Complete works of hall c.., p.57
Complete Works of Hall Caine, page 57
“And I meant to, I meant to — that I did,” the father answered in a broken cry.
“But you’ve put it off, and off, Allan — like everything else.”
Allan lifted his hazy eyes from the ground, and looked into his wife’s face. “If it had been t’other lad I could have borne it maybe,” he said, feelingly.
Mr. Bonnithorne, standing aside, had been plowing the gravel with one foot. He now raised his eyes, and said: “And yet, Mr. Ritson, folk say that you have always shown most favor to your eldest son.”
The old man’s gaze rested on the lawyer for a moment, but he did not speak at once, and there was an awkward silence.
“I’ve summat to say to Mr. Bonnithorne, mother,” said the statesman. He was quieter now. Mrs. Ritson stepped into the house.
Allan Ritson and the lawyer followed her, going into a little parlor to the right of the porch. It was a quaint room, full of the odor of a by-gone time. The floor was of polished black oak covered with skins; the ceiling was paneled oak and had a paneled beam. Bright oak cupboards, their fronts carved with rude figures, were set into the walls, which were whitened, and bore one illuminated text and three prints in black and white. The furniture was heavy and old. There was a spinning-wheel under the wide window-board. A bluebottle buzzed about the ceiling; a slant of sunlight crossed the floor. The men sat down.
“I sent for thee to mak’ my will, Mr. Bonnithorne,” said the old man.
The lawyer smiled.
“It is an old maxim that delay in affairs of law is a candle that burns in the daytime; when the night comes it is burned to the socket.”
Old Allan took little heed of the sentiment.
“Ey,” he said, “but there’s mair nor common ‘casion for it in my case.”
Mr. Bonnithorne was instantly on the alert.
“And what is your especial reason?” he asked.
Allan’s mind seemed to wander. He stood silent for a moment, and then said slowly, as if laboring with thought and phrase:
“Weel, tha must know ... I scarce know how to tell thee ... Weel, my eldest son, Paul, as they call him—”
The old man stopped, and his manner grew sullen. Mr. Bonnithorne came to his help.
“Yes, I am all attention — your eldest son—”
“He is — he is—”
The door opened and Mrs. Ritson entered the room, followed close by the Laird Fisher.
“Mr. Ritson, your sheep, them black-faced herdwicks on Hindscarth, have broke the fences, and the red drift of ‘em is down in the barrowmouth of the pass,” said the charcoal-burner.
The statesman got on his feet.
“I must gang away at once,” he said. “Mr. Bonnithorne, I must put thee off, or maybe I’ll lose fifty head of sheep down in the ghyll.”
“I made so bold as to tell ye, for I reckon we’ll have all maks of weather yet.”
“That’s reet, Mattha; and reet neighborly forby. I’ll slip away after thee in a thumb’s snitting.”
The Laird Fisher went out.
“Can ye bide here for me until eight o’clock to-neet, Mr. Bonnithorne?”
There was some vexation written on the lawyer’s face, but he answered with meekness:
“I am always at your service, Mr. Ritson. I can return at eight.”
“Verra good” Then, turning to Mrs. Ritson, “Give friend Bonnithorne a bite o’ summat,” said Allan, and he followed the charcoal-burner. Out in the court-yard he called the dogs. “Hey howe! hey howe! Bright! Laddie! Come boys; come, boys, te-lick, te-smack!”
He put his head in at the door of an out-house and shouted, “Reuben, wheriver ista? Come thy ways quick, and bring the lad!”
In another moment a young shepherd and a cowherd, surrounded by three or four sheep-dogs, joined Allan Ritson in the court-yard.
“Dusta gang back to the fell, Mattha?” said the statesman.
“Nay; I’s done for the day. I’m away home.”
“Good-neet, and thank.”
Then the troop disappeared down the lonnin — the men calling, the dogs barking.
In walking through the hall Mr. Bonnithorne encountered Hugh Ritson, who was passing out of the house, his face very hard, his head much bent.
“Would you,” said the lawyer, “like to know the business on which I have been called here?”
Hugh Ritson did not immediately raise his eyes.
“To make his will,” added Mr. Bonnithorne, not waiting for an answer.
Then Hugh Ritson’s eyes were lifted; there was one flash of intelligence; after that the young man went out without a word.
CHAPTER V.
Hugh Ritson was seven-and-twenty. His clean-shaven face was long, pale, and intellectual; his nose was wide at the bridge and full at the nostrils; he had firm-set lips, large vehement eyes, and a broad forehead, with hair of dark auburn parted down the middle and falling in thin waves on the temples. The expression of the physiognomy in repose was one of pain, and, in action, of power; the effect of the whole was not unlike that which is produced by the face of a high-bred horse, with its deep eyes and dilated nostrils. He was barely above medium height, and his figure was almost delicate. When he spoke his voice startled you — it was so low and deep to come from that slight frame. His lameness, which was slight, was due to a long-standing infirmity of the hip.
As second son of a Cumbrian statesman, whose estate consisted chiefly of land, he expected but little from his father, and had been trained in the profession of a mining engineer. After spending a few months at the iron mines of Cleator, he had removed to London at twenty-two, and enrolled himself as a student of the Mining College in Jermyn Street. There he had spent four years, sharing the chambers of a young barrister in the Temple Gardens. His London career was uneventful. Taciturn in manner, he made few friends. His mind had a tendency toward contemplative inactivity. Of physical energy he had very little, and this may have been partly due to his infirmity. Late at night he would walk alone in the Strand: the teeming life of the city, and the mystery of its silence after midnight, had a strong fascination for him. In these rambles he came to know some of the strangest and oddest of the rags and rinsings of humanity: among them a Persian nobleman of the late shah’s household, who kept a small tobacco-shop at the corner of a by-street, and an old French exile, once of the court of Louis Phillippe, who sold the halfpenny papers. At other times he went out hardly at all, and was rarely invited.
Only the housemate, who saw him at all times and in many moods, seemed to suspect that beneath that cold exterior there lay an ardent nature. But he himself knew how strong was the tide of his passion. He could never look a beautiful woman in the face but his pulse beat high, and he felt almost faint. Yet strong as his passion was, his will was no less strong. He put a check on himself, and during his four years in London contrived successfully to dam up the flood that was secretly threatening him.
At six-and-twenty he returned to Cumberland, having some grounds for believing that his father intended to find him the means of mining for himself. A year had now passed, and nothing had been done. He was growing sick with hope deferred. His elder brother, Paul, had spent his life on the land, and it was always understood that in due course he would inherit it. That at least was the prospect which Hugh Ritson had in view, though no prospective arrangement had been made. Week followed week, and month followed month, and his heart grew bitter. He had almost decided to end this waiting. The day would come when he could bear it not longer, and then he would cut adrift.
An accidental circumstance was the cause of his irresolution. He used to walk frequently on the moss where the Laird Fisher sunk his shaft. In the beck that ran close to the disused headgear he would wade for an hour early in the summer morning. One day he saw the old laird’s daughter washing linen at the beck-side. He remembered her as a pretty, prattling thing of ten or eleven. She was now a girl of eighteen, with a pure face, a timid manner, and an air that was neither that of a woman nor of a child. Her mother was lately dead, her father spent most of his days on the fell (some of his nights also when the charcoal was burning), and she was much alone. Hugh Ritson liked her gentle replies and her few simple questions. So it came about that he would look for her in the mornings, and be disappointed if he did not catch sight of her good young face. Himself a silent man, he liked to listen to the girl’s modest, unconnected talk. His stern eyes would soften at such times to a sort of caressing expression. This went on for months, and in that solitude no idle tongue was set to wag. At length Hugh Ritson perceived that the girl’s heart was touched. If he came late he found her leaning over the gate, her eyes bent down among the mountain grasses at her feet, and her cheeks colored by a red glow. It is unnecessary to go further. The girl gave herself up to him with her whole heart and soul, and he — well, he found the bulwarks with which he had surrounded himself were ruined and down.
Then the awakening came, and Hugh learned too late that he had not loved the simple child, by realizing that with all the ardor of his restrained but passionate nature he loved another woman.
So much for the first complication in the tragedy of this man’s life.
The second complication was new to his consciousness, and it was at this moment conspiring with the first to lure him to consequences that are now to be related. The story which Mr. Bonnithorne had told of the legacy left by Greta’s father to a son by one Grace Ormerod had come to him at a time when, owing to disappointment and chagrin, he was peculiarly liable to the temptation of any “honest trifle” that pointed the way he wished to go. If the Grace Ormerod who married Lowther had indeed been his own mother, then — a thousand to one — Paul was Lowther’s son. If Paul was Lowther’s son he was also half brother of Greta. If Paul was not the son of Allan Ritson, then he himself, Hugh Ritson, was his father’s heir.
In the present whirlwind of feeling he did not inquire too closely into the pros and cons of probability. Enough that evidence seemed to be with him, and that it transformed the world in his view.
Perhaps the first result of this transformation was that he unconsciously assumed a different attitude toward the unhappy passage in his life wherein Mercy Fisher was chiefly concerned. What his feeling was before Mr. Bonnithorne’s revelation, we have already seen. Now the sentiment that made much of such an “accident” was fit only for a “turgid melodrama,” and the idea of “atonement” by “marriage” was the mock heroic of those “great lovers of noble histories,” the spectators who applaud it from the pit.
When he passed Mr. Bonnithorne in the hall at the Ghyll he was on his way to the cottage of the Laird Fisher. He saw in the road ahead of him the group which included his father and the charcoal-burner, and to avoid them he cut across the breast of the Eel Crags. After a sharp walk of a mile he came to a little white-washed house that stood near the head of Newlands, almost under the bridge that crosses the fall. It was a sweet place in a great solitude, where the silence was broken only by the tumbling waters, the cooing of pigeons on the roof, and the twittering of ringouzels by the side of the torrent. The air was fresh with the smell of new peat. There was a wedge-shaped garden in front, and it was encompassed by chestnut-trees. As Hugh Ritson drew near he noticed that a squirrel crept from the fork of one of these trees. The little creature rocked itself on the thin end of a swaying branch, plucking sometimes at the drooping fan of the chestnut, and sometimes at the prickly shell of its pendulous nut. When he opened the little gate Hugh Ritson observed that a cat sat sedately behind the trunk of that tree, glancing up at intervals at the sporting squirrel in her moving seat.
As he entered the garden Mercy was crossing it with a pail of water just raised from the well. She had seen him, and now tried to pass into the house. He stepped before her and she set down the pail. Her head was held very low, and her cheeks were deeply flushed.
“Mercy,” he said, “it is all arranged. Mr. Bonnithorne will see you into the train this evening, and when you get to your journey’s end the person I spoke of will meet you.”
The girl lifted her eyes beseechingly to his face.
“Not to-day, Hugh,” she said in a broken whisper; “let me stay until to-morrow.”
He regarded her for a moment with a steadfast look, and when he spoke again his voice fell on her ear like the clank of a chain.
“The journey has to be made. Every week’s delay increases the danger.”
The girl’s eyes fell again, and the tears began to drop from them on to the brown arms that she had clasped in front.
“Come,” he said in a softer tone, “the train starts in an hour. Your father is not yet home from the pit, and most of the dalespeople are at the sports. So much the better. Put on your cloak and hat and take the fell path to the Coledaie road-ends. There Mr. Bonnithorne will meet you.”
The girl’s tears were flowing fast, though she bit her lip and struggled to check them.
“Come, now, come; you know this was of your own choice.”
There was a pause.
“I never thought it would be so hard to go,” she said at length.
He smiled feebly, and tried a more rallying tone.
“You are not going for life. You will come back safe and happy.”
The words thrilled her through and through. Her clasped hands trembled visibly, and her fingers clutched them with a convulsive movement. After awhile she was calmer, and said quietly:
“No, I’ll never come back — I know that quite well.” And her head dropped on her breast and she felt sick at heart. “I’ll have to say good-bye to everything. There were Betsy Jackson’s children — I kissed them all this morning, and never said why — little Willy, he seemed to know, dear little fellow, and cried so bitterly.”
The memories of these incidents touched to overflowing the springs of love in the girl’s simple soul, and the bubbling child-voice was drowned in sobs.
The man stood with a smile of pain on his face. He came close, and brushed away her tears, and touched her drooping head with a gesture of protestation.
Mercy regained her voice.
“And then there’s your mother,” she said, “and I can’t say good-bye to her, and my poor father, and I daren’t tell him—”
Hugh stamped on the path impatiently.
“Come, come, Mercy, don’t be foolish.”
The girl lifted to his the good young face that had once Been bonny as the day and was now pale with weeping and drawn down with grief. She took him by the coat, and then, by an impulse which she seemed unable to resist, threw one arm about his neck, and raised her face to his until their lips all but touched, and their eyes met in a steadfast gaze.
“Hugh,” she said, passionately, “are you sure that you love me well enough to think of me when I am gone? — are you quite, quite sure?”
“Yes, yes; be sure of that,” he said, gently.
He disengaged her arm.
“And will you come and fetch me after — after—”
She could not say the word. He smiled and answered, “Why, yes, yes.”
Her fingers trembled and clung together; her head fell; her cheeks were aglow.
“Why, of course.” He smiled again, as if in deprecation of so much child-like earnestness; then put his arm about the girl’s shoulder, dropped his voice to a tone of mingled compassion and affection, and said, as he lifted the brightening face to his, “There, there — now go off and make ready.”
The girl brushed her tears away vigorously, and looked half ashamed and half enchanted.
“I’m going.”
“That’s a good little girl.”
How the sunshine came back at the sound of his words!
“Good-bye for the present, Mercy — only for the present, you know.”
But how the shadow pursued the sunshine after all!
Hugh saw the tears gathering again in the lucent eyes, and came back a step.
“There — a smile — just one little smile!” She smiled through her tears. “There — there — that’s a dear little Mercy. Good-day; good-bye.”
Hugh turned on his heel and walked sharply away. As he passed out through the gate he could not help observing that the cat from the foot of the chestnut-tree was walking stealthily off, with something like a dawning smile on its whiskered face, and the brush of the squirrel between its teeth.
Hugh Ritson had gained his end, and yet he felt more crushed than at the darkest moment of defeat. He had conquered his own manhood; and now he crept away from the scene of his triumph with a sense of utter abasement. When he had talked with Mr. Bonnithorne it was with a feeling of the meanness of the folly in which he was involved; and if any sentiment touching the girl’s situation was strong upon him it was closely bound up with a personal view of the degradation that might come of a man’s humiliating unwisdom. The very conventionality of his folly had irked him. But its cowardice was now uppermost. That a man should enter into warfare with a woman on unequal terms, and win by cajolery and deceit, was more than cruel; it was brutal. He could have borne even this hard saying so far as it concerned the woman’s suffering, but for the reflection that it made the man something worse than a coxcomb in his own eyes.
The day was now far spent; the brilliant sun had dipped behind Grisedale, and left a ridge of dark fells in the west. On the east the green sides of Cat Bells and the Eel Crags were yellow at the summit, where the hills held their last commerce with the hidden sun. Not a breath of wind; not the rustle of a leaf; the valley lay still, save for the echoing voices of the merrymakers in the booth below. The sky overhead was blue, but a dark cloud, like the hulk of a ship, had anchored lately to the north.
Hugh Ritson took the valley road back to Ghyll. He was visibly perturbed; he walked with head much bent, stopped suddenly at times, then snatched impetuously at the trailing bushes, and passed on. When he was under Hindscarth, the sharp yap of dogs, followed by the bleat of unseen sheep, caused him to look up, and he saw a group of men, like emmets creeping on a dark bowlder, moving over a ridge of shelving rock.
