Complete works of hall c.., p.507
Complete Works of Hall Caine, page 507
There were the usual marriage pleasantries, facetious compliments and chaff, in which to my surprise (the solemnity of the service being still upon me) the Bishop permitted himself to join.
I was now very nervous, and yet I kept up a forced gaiety, though my heart was cold and sick. I remember that I had a preternatural power of hearing at the same time nearly every conversation that was going on at the table, and that I joined in nearly all the laughter.
At a more than usually loud burst of wind somebody said it would be a mercy if the storm did not lift the roof off.
“Chut, man!” cried my father. “Solid oak and wrought iron here. None of your mouldy old monuments that have enough to do to keep their tiles on.”
“Then nobody,” said my husband with a glance at his friend, “need be afraid of losing his head in your house, sir?”
“Not if he’s got one to come in with, sir.”
Betsy Beauty, sitting next to Mr. Eastcliff, was wondering if he would do us the honour to visit the island oftener now that his friend had married into it.
“But, my dear Betsy,” said my husband, “who would live in this God-forsaken place if he could help it?”
“God-forsaken, is it?” said my father. “Maybe so, sir — but that’s what the cuckoo said after he had eaten the eggs out of the thrush’s nest and left a mess in it.”
Aunt Bridget was talking in doleful tones to Lady Margaret about my mother, saying she had promised her on her death-bed to take care of her child and had been as good as her word, always putting me before her own daughter, although her ladyship would admit that Betsy was a handsome girl, and, now that his lordship was married, there were few in the island that were fit for her.
“Why no, Mrs. MacLeod,” said my husband, after another significant glance at his friend, “I dare say you’ve not got many who can make enough to keep a carriage?”
“Truth enough, sir,” said my father. “We’ve got hundreds and tons that can make debts though.”
The breakfast came to an end at length, and almost before the last of the waiters had left the room my father rose to speak.
“Friends all,” he said, “the young married couple have to leave us for the afternoon steamer.”
“In this weather?” said somebody, pointing up to the lantern light through which the sky was now darkening.
“Chut! A puff of wind and a slant of rain, as I’ve been saying to my gel here. But my son-in-law, Lord Raa,” (loud cheers followed this description, with some laughter and much hammering on the table), “my son-in-law says he has to be in London to-morrow, and this morning my daughter has sworn obedience. . . . What’s that, Monsignor? Not obedience exactly? Something like it then, so she’s bound to go along with him. So fill up your glasses to the brim and drink to the bride and bridegroom.”
As soon as the noise made by the passing of decanters had died down my father spoke again.
“This is the proudest day of my life. It’s the day I’ve worked for and slaved for and saved for, and it’s come to pass at last.”
There was another chorus of applause.
“What’s that you were saying in church, Mr. Curphy, sir? Time brings in its revenges? It does too. Look at me.”
My father put his thumbs in the arm-pits of his waistcoat.
“You all know what I am, and where I come from.”
My husband put his monocle to his eye and looked up.
“I come from a mud cabin on the Curragh, not a hundred miles from here. My father was kill . . . but never mind about that now. When he left us it was middling hard collar work, I can tell you — what with me working the bit of a croft and the mother weeding for some of you — some of your fathers I mane — ninepence a day dry days, and sixpence all weathers. When I was a lump of a lad I was sworn at in the high road by a gentleman driving in his grand carriage, and the mother was lashed by his . . . but never mind about that neither. I guess I’ve hustled round considerable since then, and this morning I’ve married my daughter into the first family in the island.”
There was another burst of cheering at this, but it was almost drowned by the loud rattling of the rain which was now falling on the lantern light.
“Monsignor,” cried my father, pitching his voice still higher, “what’s that you were saying in Rome about the mills of God?”
Fumbling his jewelled cross and smiling blandly the Bishop gave my father the familiar quotation.
“Truth enough, too. The mills of God grind slowly but they’re grinding exceeding small. Nineteen years ago I thought I was as sure of what I wanted as when I got out of bed this morning. If my gel here had been born a boy, my son would have sat where his lordship is now sitting. But all’s well that ends well! If I haven’t got a son I’ve got a son-in-law, and when I get a grandson he’ll be the richest man that ever stepped into Castle Raa, and the uncrowned king of Ellan.”
At that there was a tempest of cheers, which, mingling with the clamour of the storm, made a deafening tumult.
“They’re saying a dale nowadays about fathers and children — daughters being separate beings, and all to that. But show me the daughter that could do better for herself than my gel’s father has done for her. She has a big fortune, and her husband has a big name, and what more do they want in this world anyway?”
“Nothing at all,” came from various parts of the room.
“Neighbours,” said my father, looking round him with a satisfied smile, “I’m laying you dry as herrings in a hould, but before I call on you to drink this toast I’ll ask the Bishop to spake to you. He’s a grand man is the Bishop, and in fixing up this marriage I don’t in the world know what I could have done without him.”
The Bishop, still fingering his jewelled cross and smiling, spoke in his usual suave voice. He firmly believed that the Church had that morning blessed a most propitious and happy union. Something might be said against mixed marriages, but under proper circumstances the Church had never forbidden them and his lordship (this with a deep bow to my husband) had behaved with great liberality of mind.
As for what their genial and rugged host had said of certain foolish and dangerous notions about the relations of father and child, he was reminded that there were still more foolish and dangerous ones about the relations of husband and wife.
From the earliest ages of the Church, however, those relations had been exactly defined. “Let wives be subject to their husbands,” said the Epistle we had read this morning, and no less conclusive had been our closing prayer, asking that the wife keep true faith with her husband, being lovely in his eyes even as was Rachel, wise as was Rebecca, and dutiful as was Sara.
“Beautiful!” whispered Aunt Bridget to Lady Margaret. “It’s what I always was myself in the days of the dear Colonel.”
“And now,” said the Bishop, “before you drink this toast and call upon the noble bridegroom to respond to it,” (another deep bow to my husband), “I will ask for a few words from the two legal gentlemen who have carried out the admirably judicious financial arrangements without which this happy marriage would have been difficult if not impossible.”
Then my husband’s lawyer, with a supercilious smile on his clean-shaven face, said it had been an honour to him to assist in preparing the way for the “uncrowned king of Ellan.” (“It has, sir,” cried my father in a loud voice which straightened the gentleman’s face instantly); and finally Mr. Curphy, speaking through his long beard, congratulated my father and my husband equally on the marriage, and gave it as his opinion that there could be no better use for wealth than to come to the rescue of an historic family which had fallen on evil times and only required a little money to set it on its feet again.
“The bride and bridegroom!” cried my father; and then everybody rose and there was much cheering, with cries of “His lordship,” “His lordship.”
All through the speech-making my husband had rolled uneasily in his chair. He had also helped himself frequently from the decanter, so that when he got up to reply he was scarcely sober.
In his drawling voice he thanked the Bishop, and said that having made up his mind to the marriage he had never dreamt of raising difficulties about religion. As to the modern notions about the relations of husband and wife, he did not think a girl brought up in a convent would give him much trouble on that subject.
“Not likely,” cried my father. “I’ll clear her of that anyway.”
“So I thank you for myself and for my family,” continued my husband, “and . . . Oh, yes, of course,” (this to Lady Margaret). “I thank you for my wife also, and . . . and that’s all.”
I felt sick and cold and ashamed. A rush of blood came under the skin of my face that must have made me red to the roots of my hair.
In all this speaking about my marriage there had not been one word about myself — myself really, a living soul with all her future happiness at stake. I cannot say what vague impulse took possession of me, but I remember that when my husband sat down I made a forced laugh, though I knew well that I wanted to cry.
In an agony of shame I was beginning to feel a wild desire to escape from the room and even from the house, that I might breathe in some of the free wind outside, when all at once I became aware that somebody else was speaking.
It was Father Dan. He had risen unannounced from his seat at the end of the table. I saw his sack coat which was much worn at the seams; I saw his round face which was flushed; I heard the vibrating note in his soft Irish voice which told me he was deeply moved; and then I dropped my head, for I knew what was coming.
THIRTY-THIRD CHAPTER
“Mr. O’Neill,” said Father Dan, “may your parish priest take the liberty of speaking without being spoken to?”
My father made some response, and then a hush fell over the dining-room. Either the storm ceased for a time, or in my great agitation it seemed to do so, for I did not hear it.
“We have heard a great deal about the marriage we have celebrated to-day, but have we not forgotten something? What is marriage? Is it the execution of a contract? Is it the signing of a register? Is it even the taking of an oath before an altar? No. Marriage is the sacred covenant which two souls make with each other, the woman with the man, the man with the woman, when she chooses him from all other men, when he chooses her from all other women, to belong to each other for ever, so that no misfortune, no storm of life, no sin on either side shall ever put them apart. That’s what marriage is, and all we have been doing to-day is to call on God and man to bear witness to that holy bond.”
My heart was beating high. I raised my head, and I think my eyes must have been shining. I looked across at the Bishop. His face was showing signs of vexation.
“Mr. O’Neill, sir,” cried Father Dan, raising his trembling voice, “you say your daughter has a big fortune and her husband has a big name, and what more do they want in this world? I’ll tell you what they want, sir. They want love, love on both sides, if they are to be good and happy, and if they’ve got that they’ve got something which neither wealth nor rank can buy.”
I had dropped my head again, but under my eyelashes I could see that the company were sitting spell-bound. Only my husband was shuffling in his seat, and the Bishop was plucking at his gold chain.
“My Bishop,” said Father Dan, “has told us of the submission a wife owes to her husband, and of her duty to be lovely and wise and faithful in his eyes. But isn’t it the answering thought that the husband on his part owes something to the wife? Aren’t we told that he shall put away everything and everybody for her sake, and cleave to her and cling to her and they shall be one flesh? Isn’t that, too, a divine commandment?”
My heart was throbbing so loud by this time that the next words were lost to me. When I came to myself again Father Dan was saying:
“Think what marriage means to a woman — a young girl especially. It means the breaking of old ties, the beginning of a new life, the setting out into an unknown world on a voyage from which there can be no return. In her weakness and her helplessness she leaves one dependency for another, the shelter of a father for the shelter of a husband. What does she bring to the man she marries? Herself, everything she is, everything she can be, to be made or marred by him, and never, never, never to be the same to any other man whatsoever as long as life shall last.”
More than ever now, but for other reasons, I wanted to fly from the room.
“Friends,” cried Father Dan, “we don’t know much of the bridegroom in this parish, but we know the bride. We’ve known her all her life. We know what she is. I do, anyway. If you are her father, Mr. O’Neill, sir, I am her father also. I was in this house when she was born. I baptized her. I took her out of the arms of the angel who bore her. So she’s my child too, God bless her. . . .”
His voice was breaking — I was sobbing — though he was speaking so loudly I could scarcely hear him — I could scarcely see him — I only knew that he was facing about in our direction and raising his trembling hand to my husband.
“She is my child, too, I say, and now that she is leaving us, now that you are taking her away from us, I charge you, my lord, to be good and faithful to her, as you will have to answer for her soul some day.”
What else he said I do not know. From that moment I was blind and deaf to everything. Nevertheless I was conscious that after Father Dan had ceased to speak there was a painful silence. I thought the company seemed to be startled and even a little annoyed by the emotion so suddenly shot into their midst. The Bishop looked vexed, my father looked uncomfortable, and my husband, who had been drinking glass after glass of brandy, was muttering something about “a sermon.”
It had been intended that Mr. Eastcliff should speak for the bridesmaids, and I was afterwards told by Betsy Beauty that he had prepared himself with many clever epigrams, but everybody felt there could be no more speaking of any kind now. After a few awkward moments my father looked at his watch and said it was about time for us to start if we were to catch the steamer, so I was hurried upstairs to change for our journey.
When I came down again, in my tailor-made travelling dress with sables, the whole company was in the hall and everybody seemed to be talking at the same time, making a noise like water in a weir.
I was taken possession of by each in turn. Nessy MacLeod told me in an aside what an excellent father I had. Betsy Beauty whispered that Mr. Eastcliff was so handsome and their tastes were so similar that she hoped I would invite him to Castle Raa as soon as I came back. Aunt Bridget, surrounded by a group of sympathising ladies (including Lady Margaret, who was making an obvious effort to be gracious) was wiping her eyes and saying I had always been her favourite and she had faithfully done her duty by me.
“Mary, my love,” she said, catching my eye, “I’m just telling her ladyship I don’t know in the world what I’ll do when you are gone.”
My husband was there too, wearing a heavy overcoat with the collar up, and receiving from a group of insular gentlemen their cheerful prognostics of a bad passage.
“‘Deed, but I’m fearing it will be a dirty passage, my lord.”
“Chut!” said my father. “The wind’s from the south-west. They’ll soon get shelter.”
The first of our two cars came round and my husband’s valet went off in advance with our luggage. Then the second car arrived, and the time came for our departure. I think I kissed everybody. Everybody seemed to be crying — everybody except myself, for my tears were all gone by this time.
Just as we were about to start, the storm, which must certainly have fallen for a while, sprang up suddenly, and when Tommy the Mate (barely recognisable in borrowed black garments) opened the door the wind came rushing into the house with a long-drawn whirr.
I had said good-bye to the old man, and was stepping into the porch when I remembered Father Dan. He was standing in his shabby sack coat with a sorrowful face in a dark corner by the door, as if he had placed himself there to see the last of me. I wanted to put my arms around his neck, but I knew that would be wrong, so I dropped to my knees and kissed his hand and he gave me his blessing.
My husband, who was waiting by the side of the throbbing automobile, said impatiently:
“Come, come, dear, don’t keep me in the rain.”
I got into the landaulette, my husband got in after me, the car began to move, there were cries from within the house (“Good-bye!” “Good luck”) which sounded like stifled shrieks as they were carried off by the wind without, and then we were under weigh.
As we turned the corner of the drive something prompted me to look back at my mother’s window — with its memories of my first going to school.
At the next moment we were crossing the bridge — with its memories of Martin Conrad and William Rufus.
At the next we were on the road.
THIRTY-FOURTH CHAPTER
“Thank God, that’s over,” said my husband. Then, half apologetically, he added: “You didn’t seem to enjoy it any more than myself, my dear.”
At the entrance to our village a number of men stood firing guns; in the middle a group of girls were stretching a rope across the road; a number of small flags, torn by the wind and wet with the rain, were rattling on flagstaffs hung out from some of the window sills; a few women, with shawls over their heads, were sheltering on the weather side of their porches to see us pass.
My husband was impatient of our simple island customs. Once or twice he lowered the window of the car, threw out a handful of silver and at the same time urged the chauffeur to drive quicker. As soon as we were clear of the village he fell back in his seat, saying:
“Heavens, how sleepy I am! No wonder either! Late going to bed last night and up so early this morning.”
After a moment he began to yawn, and almost before he could have been aware of it he had closed his eyes. At the next moment he was asleep.
It was a painful, almost a hideous sleep. His cheeks swelled and sank; his lips parted, he was breathing heavily, and sometimes gaping like a carp out of water.
