Complete works of hall c.., p.85
Complete Works of Hall Caine, page 85
“Maybe, maybe.”
The little one had dropped the hand of his young mother, and, still holding the bony finger of his grandfather, he toddled beside him into the house.
Very cool and sweet was the kitchen, with white-washed walls and hard earthen floor. A table and a settle stood by the window, and a dresser that was an armory of bright pewter dishes, trenchers, and piggins crossed the opposite wall.
“Nay, but sista here, laal man,” said the old charcoal-burner, and he dived into a great pocket at his side.
“Have you brought it? Is it the kitten? Oh, dear, let the boy see it!”
A kitten came out of the old man’s pocket, and was set down on the rug at the hearth. The timid creature sat dazed, then raised itself on its hind legs and mewed.
“Where’s Ralphie? Is he watching it, father? What is he doing?”
The little one had dropped on hands and knees before the kitten, and was gazing up into its face.
The mother leaned over him with a face that would have beamed with sunshine if the sun of sight had not been missing.
“Is he looking? Doesn’t he want to coddle it?”
The little chap had pushed his nose close to the nose of the kitten, and was prattling to it in various inarticulate noises.
“Boo — loo — lal-la — mamma.”
“Isn’t he a darling, father?”
“It’s a winsome wee thing,” said the old man, still standing with drooping head over the group on the hearth.
The mother’s face saddened, and she turned away. Then from the opposite side of the kitchen, where she was making pretense to take plates from a plate-rack, there came the sound of suppressed sobs. The old man’s eyes followed her.
“Nay, lass; let’s have a sup of broth,” he said in a tone that carried another message.
The young woman put plates and a bowl of broth on the table.
“To think that I can never see my own child, and everybody else can see him!” she said, and then there was another bout of tears.
The charcoal-burner supped at his broth in silence. A glistening bead rolled slowly down his wizened cheek, and the interview on the hearth went on without interruption:
“Mew — mew — mew.” “Boo — loo — lal-la — mamma.”
There was a foot on the gravel in front.
“How fend ye, Mattha?” said a voice from without.
“Come thy ways, Gubblum,” answered the old man.
Gubblum Oglethorpe entered, dressed differently than of old. He wore a suit of canvas stained deeply with iron ore.
“I’s thinking maybe Mercy will let me warm up my poddish,” said Gubblum.
“And welcome,” said Mercy, and took down from the dresser a saucepan and porridge thivel. “I’ll make it for you while father sups his broth.”
“Nay, lass, you’re as thrang as an auld peat wife, I’s warn. I’ll mak’ it myself. I’s rather partic’lar about my poddish, forby. Dusta know how many faults poddish may have? They may be sour, sooty, sodden, and savorless, soat, welsh, brocken, and lumpy — and that’s mair nor enough, thoo knows.”
Gubblum had gone down on the hearth-rug.
“Why, and here’s the son and heir,” he said. “Nay, laddie, mind my claes — they’ll dirty thy brand-new brat for thee.”
“Is he growing, Gubblum?”
“Growing? — amain.”
“And his eyes — are they changing color? — going brown?”
“Maybe — I’ll not be for saying nay.”
“Is he — is he very like me?”
“Nay — weel — nay — I’s fancying I see summat of the stranger in the laal chap at whiles.”
The young mother turned her head. Gubblum twisted to where Matthew sat.
“That man and all his raggabrash are raking about this morning. It caps all, it does, for sure.”
The old charcoal-burner did not answer. He paused with the spoon half raised, glanced at Mercy, and then went on with his broth.
“Hasta heard of the lang yammer in the papers about yon matter?” said Gubblum.
“Nay,” said Matthew, “I hears nowt of the papers.”
“He’s like to hang a lang crag when he hears about it.”
“I mak’ na doubt,” said Matthew, showing no curiosity.
“It’s my belief ‘at the auld woman at Hendon is turning tail. You mind she was down last back end, and he wadn’t have nowt to say to her.”
“Ey, I mind her,” said Matthew.
“Every dog has his day, and I reckon yon dog’s day is nigh amaist done. And it wad have been a vast shorter on’y Mercy hadn’t her eyes.”
“Ey, ey,” said Matthew, quietly.
“If the lass had no’but been able to say, ‘Yon man is Drayton, and yon as you’ve got in prison is Ritson, and I saw the bad wark done,’ that would have settled it.”
“Na doot,” said Matthew, his head in the bowl.
“They warn’t for hearing me. When the parson took me up to Lunnon mair nor a twelvemonth agone, they sent us baith home with our tails atween our legs. ‘Bring us the young woman,’ they said; ‘your evidence will stand aside hers, but not alone. Bring the young woman to ‘dentify,’ they says. ‘She’s gone blind,’ we says. ‘We can’t help that,’ they says. And that’s what they call justice up in Lunnon.”
“Ey, ey,” said Matthew.
“But then thoo has to mak’ ‘lowances for them gentry folk — they’ve never been larn’t no better, thoo sees.”
Gubblum’s porridge was bubbling, and the thivel worked vigorously. Matthew had picked up the child from the hearth. The little fellow was tugging at his white beard.
“It were bad luck that me and Mercy didn’t stay a day or so langer in Hendon yon time. She had her eyes then. But the lass was badly, and” (dropping his voice) “that way, thoo knows, and I warn’t to prophesy what was to happen to poor Paul Ritson. So I brought her straight away home.”
“So thoo did, Gubblum,” said Matthew, stroking the child’s head.
“It’s that Hugh as is at the bottom of it all, I reckon. I’m not afraid to say it, if he is my master. I allus liked Paul Ritson — the reet one, thoo knows, not this taistrel that calls hisself Paul Ritson — but I cared so laal for Hugh that I could have taken him and wrowk’t the fire with him.”
The porridge was ready, and Mercy set a wooden bowl on the table. “I’s fullen thy bicker, my lass,” said Gubblum. “I’s only a laal man, but I’s got a girt appetite, thoo sees.” Then turning to Matthew he continued: “But he’s like to pay for it. He brought his raggabash here, and now the rascal has the upper hand — that’s plain to see.”
“So it be,” said Matthew.
“Deemoralizin’ all the country-side, what with his drinkin’ and cock-fightin’ and terriers, an’ I don’t know what. Theer’s Dick o’ the Syke, he’s a ruined man this day, and John, the blacksmith, he’s never had a heat on the anvil for a week, and as for Job, the mason, he’s shaping to be mair nor ever like his Bible namesake, for he won’t have nowt but his dunghill to sit on soon.”
“Dusta think they dunnot ken he’s the wrong man?” asked Matthew.
“Nay, Mattha, but a laal bit of money’s a wonderful thing, mind ye.”
“It is for sure.”
“One day he went to clogger Kit to be measur’t for new shoes. ‘What, Master Ritson,’ says Kit, ‘your foot’s langer by three lines nor when I put the tape on it afore.’”
“Ah!”
“Next day Kit had an order for two pairs, forby a pair of leggins and clogs for Natt. That’s the way it’s manish’d.”
Mercy had taken her child from her father’s knee, and was sitting on the sconce bench with it, holding a broken piece of a mirror before its face, and listening for its laugh when it saw itself in the glass.
“But he’s none Cummerland — hearken to his tongue,” said Matthew.
Gubblum put down his spoon on his plate, now empty.
“That minds me,” he said, laughing, “that I met him out one day all dressed in his brave claes — them as might do for a nigger that plays the banjo. ‘Off for a spogue?’ I says. ‘What’s a spogue?’ he says, looking thunder. ‘Nay,’ I says, ‘you’re no’but a dalesman — ax folks up Hendon way,’ I says. I was peddling then, but Master Hugh ‘counters me another day, and he says, ‘Gubblum,’ he says, ‘I’s wanting a smart laal man, same as you, to weigh the ore on the bank-top — pund a week,’ he says.”
“Ey, I mak’ no doot they thowt to buy thee ower,” said Matthew.
“They’ve made a gay canny blunder if they think they’ve put a swine ring on Gubblum’s snout. Buy or beat — that’s the word. They’ve bought most of the folk and made them as lazy as libbed bitches. But they warn’t able to buy the Ritson’s bitch itself.”
“What dusta mean, Gubblum?”
“What, man! thoo’s heard how the taistrel killed poor auld Fan? No? Weel, thoo knows she was Paul Ritson’s dog, Fan was; and when she saw this man coming up the lonnin, she frisk’t and wag’t her tail. But when she got close to him she found her mistake, and went slenken off. He made shift to coax her, but Fan wad none be coaxed; and folks were takin’ stock. So what dusta think the taistrel does, but ups with a stone and brains her.”
“That’s like him, for sure,” said Matthew. “But don’t the folk see that his wife as it might be, Miss Greta as was, won’t have nowt to say to him?”
“Nay, they say that’s no’but a rue-bargain, and she found out her mind after she wedded — that’s all the clot-heads think about it.”
“Hark!” said Mercy, half rising from the sconce. “It’s Mrs. Ritson’s foot.”
The men listened. “Nay, lass, there’s no foot,” said Gubblum.
“Yes, she’s on the road,” said Mercy. Her face showed that pathetic tension of the other senses which is peculiar to the blind. A moment later Greta stepped into the cottage. The telegram which Brother Peter gave her at the church was still in her hand.
“Good-morning, Matthew; good-morning, Gubblum; I have news for you, Mercy. The doctors are coming to-day.”
Mercy’s face fell perceptibly. The old man’s head drooped lower.
“There, don’t be afraid,” said Greta, touching her hand caressingly. “It will soon be over. The doctors didn’t hurt you before, did they?”
“No; but this time it will be the operation,” said Mercy. There was a tremor in her voice.
Greta had lifted the child from the sconce. The little fellow cooed close to her ear, and babbled his inarticulate nothings.
“Only think, when it’s all over you will be able to see your darling Ralphie for the first time!”
Mercy’s sightless face brightened. “Oh, yes,” she said, “and watch him play, and see him spin his tops and chase the butterflies. Oh, that will be very good!”
“Dusta say to-day, Mistress Ritson?” asked Matthew, the big drops standing in his eyes.
“Yes, Matthew; I will stay to see it over, and mind baby, and help a little.”
Mercy took the little one from Greta’s arms and cried over it, and laughed over it, and then cried and laughed again. “Mamma and Ralphie shall play together in the garden, darling, and Ralphie shall see the horses — and the flowers — and the birdies — and mamma — yes, mamma shall see Ralphie. Oh, Mrs. Ritson, how selfish I am! — how can I ever repay you?”
The tears were trickling down Greta’s cheeks. “It is I who am selfish, Mercy,” she said, and kissed the sightless orbs. “Your dear eyes shall give me back my poor husband.”
CHAPTER III.
Two hours later the doctors arrived. They had called at the vicarage in driving up the valley, and Parson Christian was with them. They looked at Mercy’s eyes, and were satisfied that the time was ripe for the operation. At the sound of their voices, Mercy trembled and turned livid. By a maternal instinct she picked up the child, who was toddling about the floor, and clasped it to her bosom. The little one opened wide his blue eyes at sight of the strangers, and the prattling tongue became quiet.
“Take her to her room, and let her lie on the bed,” said one of the doctors to Greta.
A sudden terror seized the young mother. “No, no, no!” she said, in an indescribable accent, and the child cried a little from the pressure to her breast.
“Come, Mercy, dear, be brave for your darling’s sake,” said Greta.
“Listen to me,” said the doctor, quietly but firmly. “You are now quite blind, and you have been in total darkness for a year and a half. We may be able to restore your sight by giving you a few minutes’ pain. Will you not bear it?”
Mercy sobbed, and kissed the child passionately.
“Just think, it is quite certain that without an operation you will never regain your sight,” continued the doctor. “You have nothing to lose and everything to gain. Are you satisfied? Come, go away to your room quietly.”
“Oh, oh, oh!” sobbed Mercy.
“Just imagine, only a few minutes’ pain, and even of that you will scarcely be conscious. Before you know what is doing, it will be done.”
Mercy clung closer to her child, and kissed it again and yet more fervently.
The doctors turned to each other. “Strange vanity!” muttered the one who had not spoken before. “Her eyes are useless, and yet she is afraid she may lose them.”
Mercy’s quick ears caught the whispered words. “It is not that,” she said passionately.
“No, gentlemen,” said Greta, “you have mistaken her thought. Tell her she runs no danger of her life.”
The doctors smiled and laughed a little. “Oh, that’s it, eh? Well, we can tell her that with certainty.”
Then there was another interchange of half-amused glances.
“Ah, we that be men, sirs, don’t know the depth and tenderness of a mother’s heart,” said Parson Christian. And Mercy turned toward him a face that was full of gratitude. Greta took the child out of her arms and hushed it to sleep in another room. Then she brought it back and put it in its cradle that stood in the ingle.
“Come, Mercy,” she said, “for the sake of your boy.” And Mercy permitted herself to be led from the kitchen.
“So there will be no danger,” she said. “I shall not leave my boy. Who said that? The doctor? Oh, good gracious, it’s nothing. Only think, I shall live to see him grow to be a great lad!”
Her whole face was now radiant.
“It will be nothing. Oh, no, it will be nothing. How silly it was to think that he would live on, and grow up, and be a man, and I lie cold in the church-yard, and me his mother! That was very childish, wasn’t it? But, then, I have been so childish since Ralphie came.”
“There, lie and be quiet, and it will soon be over,” said Greta.
“Let me kiss him first. Do let me kiss him! Only once. You know it’s a great risk, after all. And if he grew up — and I wasn’t here, if — if—”
“There, dear Mercy, you must not cry again. It inflames your eyes, and that can’t be good for the doctors.”
“No, no, I won’t cry. You are very good; everybody is very good. Only let me kiss my little Ralphie — just for the last.”
Greta led her back to the side of the cot, and she spread herself over it with outstretched arms, as the mother-bird poises with outstretched wings over her brood. Then she rose, and her face was peaceful and resigned.
The Laird Fisher sat down before the kitchen fire, with one arm on the cradle-head. Parson Christian stood beside him. The old charcoal-burner wept in silence, and the good parson’s voice was too thick for the words of comfort that rose to his lips.
The doctors followed into the bedroom. Mercy was lying tranquilly on her bed. Her countenance was without expression. She was busy with her own thoughts. Greta stood by the bedside; anxiety was written in every line of her beautiful, brave face.
“We must give her the gas,” said one of the doctors, addressing the other.
Mercy’s features twitched.
“Who said that?” she asked, nervously.
“My child, you must be quiet,” said the doctor in a tone of authority.
“Yes, I will be quiet, very quiet; only don’t make me unconscious,” she said. “Never mind me; I will not cry. No; if you hurt me I will not cry out. I will not stir. I will do everything you ask. And you shall say how quiet I have been. Only don’t let me be insensible.”
The doctors consulted aside, and in whispers.
“Who spoke about the gas? It wasn’t you, Mrs. Ritson, was it?”
“You must do as the doctors wish, dear,” said Greta in a caressing voice.
“Oh, I will be very good. I will do every little thing. Yes, and I will be so brave. I am a little childish sometimes, but I can be brave, can’t I?”
The doctors returned to the bedside.
“Very well, we will not use the gas,” said one. “You are a brave little woman, after all. There, be still — very still.”
One of the doctors was tearing linen into strips for bandages, while the other fixed Mercy’s head to suit the light.
There was a faint sound from the kitchen. “Wait,” said Mercy. “That is father — he’s crying. Tell him not to cry. Say it’s nothing.”
She laughed a weak little laugh.
“There, he will hear that; go and say it was I who laughed.”
Greta left the room on tiptoe. Old Matthew was still sitting over a dying fire, gently rocking the sleeping child. Parson Christian’s eyes were raised in prayer.
When Greta returned to the bedroom, Mercy called her, and said very softly— “Let me hold your hand, Greta — may I say Greta? — there,” and her fingers closed on Greta’s with a convulsive grasp.
The operation began. Mercy held her breath. She had the stubborn north-country blood in her. Once only a sigh escaped. There was a dead silence.
In two or three minutes the doctor said: “Just another minute, and all will be over.”
At the next instant Greta felt her hand held with a grasp of iron.
“Doctor, doctor, I can see you!” cried Mercy, and her words came in gusts.
“Be quiet,” said the doctor in a stern voice. In half a minute more the linen bandages were being wrapped tightly over Mercy’s eyes.
