That night he lounged through the town and examined the shop windows out of the corner of his eye. He was trying to bear himself like a workman enjoying his Saturday night’s ramble in clean clothes, but the streets were thronged, and he found himself observed. “Not here,” he told himself. “I can buy nothing here. Doesn’t do to be asleep at all, and a man isn’t always in bed when he’s sleeping.”

  Some hours later, Nancy and the child being upstairs, Pete bethought himself of something that was kept at the bottom of a drawer. Going to the drawer to open it, he found it stiff to his tugging, and it came back with a jerk, which showed it had not lately been disturbed. Pete found what he looked for, and came upon something beside. It was a cardboard box, tied about with a string, which was knotted in a peculiar way. “Kate’s knot,” thought Pete with a sigh. He slipped it, and opened the lid and took out a baby’s hood of scarlet plush. “The very thing,” he thought. He held it, mouth open, over his big brown hand, and laughed with delight. “She’s been buying it for the child and never using it.” His eyes glistened. “The very thing,” he thought, and then he took down pen and paper to write something to go with it.

  This is what he wrote —

  “For lil Katerin from her Luvin mother”

  Then he held it at arm’s length and looked at it. The subscription crossed the whole face of a half-sheet of paper. But the triumphant success of his former effort had made him bold. He could not resist the temptation to write more. So he turned the paper over and wrote on the back —

  “tell pa pa not to wurry about me i aspect to be home sune

  but dont no ezactly”

  His eyes were swimming by the time he got that down, but they brightened again as he remembered something.

  “Weve had grate times ear uncle Jo—”

  “Must go on milking that ould cow,” he thought

  “tuk me to sea the prins of Wales yesterda”

  He could not help it — he began to take a wild joy in his own inventions.

  “flags and banns of musick all day and luminerashuns all

  night it was grand we were top of an umnibuss goin down lord

  strete and saw him as plane as plane”

  “Bless me,” said Pete, dropping his pen, and rubbing his hands in ravishing contemplation of his own fiction; “the next thing we hear she’ll be riding in her carriage and’ pair.”

  He was sobbing a little, for all that, in a low, smothered way, but he could not deny himself one word more —

  “luv to all enquirin frens and bess respecs to the Dempster

  if im not forgot at him.”

  This second forgery of love being finished, he went about the house on tiptoe, found brown paper and twine, put the hood back into the box with his half-sheet peeping from between the frills where the little face would go, and made it up, with his undeft fingers, into an ungainly parcel, which he addressed to himself as before. After that he did his accustomed duty with the lamp and the door, and lay down in the parlour to sleep.

  On Monday, at dinner, he broke out peevishly with “Ter’ble botheration, Nancy — I must be going to Port St. Mary about that thundering demonstration.”

  Then from underneath the sofa in the parlour he rooted up a brown paper parcel, stuffed it under his coat, buttoned it up, and so smuggled it out of the house.

  VI.

  They set sail early in the afternoon, and ran down the coast under a fair breeze that made the canvas play until the sea hissed. The day was wet and cheerless; a thick mist enshrouded the land, and going by Laxey they could just descry the top arc of the great wheel like a dun-coloured ghost of a rainbow in a grey sky. As they came to Douglas the mist was lifting, but the rain was coming down in a soaking drizzle. A band was playing dance tunes on the iron pier, which shot like a serpent’s tongue out of the mouth of the bay. The steamer from England was coming round the head, and her sea-sick passengers were dense as a crowd on her forward deck, the men with print handkerchiefs tied over their caps, the women with their skirts over their drooping feathers. A harp and a violin were scraping lively airs amidships. The town was like a cock with his tail down crowing furiously in the wet.

  When they came to Port St. Mary the mist had risen and the rain was gone, but the fishing-town looked black and sullen under a lowering cloud. The tide was down, and many boats lay on the beach and in the shallow water within the rocks.

  Pete was put ashore; his Nickey went round the Calf to the herring ground beyond the shoulder; a number of fishermen were waiting for him on the quay, with heavy looks and hands deep in their trousers-pockets.

  “No need for much praiching at all,” said Pete, pointing to the boats lying aground. “There you are, boys, fifty of you at the least, with no room to warp for the rocks. Yet they’re for taxing you for dues for a harbour.”

  “Go ahead, Capt’n,” said one of the fishermen; “there’s five hundred men here to back you up through thick and thin.”

  Pete posted his brown paper parcel as stealthily as he had posted his letter, and left Port St. Mary the same night for Douglas. The roads were thick with coaches, choked full with pleasure-seekers from Port Erin. These cheerful souls were still wearing the clothes which had been drenched through in the morning; their boots were damp and cold; they were chill with the night-air, but they did not repine. They sang and laughed and ate oranges, drew up frequently at wayside houses, and handed round bottles of beer with the corks drawn. In their own way they were bright and cheerful company. Sometimes “Hold the Fort,” sung in a brake going ahead, mingled with “Molly and I and the Baby,” from lusty throats coming behind. Battling through Castletown, they shouted wild chaff at the redcoats lounging by the Castle, and when the darkness fell they dropped asleep — the men usually on the women’s shoulders; and then the horses’ hoofs were heard splashing along the muddy road, and every rider cracked his whip over a chorus of stertorous snores.

  Douglas was ablaze with light as they dipped down to it from the dark country. Long sinuous tails of light where the busy streets were, running in and out, this way and that, and belching into the wide squares and market-places like the race of a Curragh fire. The sleepers awoke and shook themselves. “Going to the Castle to-night?” said one. “What do you think?” said another, and they all laughed at the foolish question.

  “I’ll sleep here,” thought Pete. “I’ve not searched Douglas yet.”

  The driver found him a bed at his mother’s house. It was a lodging-house in Church Street, overlooking the churchyard. Finding himself so near to Athol Street, Pete thought he would look at the outside of Philip’s chambers. He lit on the house easily, though the street was dark. It was one of a line of houses having brass plates, each with its name, and always the word Advocate. Philip’s house bore one plate only, a small one, with the name hardly legible in the uneertain light. It ran — The Deemster Christian.

  Having spelt out this inscription, Pete crept away. That was the last house in the island at which he wished to call. He was almost afraid of being seen in the same town. Philip might think he was in Douglas to look for Kate.

  Pete rambled through the narrow thoroughfares of Post-Office Place, Heywood Lane, and Fancy Street, until he came to the sea front. It was now full tide of busy night, and the holiday town seemed to be given over to enjoyment. The steps of the terraces were thronged; itinerant photographers pitched their cameras on the curb-stones; every open window had its dark heads with the light behind; pianos were clashing in the houses, harps were twanging in the street, tinkling tram-cars, like toast-racks, were sweeping the curve of the bay; there was a steady flow of people on the pavement, and from water’s edge to cliff top, three parts round like a horse’s shoe, the town flashed and fizzed and sparkled and blazed under its thousand lights with the splendour of a forest fire.

  Pete called to mind the blinking and groping of the dear old half-lit town to the north; he remembered the dark village at the foot of the lonely hills, with its trout-stream burrowing under the low bridge, and he thought, “She may have tired of it all, poor thing!”

  He looked at every woman’s face as she went by him, hungering for one glimpse of a face he feared to see. He did not see it, and he wandered like a lost soul through the little gay town until he drifted with the wave that flowed around the bay into the place that was known as the Castle.

  It was a dancing palace in a garden, built in the manner of a conservatory, with the ground level for those who came to dance, and the galleries for such as came to see. Seated by the front rail of the gallery, Pete peered down into the faces below. Three thousand young men and young women were dancing, the men in flannels and coloured scarves, the women in light muslins and straw hats. Sometimes the white lights in the glass roof were coloured with red and blue and yellow. The low buzz of the dancers’ feet, the clang and clash of the brass instruments, the boom of the big drum, the quake of the glass house itself, and the low rumble of the hollow floor beneath — it was like a battle-field set to music.

  “She may have tired, poor thing; God knows she may,” thought Pete.

  His eyes were growing hazy and his head dizzy, when he became conscious of a waft of perfume behind him, and a soft voice saying at his ear, “Were you looking for anybody, then?”

  He turned with a start, and looked at the speaker. It was a young girl with a pretty face, thick with powder. He could not be angry with the little thing; she was so young, and she was smiling.

  “Yes,” he said, “I was looking for somebody;” and then he tried to shake her off.

  “Is it Maudie, you mane, dear? Are you the young man from Dublin?”

  “Lave me, my girl; lave me,” said Pete, patting her hand, and twisting about.

  The girl looked at him with a sort of pity, and then close at his neck she said, “A fine boy like you shouldn’t be going fretting his heart about the best girl that’s in.”

  He looked at the pretty face again, and the little knowing airs began to break down. “You’re a Manx girl, aren’t you?”

  The smile vanished like a flash. “How do you know that? My tongue doesn’t tell you, does it?” And the little thing was ashamed.

  Pete took the tight-gloved fingers in his big palm. “So you’re my lil countrywoman, then?” he said. “How old are you?”

  The painted lips began to tremble. “Sixteen for harvest,” she answered.

  “My God!” exclaimed Pete.

  The darkened eyelids blinked; she was beginning to cry. “It wasn’t my fault. He was a visitor with my mother at Ballaugh, and he left me to it.”

  Pete took a sovereign out of his pocket, and shut it in the girl’s hand.

  “Go home to-night, my dear,” he whispered, and then he clambered out of the place.

  “Not there!” cried Pete in his heart; “not there — I swear to God she is not there.”

  That ended his search. He resolved to go home the same night, and he went back to his lodgings to pay his bill. Turning out of Athol Street, Pete was almost overrun by a splendid equipage, with two men in buff on the box-seat, and one man behind. “The Governor’s carriage,” said somebody. At the next moment it drew up at Philip’s door, its occupant alighted, and then it swung about and moved away. “It was the young Deemster,” said a girl to her companion, as she went skipping past.

  Pete had seen the tall, dark figure, bent and feeble, as it walked heavily up the steps. “Truth enough,” he thought, “there’s nothing got in this world without paying the price of it.”

  It was three in the morning when Pete reached Ramsey, Elm Cottage was dark and silent. He had to knock again and again before awakening Nancy. “Now, if this had been Kate!” he thought, and a new fear took hold of him. His poor darling, his wandering lamb, could she have knocked twice? Where was she to-night? He had been picturing her in happiness and plenty — was she in poverty and distress? All the world was sleeping — was she asleep? His hope was slipping away; his great faith was breaking down. “Lord, do not forsake me! Master, strengthen me! My poor lost love, where is she? What is she? Shall I see her face again?”

  Something cold touched his hand. It was the dog. Without a bark he had put his nose into Pete’s palm. “What, Dempster, man, Dempster!” The bat’s ears were cocked — Pete felt them — the scut of a tail was wagged, and Pete got comfort from the battered old friend that had tramped the world at his heels.

  Nancy unchained the door, opened it an inch, held a candle over her head, and peered out. “My goodness, is it the man himself? However did you come home?”

  “By John the Flayer’s pony,” said Pete; and he laughed and made light of his night-long walk.

  But next morning, when Nancy came downstairs with the child, Pete was busy with a screwdriver taking the chain off the door. “Ter’ble ould-fashioned, these chains — must be moving with the times, you know.”

  “Then what are you putting in its place?” said Nancy.

  “You’ll see, you’ll see,” said Pete.

  At seven that night Pete was smoking over the gate when Kelly the Thief came up with a brown paper parcel. “Parcel for you, Mr. Quilliam,” said the postman, with the air of a man who knew something he should not know.

  Pete blinked and looked bewildered. “You don’t say!” he said.

  “Well, if that’s your name,” began the postman, holding the address for Pete to read.

  Pete gave it a searching look. “Cap’n Peatr Quilliam, that’s it sartenly, Lm Cottig — yes, it must be right,” he said, taking the parcel gingerly. Then with a prolonged “O —— o!” shutting his eyes and nodding his head, “I know — a bit of a present from the mother to the lil one. Wonderful thoughtful a woman is about a baby when she’s a mother, Mr. Kelly.”

  The postman giggled, threw his finger seaward over one shoulder, and said, “Why aren’t you writing back to her, then?”

  “What’s that?” said Pete sharply, making the parcel creak.

  “Why aren’t you writing to tell her how the lil one is, I’m saying?”

  Pete looked at the postman as if the idea had dropped from heaven. “I must have a head as thick as a mooring-post, Mr. Kelly. Do you know, I never once thought of it. I’m like Goliath when he got little David’s stone at his forehead — such a thing never entered my head before.”

  “Do it for all, Mr. Quilliam,” said the postman, moving off.

  “I will, I will,” said Pete; and then he turned into the house.

  “Scissors, Nancy,” he shouted, throwing the parcel on the table.

  “My sakes, a parcel!” cried Nancy.

  “Aisy to tell where it comes from, too. See that knot, woman?” said Pete, with a knowing wink.

  “What in the world is it, Pete?” said Nancy.

  “I wonder!” said Pete. “Papers enough round it, anyway. A letter? We’ll look at that after,” he said loftily, and then out came the scarlet hood. “Gough bless mee what’s this thing at all?” and he held it up by the crown.

  Nancy made a cry of alarm, took the hood out of his hand, and scolded him roundly. “These men, they’re fit to spoil an angel’s wings.”

  Then she whipped up the baby out of the cradle, tried the hood on the little round head, and shouted with delight.

  “Now I was thinking of that, d’ye know?” she said. “I was, yes, I was; believe me or not, I was. ‘Kirry will be sending something for the lil one the next time she writes,’ I was thinking, and behould ye — here it is.”

  “Something spakes to us, Nancy,” said Pete. “‘Deed it does, though.”

  The child gurgled and purred, and for all her fine headgear she was absorbed in her bare toes.

  “And there’s yourself, Pete — going to Peel and to Douglas, and I don’t know where — and you’ve never once thought of the lil one — and knowing we were for shortening her, too.”

  Pete cast down his head and looked ashamed.

  “Well, no — of coorse — I never have — that’s truth enough,” he faltered.

  VII.

  Pete went out to buy a sheet of notepaper and an envelope, a pen, and a postage stamp. He had abundance of all theso at home, but that did not serve his turn. Going to as many shops as might be, he dropped hints everywhere of the purpose to which his purchases were to be put. Finally, he went to the barber’s in the market-place and said, “Will you write an address for me, Jonaique?”

  “Coorse I will,” said the barber, sweeping a hand of velvet over one cheek of the postman, who was in the chair, leaving the other cheek in lather while he took up the pen.

  “Mistress Peter Quilliam, care of Master Joseph Quilliam, Esquire, Scotland Road, Liverpool” dictated Pete.

  “What number, Capt’n?” said Jonaique.

  “Number?” said Pete, perplexed. “Bless me, what’s this the number is now? Oh,” by a sudden inspiration, “five hundred and fifteen.”

  “Five hundred — d’ye say five” said the postman from the half of his mouth that was clear.

  “Five,” said Pete emphatically. “Aw, they’re well up.”

  “If you say so, Capt’n,” said the barber, and down went “515.”

  Pete returned home with the stamped and addressed envelope open in his hands, “Clane the table quick,” he shouted; “I must be writing to Kirry. Will I give her your love, Nancy?”

  With much hem-ing and ha-ing and clearing of his throat, Pete was settling himself before a sheet of note-paper, when the door opened, and Philip stepped into the house. His face was haggard and emaciated; his eyes burned as with a fire that came up from within.

  “I’ve come to warn you,” he said; “you are in great danger. You must stop that demonstration.”

  “Sit down, sir, sit down,” said Pete.

  Philip did not seem to hear. He walked to and fro with short, nervous, noiseless steps. “The Governor sent for me last night, and I found him in a frenzy. ‘Deemster,’ he said, ‘they tell me there’s to be a disturbance at Tynwald — have you heard of anything?’ I said, ‘Yes, I had heard of a meeting of fishermen at Peel.’ ‘They talk of their rights,’ said he; ‘I’ll teach them something of one right they seem to forget — the right of the Governor to shoot down the disturbers of Tynwald, without judge or jury.’ ‘That’s a very old prerogative, your Excellency,’ I said; ‘it comes down from more lawless days than ours. You will never use it.’ ‘Will I not?’ said he. ‘Listen, I’ll tell you what I’ve done already. I’ve ordered the regiment at Castletown to be on Tynwald Hill on Tynwald day. Every man of these — there are three hundred — shall have twenty rounds of ball-cartridge. Then, if the vagabonds try to interrupt the Court, I’ve only to lift my hand — so — and they’ll be mown down like grass.’ ‘You can’t mean it,’ I said, and I tried to take his big talk lightly. ‘Judge for yourself — see,’ and he showed me a paper. It was an order for the ambulance waggons to be stationed on the ground, and a request to the doctors of Douglas to be present.”

 

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