As you grow in consciousness, you will gradually learn to accept yourself. Then you can bring out the positive talent aspects of this number which, ironically, you have a lot of, but were initially unaware of.
The Simple Letters
The Double Letters give birth to the third tier of numbers in the Tree of Life called the Simple Letters. Each simple letter relates to an organ of expression within the physical body, an astrological symbol and to an action of expression.
In the Soul Contract work, we handle astrology differently. If an astrological sign appears in a karmic aspect of your chart, then you are here to endure the negative expression of the energies of that sign so as to free yourself from its limitations and thus come into its positive qualities. As you transcend this sign, you will be able to draw upon the energies from all the other astrological signs in your Soul Contract.
The 12 Simple Letters correspond to the 12 intersections of the Star of David. These energies can never be completed. Their scope will expand as humanity grows in consciousness, and 12 more will be born as we move closer towards God/All That Is in consciousness.
TABLE 7: TWELVE SIMPLE LETTERS
Number categories
TABLE 8: NUMBER CATEGORIES
Spiritual
1, 5, 9, 10, 13, 14, 15, 22
more fluid symbols
Physical
4, 6, 8, 11, 16, 19, 21, 22
more geometric symbols
Creative
5, 6, 9, 12, 18, 22
Communications
1, 2, 3, 5, 7, 17, 20, 22
The numbers associated with each letter in your birth name can be categorized into four types: spiritual, physical, creative and communications. If there are too many in one category, this could lead to you feeling out of balance.
Chapter 3:
Methodology for creating and generating numbers
Generating a chart: the Star of David
Now that you have had a taste for the meaning of some of the numbers, we move on to generating a chart from scratch. There are two ways to do this:
1. Manually as described in this chapter so that you have an indepth understanding of the number generating methodology;
2. Through the use of web-based software (available for a free number of chart generations, then a small monthly fee), if you feel you need some help with the number generation process to ensure you get an accurate result. However, this still requires you to absorb the learning from this chapter to ensure that you enter the phonetic sounds of your name correctly in the software and that you understand how the process works. Go to centerforconsciousascension.net and click on ‘Books’, then ‘Your Soul Contract Decoded’.
For manual chart generation, you will need a Star of David to work with. You can download this as a PDF file from our website. Go to centerforconsciousascension.net and click on ‘Books’, then on ‘Your Soul Contract Decoded’.
Or you can draw a Star of David by hand. It will need to look something like this:
Figure 5: Star of David
1. Writing out the birth name phonetically
The Soul Contract work is based upon the core principle of the direct conversion of English phonetic sounds into ancient Hebrew phonetic sounds. Normally for English names, the first thing to do is to write out your name as it appears on your birth certificate exactly as it is spelt. It pays to actually physically check the birth certificate if you are not 100% sure, because in working practice I have found that some people assume their name was one thing, but when they checked the birth certificate, it was slightly different: for example, they may use ‘Denis’ as the common spelling of their first name, but upon checking the birth certificate, it turns out to have been spelt ‘Dennis’. This is the correct name to use when decoding that name. Sometimes people discover that what they think is their first name is actually their middle name and that the real first name was not used.
