The goddess of the devil.., p.10
The Goddess Of the Devil : Hitler's Medium, page 10
“In about half an hour, one year will have passed from the moment Dietrich’s soul left his body,” Hitler whispered. “He was taken very unexpectedly and the scar his death left hasn’t healed. I didn’t even get to take farewell from him: as he grew weaker in the Landsberg prison, he was often taken to the infirmary for medical care. One day he was never brought back and we were told that he was to be released due to his failing health. We, of course, rejoiced, not knowing we would never see him again. Would never have the chance to really thank him and honour him for everything he has done for us.”
Hitler’s eyes turned misty. Maria touched his hand briefly, which the man didn’t seem to notice.
“Where he is now, he’ll know everything without any need for words,” Maria said. “On the other side, it’s our hearts that speak to the loved ones, not our voices.”
“If there is one person who is able to reach through from the world of the dead to the world of the living, it is Dietrich,” Hitler asserted. “His spirit had a divine strength which can’t be diminished by death.”
“Then he shall reach you through me,” Maria confirmed. Hess walked to the desk and provided her with some large sheets of paper and a couple of pencils.
“Would you please reduce the light,” Maria asked of Hess, who promptly switched off the electric lights and lit a candle which made the outlines of those present barely discernible.
Maria placed the tip of one pencil onto the paper. Sigrun had been unable to attend so she had no assistant and needed to brief the gentlemen in the company.
“I shall try to achieve the connection with the other side,” she said. “If you hear the tip of the pencil break, please replace it with another as quickly as possible. If you see one sheet filled with writing, pull if from underneath my hand so the writing would be continuous.”
She then half-closed her eyes.
“Let us concentrate on the person of Herr Eckart; let us call out to him as if he were somewhere among us, just hidden, not gone. Whatever the manifestations, you mustn’t be startled. Nothing must disturb the flow of love that your hearts emit – only thus can we hope to make a contact.”
Maria began to search for silence. It was in there that the entrance to the other side was hidden. She began to eliminate all the sounds of the mortal world: she apprehended the rhythm of the ticking of the mantle clock and tuned herself to pulsate through the pauses; she filtered out the sound of the traffic on the street and the wind behind the window. Her own heartbeat was always the last obstacle: in the ensuing silence, the blood throbbing in her veins sounded like thunder. To escape the physical world, she needed to time her exit to perfection. Emptying her lungs of air, she felt her heart rate slow down. Eventually, the pauses between the drumming became very spacious, each pause being a miniature death. During one of these, Maria told her spirit to take off and free her subconscious mind from the bounds of earth.
She was free. There were no heartbeats, no necessity for air to be breathed or time to be measured. She felt her spirit being probed by countless other spirits that were roaming the no-mans-land between the temporal and eternal. Some of these spirits were ancient, having stayed near the living by choice; most were recently detached and confused, eventually bound to find their way into eternity. Some were hostile and frustrated; some clung to her in despair. Maria issued a call:
Come, to hear what was left unsaid. Come, to say what was left unheard. Come, to shield what was left unguarded. Once more, come to the living so you may be free forever.
A sensation of tranquillity came over her. She had been approached by a strong entity who wasn’t roaming aimlessly but had a purpose in death as it had had in life. Maria welcomed it and gave it full use of her body. She knew that she’d have no recollection of anything when she woke up.
But this time, something was different. Suddenly it felt as if the spirit that had contacted her was itself nothing but a vessel. This generated a sensation of pressure, as if she was gasping for air in a vacuum or under the water. Something told her she wasn’t safe and would need to return. Yet that wasn’t an easy task – something was blocking her way back. There was a current of information, swirling like a vortex, pressing to get through. When she tried to oppose it and take its place, it felt like stopping the flow of electricity with bare hands. Her body would soon need to breathe and she’d better be there when it awakened.
She woke to her own moaning, as she had sometimes done in the middle of the night when tormented by a nightmare. It was her body’s cry for help and it summoned her consciousness back. Her palms were wet and she was panting heavily.
“Could I have a glass of water, please?” she said.
Himmler jumped up to do her bidding, while the other gentlemen were looking at her with bewilderment.
“Are you back with us, Maria?” Hess asked cautiously.
Maria nodded.
“You’ll have to tell me what happened,” she said. “I have no recollection of the contact once I return.”
“You said something and your voice was very strange, not like your normal voice at all,” Himmler said and handed her a glass of water.
“Can you recall the words?” Maria asked.
Hess shook his head, looking for confirmation from Hitler, who remained emotionless.
“How could we have?” Hess replied. “It wasn’t a language any of us is familiar with.” He went over the strange words in his mind. “Sumi,” he then said.
“Yes, ‘Sumi’,” Himmler affirmed.
“I said that?”
“Among other things. Just a few words. But it ended in ‘Sumi’, definitely. And then you repeated it.”
“So you don’t know,” Himmler asked, “what a ‘Sumi’ is?”
Hitler, who had been quietly pondering the whole episode, now lifted his eyes.
“It sounded as an introduction,” he said. “It was, as if this ‘Sumi’ was trying to make itself known to us.
“Can we examine the papers?” Hess said. The top sheet under Maria’s hand was filled with neat, somewhat old-fashioned writing in German. Hess took the sheet; then he opened the manuscript on the table and seemed to compare the handwriting on both documents. He handed the sheet to Hitler.
“Incredible,” he muttered.
Hitler took a long look at the paper.
“Yes, this is Dietrich’s hand,” he confirmed. “This is quite uncanny. So you actually contacted Dietrich?” he turned to Maria.
“Once again,” Maria said. “Whatever happens during a trance remains on the other side. When I awaken, every sensation, every experience I might have had is automatically forgotten. The trance is very much like a dream – often it is quite impossible to recall the details, even when one is sure that the dream was a fascinating one.”
A cold shiver ran down her back. There was something she remembered.
“I seem to recall one sensation – that whoever made the contact with me wasn’t alone.”
“What do you mean?” Hess asked.
Hitler handed the sheet back to Maria.
“Does your handwriting resemble this?” he asked.
“No, not at all. This is a hand of a gentleman, an elderly gentleman. Every expert on graphology can ascertain that.”
“Would you please read us, what Herr Eckart said?” Himmler asked. He was the one who seemed the most exited, probably attending his first successful séance ever.
“May I?” Maria turned to Hitler and then Hess.
Hitler seemed once again to hesitate, whereas Hess expressed his approval.
“These messages rarely make perfect sense,” Maria explained before commencing. “The notes can be compared to the notes of a schoolboy, taken hastily during a lecture of a famed philosopher. The thoughts and information keep on coming at a frightening speed; you try to make a note of everything but you can only catch bits and pieces. It might take an eternity to put them together and restore the message, especially as the concept of time doesn’t exist on the other side in the same way we think of it. Some information can only be understood in years still to come.”
Maria asked for the lights to be switched on again and began reading. As she proceeded, Himmler approached her and remained behind her back, scrutinizing the letter with fascination.
“It begins abruptly as if the connection was established in mid-sentence,” Maria said. “It reads: …would have fought against it in life but in death big picture – sacrifice to redeem my mistakes – sufferings of many reimbursed to generations – eliminate she who knows the secret – must now speak for Sumi.”
Maria paused in astonishment. There was the name, and next to it a strange sign, which was known to her from the very first séance they had with Sigrun on that fatal evening when peace in Europe was to be sacrificed. That sign had appeared on the first sheet and also on every consequent transcription of a séance. The Panbabylonists and experts in Sumerian writing had been unable to decipher it.
It was a name.
“Why did you stop?” Himmler said behind her. “There’s more, read on!”
Maria continued.
“It says: Find her, the one, bring her to Sumi, bring the one born of leader and of negotiator – where purity is the key to the knowledge – she will lead you home.”
In her days as a channelling medium, Maria had had to interpret dozens of complicated messages. She knew that once a spirit wishes to contact the living, it is hardly in order to please them, to comfort them or to answer their specific questions. The dead saw the divine plan where a mortal only saw chaos or misery. Where a mortal saw and longed for profit or directly applicable information, the dead saw nothing and remained silent. Yet, she needed time to recognise some kind of plausible pattern here.
The men were staring at her, anticipating some explanation that would make everything add up. Maria wasn’t able to offer one.
“As I understand, Herr Eckart is the author of the first half of the message,” Maria slowly began unravelling the puzzle of fragments and hints, that had a certain menacing undertone. She had an unsettling feeling that once she’d solved the riddle, an unwanted and daunting plan would be revealed to her from which there would be no escape. But even now there was no turning back. The message appeared to concern her as well.
“But on the meaning of his message I am unable to comment,” Maria proceeded. “As I understand it, he describes something that he would have fought against during his lifetime; yet in death he professes to see the big scheme of things, which evidently has caused him to view some of his own actions as mistakes.”
“Does he call for sacrifice?” Himmler asked solemnly.
“I doubt if the dead are hungry for blood,” Maria said carefully.
“Blood sacrifice was not alien to our forefathers,” Himmler protested.
“Yet in this particular case we can’t know if he is referring to his own sacrifice or a sacrifice by someone else, a sacrifice that has already taken place or one that is yet to come. But this sacrifice is obviously needed to redeem him for his mistakes.”
“What mistakes?” Hess said, stupefied. “Eckart was a man of honour, what mistakes would he need redemption for?”
“What are the sufferings he is referring to?” Himmler pointed at the next line impatiently. “– Sufferings of many reimbursed to generations –“?
“This could mean a variety of things,” Maria said.
“No, it does not!” Himmler exclaimed. “He is talking about Germany! The unjust sufferings of the War are reimbursed to the generations that will live in the New Germany! Can it be any clearer?”
“What was there about a secret?” Hess asked.
Maria didn’t like the next line.
“It says – eliminate she who knows the secret.”
She looked at the gentlemen and smiled apologetically.
“It can’t possibly mean me as I have no idea what secret is being discussed!”
“But is there a secret?” Himmler asked. “And who must be eliminated to guard that secret? A woman?”
“Was this being told to all of us,” Hess asked, “or was it meant solely for – for you, Adolf?”
Everyone’s eyes turned to Hitler, who appeared tense and unwilling to betray any emotions.
“I know of no living woman whose life would be a threat to any secrets,” he said, choosing the words carefully.
“Is this secret what Eckart would have fought against in life?” Himmler asked as if questioning himself while he walked around the table, deep in thought. “Does this mean that there was a secret that was not revealed to him because he would have opposed it, but now, as his spirit sees everything through the prism of universal truth, he is guarding it and warning us against someone, a woman, who seems to be initiated?”
“Well debated, my dear Heinrich,” Hitler said with a touch of sarcasm. “Only, there is no secret, so further speculations are futile.”
“What about the second part, and that Sumi character?” Hess moved to the next agenda.
“This I believe to be meant for me,” Maria said. “I have now learnt that this symbol stands for ‘Sumi’, which seems to be the name of the messenger who has contacted me since my childhood. Her messages - I have always thought of Sumi as female - have always been in ancient alphabets unknown to me; yet today it seems that Sumi operated through the consciousness of Herr Eckart. That very strange cooperation resulted in perfectly legible text in German.”
“And what do you make of it?” Hess asked.
Maria seemed to be studying the words for the tenth time.
“I see a directive to find someone, probably a child – a girl, who is pure and whose mind is able to channel the information we are all expecting – information, which enables us to perhaps reach the place where our race has originated from,” she said.
Himmler’s small eyes behind round glasses widened.
“Would that be a planet orbiting the Aldebaran?” he asked, his fingers crossed as if listening to a sermon.
“Our society has reason to believe that,” Maria concurred. “It is believed, that the master race from the Aldebaran system established a colony on Earth and perhaps also on Mars hundreds of thousands years ago, before the deluge or some other kind of disaster.”
“Or war,” Hitler said.
“Whatever it was,” Maria agreed, “it destroyed most of the highly developed civilizations on Earth. Everything had to restart from scratch. The master race left our planet, but a connection between us on the non-physical level has been sustained.”
“Why would we be called back, called away from our planet?” Himmler said pensively. “Now that we are about to enter an era of enlightenment and prosperity?”
“Perhaps there will be another deluge,” Hess was trying to make light of the subject.
“The spirit of Sumi or other inhabitants of the Aldebaran system have been contacting the leaders of the world,” Maria said. “They offer us universal knowledge in exchange for global disarmament, restoration of human rights, a ban on fossil fuels and abandonment of current religious systems.”
Hitler straightened himself on his seat as if feeling threatened.
“Sounds just like a plan of an enemy!” he shouted. “Give the natives some fantastic promises and let them dismantle their defense systems, their judicial and moral values and their societies – and once they are utterly vulnerable, strike a blow and obliterate them!”
Maria remained cautiously silent. Looking at it from another point of view, Hitler was undoubtedly right.
“So who is this child we should be looking for? Is she the one who knows the secret and must be destroyed?” Himmler was still trying to understand the riddle.
Quite suddenly Hess burst into laughter. Everyone stared at him in bewilderment.
“Doesn’t it state it clearly?” Hess recited. He grabbed the mysterious message and ran to Hitler, pointing at the bottom line.
“A child born of leader – Adolf, we must be searching for your daughter!”
Chapter X: Munich, 1919
Maria had managed to stay cool and composed to the very end of the gathering at Hess’s apartment, but once she was on the street something in her broke down. Himmler had offered to drive her home – she had refused. Walking towards her apartment building, tears began to stream from her eyes. She wasn’t sobbing, she wasn’t making a sound; she was just shedding tears. The very silence of her body and the apparent lack of emotion in her heart made her realize the desperation of the moment even more intensely. Her tears froze on her cheeks like cascades of candle wax; she had to use her nails to tear them loose. What a sorry sight she must have been.
Back in her apartment, which she was still reluctant to call home, she stood in front of a mirror for a long while. She was twenty-nine, but she might have easily passed for nineteen, especially when her hair was freed to hang down to the hollows of her knees.
She lay awake for hours, thinking of a similar winter’s night in 1919. Hess and Hitler had visited her, testing her abilities, suspicious of her. They did only what they had to. They were two military men who were protecting the ones they held in high esteem against the enemy – the enemy of the truth. For there can only exist one truth in a military mind, with no variations or licence for interpretation. Had she failed that night, had she not been able – or willing – to describe the object in the briefcase? Her whole life would have taken a different course. There wouldn’t have followed the meeting in Berchtesgaden; she would never have come to know Hella, the Prince or Princess Franziska. The National Socialist German Workers’ Party would perhaps have chosen a different word than ‘National’ to increase its public appeal.
And everything that had happened that night wouldn’t have happened.
Hess and Hitler would have left, for ever, disappointed but thrilled to have exposed an imposter.
There wouldn’t have been a knock at the door at midnight. She wouldn’t have climbed out of her bed in her nightgown and opened the door, expecting to see her landlady. It wouldn’t have been Hitler, saying:
