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never been to the opera at Bayreuth; but I th in k it m ust be like
that — yet a happy, quick tu n e .”
She paused, and for an instant her sm ile recovered the remem bered
music. “T here are pillars, an d a grand entrance, w ith broad steps. I
run u p — I am so happy to be there — and throw open the door. It is
brightly lit inside; a wave of golden light, alm ost like a wave from
the ocean, strikes me. T h e room is a great hall, w ith a h ig h ceiling. A
long table is set in the m iddle an d there are hundreds of people seated
at it, but one place, the one nearest me, is em pty. I cross to it and sit
down; there are beautiful golden loaves on the table, an d bowls of
honey w ith roses floating at their centers, an d crystal carafes of wine,
and m any other good things I cannot rem em ber w hen I awake.
Everyone is eating and d rin k in g and talking, and I begin to eat too.”
I said, “ It is only a dream , Fraulein. T here is no reason to w eep.”
“ I dream this each n ig h t— I have dream ed so every n ig h t for
m o n th s.”
“ Go o n .”
“T h en he comes. I am sure he is the one w ho is causing me to
dream like this because I can see his face clearly, an d rem em ber it
w hen the dream is over. Sometimes it is very vivid for an h o u r or
m ore after I wake — so vivid that I have only to close my eyes to see it
before m e.”
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“ I will ask you to describe him in detail later. For the present,
co n tin u e w ith your dream .”
‘‘He is tall, and robed like a king, and there is a strange crow n on
his head. He stands beside me, an d th o u g h he says n o th in g , I know
that the etiquette of the place dem ands that I rise and face him . I do
this. Sometim es I am sucking my fingers as I get up from his table.”
“ He owns the dream palace, th e n .”
“ Yes, I am sure of that. It is his castle, his hom e; he is my host. I
stand and face him , and I am conscious of w a n tin g very m uch to
please him , but no t know ing w hat it is I should d o .”
“ T h a t m ust be p a in fu l.”
" It is. But as I stand there, I become aw are of how I am clothed,
and — ”
“ H ow are you clothed?”
“ As you see me now. In a plain , dark dress — the dress I wear here at
the arcade. But the others — all u p and dow n the hall, all u p and down
the table — are w earing the dresses I sell here. T hese dresses.” She held
one u p for me to see, a beautiful creation of m any layers of lace, w ith
buttons of polished jet. “ I know then that I cannot rem ain; bu t the king
signals to the others, and they seize me and p u sh me tow ard the d o o r.”
“ You are hum iliated then?”
“ Yes, but the worst th in g is that I am aw are that he knows that I
could never drive myself to leave, and he wishes to spare me the
struggle. But outside — some terrible beast has entered the garden. I
sm ell i t — like the hyena cage at the Tiergarten—as the door opens.
And then I wake u p .”
“ It is a harrow ing dream .”
“ You have seen the dresses I sell. W ould you credit it th at for weeks
I slept in one, and then another, and then an o th er of them ?”
“ You reaped no benefit from that?”
“ No. In the dream I was clad as now. For a time I wore the dresses
always — even here to the stall, and w hen I b ought food at the
m arket. But it did no good.”
“ Have you tried sleeping som ewhere else?”
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“ W ith my cousin w ho lives on the other side of the city. T h a t
m ade no difference. I am certain that this m an I see is a real m an. He
is in my dream , and the cause of it; but he is not sleeping.”
“ Yet you have never seen him w hen you are aw ake?”
She paused, and I saw her bite at her full lower lip. “ I am certain I
have.”
“A h!”
“ But I cannot rem em ber when. Yet I am sure I have seen him — that
I have passed him in the street.”
“ T hink! Does his face associate itself in your m ind w ith some
particu lar section of the city?”
She shook her head.
W hen I left her at last, it was w ith a description of the
Dream-M aster less precise than I had hoped, th o u g h still detailed. It
tallied in alm ost all respects w ith the one given me by Baron H ___;
but that proved n othing, since the b aro n ’s description m ight have
been based largely on Fraulein A___ ’s.
T h e bank of H err R___ was a private one, as all the greatest banks
in E urope are. It was located in w hat had once been the town house
of some noble fam ily (their arms, overgrow n now w ith ivy, were still
visible above the door) and bore no identification other than a small
brass plate engraved w ith the nam es of H err R___ and his partners.
W ithin, the atm osphere was more d ig n ified —even if, perhaps, less
tasteful — than it could possibly have been in the noble fam ily’s time.
Dark pictures in gilded frames lined the walls, and the clerks sat at
inlaid tables u p o n chairs upholstered in tapestry. W hen I asked for
H err R
I was told that it w ould be im possible to see him that
afternoon; I sent in a note w ith a sidelong allu sio n to “ u n q u iet
dream s,” and w ith in five m inutes I was ushered in to a luxurious
office th at m ust once have been the bedroom of the head of the
household.
H err R___ was a large m an — tall, and heavier (I thou g h t) than his
physician was likely to have approved. He appeared to be about fifty;
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there was strength in his wide, fleshy face; his high forehead and
capacious cran iu m suggested intellect; and his sm all, dark eyes,
forever flickering as they took in the appearance of my person, the
expression of my face, and the positio n of my hands and feet,
ingenuity.
N o pretense was ap t to be of service w ith such a m an, and I told
him flatly th at I had com e as the emissary of Baron H ___, that I
knew w hat troubled him , an d th at if he w ould cooperate w ith me I
w ould h elp him if I could.
“ I know you, m o n sieu r,” he said, “by repu tatio n . A business w ith
w hich I am associated em ployed you three years ago in the m atter of
a certain m u m m y .” He nam ed the firm. “ I should have th o u g h t of
you m yself.”
“ I did no t know that you were connected w ith th em .”
“ I am not, w hen you leave this room . I do not know w hat reward
Baron H ___has offered you should you apprehend the m an w ho is
oppressing me, but I w ill give you, in addition to that, a sum equal
to th at you were paid for the m um m y. You should be able to
retire to the south then, should you choose, w ith the rent of a dozen
villas.”
“ I do not choose,” I told him , “ and I could have retired long
before. But w hat you ju st said interests me. You are certain th at your
persecutor is a living m an?”
“ I know m en.” H err R___ leaned back in his chair and stared
at the painted ceiling. “ As a boy I sold stuffed cabbage-leaf rolls
in the street—did you know that? My m other cooked them over
w ood she collected herself where buildings were being dem olished,
and I sold them from a little cart for her. I lived to see her w ith
h alf a score of footm en and the finest house in L indau. I never
w ent to school; I learned to add and subtract in the streets—w hen
I m ust m u ltip ly and divide I have my clerk do it. But I learned
men. Do you think that now, after forty years of practice, I could
be deceived by a phantom ? No, he is a m an — let me confess it, a
stronger m an than I — a m an of flesh and blood and brain, a m an
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I have seen somewhere, som etime, here in this city — and more
than once.”
“ Describe h im .”
“ As tall as I. Younger— perhaps thirty or thirty-five. A brown,
forked beard, so lo n g .” (H e held his h and about fifteen centim eters
beneath his chin.) “ Brown hair. H is h air is no t yet grey, but I think
it may be th in n in g a little at the tem ples.”
“ D on’t you rem em ber?”
“ In my dream he wears a g arland of roses — I cannot be sure.”
“ Is there an y th in g else? Any scars or identifying m arks?”
H err R ___nodded. “ He has h u rt his hand. In my dream , w hen he
holds out his han d for the money, I see blood in i t — it is his own,
you understand, as th o u g h a recent injury had reopened and was
beg in n in g to bleed again. H is hands are lo n g and slender— like a
p ia n ist’s.”
“ Perhaps you had better tell me your dream .”
“ Of course.” H e paused, an d his face clouded, as th o u g h to
recount the dream were to return to it. “ I am in a great house. I am a
person of im portance there, alm ost as th o u g h I were the owner; yet I
am not the o w n er— ”
“ W ait,” I interrupted. “ Does this house have a b anquet hall? has it
a pillared portico, an d is it set in a garden?”
For a m om ent H err R___ ’s eyes widened. “ Have you also had such
dream s?”
“ N o,” I said. “ It is only that I th in k I have heard of this house
before. Please c o n tin u e.”
“T here are m any servants — some w ork in the fields beyond
the garden. I give instructions to th em — the details differ each night,
you understand. Sometimes I am concerned w ith the kitchen,
sometimes w ith the livestock, sometimes w ith the d ra in in g of a field.
We grow wheat, principally, it seems; but there is a vineyard too, and
a kitchen garden. And of course the house itself m ust be cleaned and
swept and kept in repair. T here is no wife; the o w n er’s m other lives
w ith us, I think, but she does not m uch concern herself w ith the
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housekeeping— that is u p to me. To tell the truth, I have never
actually seen her, th o u g h I have the feeling that she is there.”
‘‘Does this house resem ble the one you b o u g h t for your ow n
m other in L in d au ?”
‘‘O nly as one large house m ust resem ble an o th er.”
“ I see. Proceed.”
“ For a long time each n ig h t I co n tin u e like that, giving
orders, and sometimes going over the accounts. T h e n a servant,
usually it is a m aid, arrives to tell me that the ow ner wishes
to speak to me. I stand before a m irro r—I can see myself there as
p lain ly as I see you now — and arrange my clothing. T h e m aid
brings rose-scented water and a cloth, and I w ipe my face; then I go
in to him.
“ H e is always in one of the u p p er room s, seated at a table w ith his
own account book spread before him . T here is an open w indow
behind him , an d th ro u g h it I can see the top of a cherry tree in
bloom. For a long tim e—oh, I suppose ten m inutes — I stand before
him w hile he turns over the pages of his ledger.”
“ You appear som ew hat at a loss, H err R___ — not a com m on
condition for you, I believe. W hat happens then?”
“ He says, ‘You o w e ...’” H err R___paused. " T h a t is the problem ,
m onsieur, I can never recall the am ount. But it is a large sum. He
says, ‘And I m ust require that you make paym ent at once.’
“ I do not have the am ount, and I tell him so. He says, ‘T h e n you
m ust leave my em ploym ent.’ I fall to my knees at this and beg th at he
w ill retain me, p o in tin g ou t that if he dismisses me I w ill have lost
my source of incom e, and will never be able to make paym ent. I do
not enjoy telling you this, but I weep. Sometim es I beat the floor
w ith my fists.”
“ C ontinue. Is the Dream-M aster moved by your pleading?”
“ No. H e again dem ands that I pay the entire sum. Several times I
have told him that I am a wealthy m an in this w orld, an d th at if
only he w ould perm it me to make paym ent in its currency, I w ould
do so im m ediately.”
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“T h a t is in terestin g — m ost of us lack your presence of m in d in
our nightm ares. W hat does he say then?”
“ U sually he tells me no t to be a fool. But once he said, ‘T h a t is a
d re am —you m ust know it by now. You cannot expect to pay a real
debt w ith the currency of sleep.’ He holds ou t his han d for the money
as he speaks to me. Ii is then that I see the blood in his p a lm .”
“ You are afraid of him ?”
“ O h, very m uch so. I understand that he has the m ost com plete
pow er over me. I weep, an d at last I throw myself at his feet—w ith
my head under the table, if you can credit it, crying like an infant.
“T h en he stands and p u lls me erect, an d says, ‘You w ould never be
able to pay all you owe, an d you are a false an d dishonest servant.
But your debt is forgiven, forever.’ And as I w atch, he tears a leaf
from his account book and hands it to m e.”
“Your dream has a happy conclusion, th e n .”
“ No. It is no t yet over. I th ru st the p aper into the front of my shirt
and go out, w ip in g my face on my sleeve. I am conscious that if any
of the other servants should see me, they will know at once w hat has
happened. I hurry to reach my ow n co u n tin g room ; there is a brazier
there, and I wish to bu rn the page from the o w n er’s b o o k .”
“ I see.”
“ But ju st outside the door of my ow n room , I meet an o th er
servant—an upper-servant like myself, I think, since he is well dressed.
As it happens, this m an owes me a considerable sum of m oney, and
to conceal from him w hat I have ju st endured, I dem and that he pay
at once.” H err R---- rose from his chair and began to pace the room ,
looking som etimes at the painted scenes on the w alls, som etim es at
the T urkish carpet at his feet. “ I have had reason to dem and money
like th at often, you understand. Here in this room .
“T h e m an falls to his knees, w eeping an d begging for additional
time; but I reach dow n, like this, and seize him by the th ro a t.”
“A nd then?”
“A nd then the door of my c o u n tin g room opens. But is is no t my
co u n tin g room w ith my desk and the charcoal brazier, bu t the
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o w n er’s ow n room . H e is stan d in g in the doorway, and behind him
I can see the open w indow , and the blossoms of the cherry tree.”
“ W hat does he say to you?”
“ N othing. He says n o th in g to me. I release the other m an's throat,
and he slinks aw ay.”
“ You aw aken then?”
“ H ow can I explain it? Yes, I wake up. But first we stand there; and
w hile we do I am conscious o f .. .certain sounds.”
“ If it is too p ain fu l for you, you need no t say m ore.”
H err R___drew a silk handkerchief from his pocket and wiped his
face. “ H ow can I exp lain ?” he said again. “ W hen I hear those
sounds, I am aw are that the ow ner possesses certain other servants,
w ho have never been under my direction. It is as th o u g h I have
always know n this, but had no reason to th in k of it before.”
“ I understan d .”
“T hey are quartered in an o th er part of the h o u se— in the vaults
beneath the w ine cellar, I th in k sometimes. I have never seen them , but
I know — then — that they are hideous, vile an d cruel; I know too
that he thinks me but little better th an they, an d that as he perm its me
to serve him , so he allow s them to serve him also. I stand — we
stand — and listen to them com ing th ro u g h the house. At last a door
at the end of the hall begins to sw ing open. T here is a h an d like the
paw of some filthy reptile on the latch .”
“ Is that the end of the dream ?”
“ Yes.” H err R___threw him self into his chair again, m o p p in g his
face.
“You have this experience each n ig h t? ”
“ It differs,” he said slowly, “ in some d etails.”
“ You have told me that the orders you give the under-servants
vary.”
“T here is an o th er difference. W hen the dream s began, I woke when
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