Complete weird tales of.., p.190
Complete Weird Tales of Robert W Chambers, page 190
One camp lantern had been left for my use; by its nickering light I untied the documents left me by Arnold; and, sorting the papers, chose first my orders, reading the formal notice of my transfer from Morgan’s Rifles to the militia; then the order detailing me to the Mohawk district, with headquarters at Varick Manor; and, finally, my commission on parchment, signed by Governor Clinton and by Philip Schuyler, Major-General Commanding the Department of the North.
It was, perhaps, the last official act as chief of department of this generous man.
The next letter was in his own handwriting. I broke the heavy seal and read:
“ALBANY,
“August 10, 1777. “Colonel George Ormond”
“MY DEAR YOUNG FRIEND, — As you have perhaps heard rumors that General Gates has superseded me in command of the army now operating against General Burgoyne, I desire to confirm these rumors for your benefit.
“My orders I now take from General Gates, without the slightest rancor, I assure you, or the least unworthy sentiment of envy or chagrin. Congress, in its wisdom, has ordered it; and I count him unspeakably base who shall serve his country the less ardently because of a petty and personal disappointment in ambitions unfulfilled.
“I remain loyal in heart and deed to my country and to General Gates, who may command my poor talents in any manner he sees fitting.
“I say this to you because I am an older man, and I know something of younger men, and I have liked you from the first. I say it particularly because, now that you also owe duty and instant obedience to General Gates, I do not wish your obedience retarded, or your sense of duty confused by any mistaken ideas of friendship to me or loyalty to my person.
“In these times the individual is nothing, the cause everything. Cliques, cabals, political conspiracies are foolish, dangerous — nay, wickedly criminal. For, sir, as long as the world endures, a house divided against itself must fall.
“Which leads me with greatest pleasure to mention your wise and successful diplomacy in the matter of the Long House. That house you have most cleverly divided against itself; and it must fall — it is tottering now, shaken to its foundations of centuries. Also, I have the pleasure to refer to your capture of the man Beacraft and his papers, disclosing a diabolical plan of murder. The man has been condemned by a court on the evidence as it stood, and he is now awaiting execution.
“I have before me Colonel Visscher’s partial report of the battle of Oriskany. Your name is not mentioned in this report, but, knowing you as I believe I do, I am satisfied that you did your full duty in that terrible affair; although, in your report to me by Oneida runner, you record the action as though you yourself were a mere spectator.
“I note with pleasure your mention of the gallantry of your riflemen, Mount, Murphy, and Elerson, and have reported it to their company captain, Mr. Long, who will, in turn, bring it to the attention of Colonel Morgan.
“I also note that you have not availed yourself of the war-services of the Oneidas, for which I beg to thank you personally.
“I recall with genuine pleasure my visit to your uncle, Sir Lupus Varick, where I had the fortune to make your acquaintance and, I trust, your friendship.
“Mrs. Schuyler joins me in kindest remembrance to you, and to Sir Lupus, whose courtesy and hospitality I have to-day had the honor to acknowledge by letter. Through your good office we take advantage of this opportunity to send our love to Miss Dorothy, who has won our hearts.
“I am, sir, your most obedient,
PHILIP SCHUYLER,
Major-General.
“P.S. — I had almost forgotten to congratulate you on your merited advancement in military rank, for which you may thank our wise and good Governor Clinton.
“I shall not pretend to offer you unasked advice upon this happy occasion, though it is an old man’s temptation to do so, perhaps even his prerogative. However, there are younger colonels than you, sir, in our service — ay, and brigadiers, too. So be humble, and lay not this honor with too much unction to your heart. Your friend,
“PH. SCHUYLER.”
I sat for a while staring at this good man’s letter, then opened the next missive.
“HEADQUARTERS, DEPARTMENT OF THE NORTH,
STILLWATER,
August 12, 1777.
“Colonel George Ormond, on Scout:
“SIR, — By order of Major-General Gates, commanding this department, you will, upon reception of this order, instantly repair to Varick Manor and report your arrival by express or a native runner to be trusted, preferably an Oneida. At nine o’clock, the day following your arrival at Varicks’, you will leave on your journey to Stillwater, where you will report to General Gates for further orders.
“Your small experience in military matters of organization renders it most necessary that you should be aided in the formation of your regiment of rangers by a detail from Colonel Morgan’s Rifles, as well as by the advice of General Gates.
“You will, therefore, retain the riflemen composing your scout, but attempt nothing towards enlisting your companies until you receive your instructions personally and in full from headquarters.
“I am, sir,
“Your very obedient servant,
“WILKINSON, Adjutant-General.
“For Major-General Gates, commanding.”
“Why, in Heaven’s name, should I lose time by journeying to headquarters?” I said, aloud, looking up from my letter. Ah! There was the difference between Schuyler, who picked his man, told him what he desired, and left him to fulfil it, and Gates, who chose a man, flung his inexperience into his face, and bade him twirl his thumbs and sit idle until headquarters could teach him how to do what he had been chosen to do, presumably upon his ability to do it!
A helpless sensation of paralysis came over me — a restless, confused impression of my possible untrustworthiness, and of unfriendliness to me in high quarters, even of a thinly veiled hostility to me.
What a letter! That was not the way to get work out of a subordinate — this patronizing of possible energy and enthusiasm, this cold dampening of ardor, as though ardor in itself were a reproach and zeal required reproof.
Wondering why they had chosen me if they thought me a blundering and, perhaps, mischievous zealot, I picked up a parcel, undirected, and broke the string.
Out of it fell two letters. The writing was my cousin Dorothy’s; and, trembling all over in spite of myself, I broke the seal of the first. It was undated:
“DEAREST, — Your letter from Oriskany is before me. I am here in your room, the door locked, alone with your letter, overwhelmed with love and tenderness and fear for you.
“They tell me that you have been made colonel of a regiment, and the honor thrills yet saddens me — all those colonels killed at Oriskany! Is it a post of special danger, dear?
“Oh, my brave, splendid lover I with your quiet, steady eyes and your bright hair — you angel on earth who found me a child and left me an adoring woman — can it be that in this world there is such a thing as death for you? And could the world last without you?
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“Ah me! dreary me! the love that is in me! Who could believe it? Who could doubt that it is divine and not inspired by hell as I once feared; it is so beautiful, so hopelessly beautiful, like that faint thrill of splendor that passes shadowing a dream where, for an instant, we think to see a tiny corner of heaven sparkling out through a million fathoms of terrific night.... Did you ever dream that?
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“We have been gay here. Young Mr. Van Rensselaer came from Albany to heal the breach with father. We danced and had games. He is a good young man, this patroon and patriot. Listen, dear: he permitted all his tenants to join the army of Gates, cancelled their rent-rolls during their service, and promised to provide for their families. It will take a fortune, but his deeds are better than his words.
“Only one thing, dear, that troubled me. I tell it to you, as I tell you everything, knowing you to be kind and pitiful. It is this: he asked father’s permission to address me, not knowing I was affianced. How sad is hopeless love!
“There was a battle at Bennington, where General Stark’s men whipped the Brunswick troops and took equipments for a thousand cavalry, so that now you should see our Legion of Horse, so gay in their buff-and-blue and their new helmets and great, spurred jack-boots and bright sabres!
“Ruyven was stark mad to join them; and what do you think? Sir Lupus consented, and General Schuyler lent his kind offices, and to-day, if you please, my brother is strutting about the yard in the uniform of a Cornet of Legion cavalry!
“To-night the squadron leaves to chase some of McDonald’s renegades out of Broadalbin. You remember Captain McDonald, the Glencoe brawler? — it’s the same one, and he’s done murder, they say, on the folk of Tribes Hill. I am thankful that Ruyven is in Sir George Covert’s squadron.
“And, dear, what do you think? Walter Butler was taken, three days since, by some of Sir George Covert’s riders, while visiting his mother and sister at a farm-house near Johnstown. He was taken within our lines, it seems, and in civilian’s clothes; and the next day he was tried by a drum-court at Albany and condemned to death as a spy. Is it not awful? He has not yet been sentenced. It touches us, too, that an Ormond-Butler should die on the gallows. What horrors men commit! What horrors! God pity his mother!
* * *
“I am writing at a breathless pace, quill flying, sand scattered by the handful — for my feverish gossip seems to help me to endure.
“Time, space, distance vanish while I write; and I am with you ... until my letter ends.
“Then, quick! my budget of gossip! I said that we had been gay, and that is true, for what with the Legion camping in our quarters and General Arnold’s men here for two days, and Schuyler’s and Gates’s officers coming and going and always remaining to dine, at least, we have danced and picnicked and played music and been frightened when McDonald’s men came too near. And oh, the terrible pall that fell on our company when news came of poor Janet McCrea’s murder by Indians — you did not know her, but I did, and loved her dearly in school — the dear little thing! But Burgoyne’s Indians murdered her, and a fiend called The Wyandot Panther scalped her, they say — all that beautiful, silky, long hair! But Burgoyne did not hang him, Heaven only knows why, for they said Burgoyne was a gentleman and an honorable soldier!
“Then our company forgot the tragedy, and we danced — think of it, dear! How quickly things are forgotten! Then came the terrible news from Oriskany! I was nearly dead with fright until your letter arrived.... So, God help us I we danced and laughed and chattered once more when Arnold’s troops came.
“I did not quite share the admiration of the women for General Arnold. He is not finely fibred; not a man who appeals to me; though I am very sorry for the slight that the Congress has put upon him; and it is easy to see that he is a brave and dashing officer, even if a trifle coarse in the grain and inclined to be a little showy. What I liked best about him was his deep admiration and friendship for our dear General Schuyler, which does him honor, and doubly so because General Schuyler has few friends in politics, and Arnold was perfectly fearless in showing his respect and friendship for a man who could do him no favors.
* * *
“Dear, a strange and amusing thing has happened. A few score of friendly Oneidas and lukewarm Onondagas came here to pay their respects to Magdalen Brant, who, they heard, was living at our house.
“Magdalen received them; she is a sweet girl and very good to her wild kin; and so father permitted them to camp in the empty house in the sugar-bush, and sent them food and tobacco and enough rum to please them without starting them war-dancing.
“Now listen. You have heard me tell of the Stonish Giants — those legendary men of stone whom the Iroquois, Hurons, Algonquins, and Lenape stood in such dread of two hundred years ago, and whom our historians believe to have been some lost company of Spaniards in armor, strayed northward from Cortez’s army.
“Well, then, this is what occurred:
“They were all at me to put on that armor which hangs in the hall — the same suit which belonged to the first Maid-at-Arms, and which she is painted in, and which I wore that last memorable night — you remember.
“So, to please them, I dressed in it — helmet and all — and came down. Sir George Covert’s horse stood at the stockade gate, and somebody — I think it was General Arnold — dared me to ride it in my armor.
“Well, ... I did. Then a mad desire for a gallop seized me — had not mounted a horse since that last ride with you — and I set spurs to the poor beast, who was already dancing under the unaccustomed burden, and away we tore.
“My conscience! what a ride that was! and the clang of my armor set the poor horse frantic till I could scarce govern him.
“Then the absurd happened. I wheeled the horse into the pasture, meaning to let him tire himself, for he was really running away with me; when, all at once, I saw a hundred terror-stricken savages rush out of the sugar-house, stand staring a second, then take to their legs with most doleful cries and hoots and piteous howls.
“‘Oonah! The Stonish Giants have returned! Oonah! Oonah! The Giants of Stone!’
“My vizor was down and locked. I called out to them in Delaware, but at the sound of my voice they ran the faster — five score frantic barbarians! And, dear, if they have stopped running yet I do not know it, for they never came back.
“But the most absurd part of it all is that the Onondagas, who are none too friendly with us, though they pretend to be, have told the Cayugas that the Stonish Giants have returned to earth from Biskoona, which is hell. And I doubt not that the dreadful news will spread all through the Six Nations, with, perhaps, some astonishing results to us. For scouts have already come in, reporting trouble between General Burgoyne and his Wyandots, who declare they have had enough of the war and did not enlist to fight the Stonish Giants — which excuse is doubtless meaningless to him.
“And other scouts from the northwest say that St. Leger can scarce hold the Senecas to the siege of Stanwix because of their great loss at Oriskany, which they are inclined to attribute to spells cast by their enemies, who enjoy the protection of the Stonish Giants.
“Is it not all mad enough for a child’s dream?
“Ay, life and love are dreams, dear, and a mad world spins them out of nothing.... Forgive me ... I have been sewing on my wedding-gown again. And it is nigh finished.
“Good-night. I love you. D.”
Blindly I groped for the remaining letter and tore the seal.
“Sir George has just had news of you from an Oneida who says you may be here at any moment! And I, O God I terrified at my own mad happiness, fearing myself in that meeting, begged him to wed me on the morrow. I was insane, I think, crazed with fear, knowing that, were I not forever beyond you, I must give myself to you and abide in hell for all eternity!
“And he was astonished, I think, but kind, as he always is; and now the dreadful knowledge has come to me that for me there is no refuge, no safety in marriage which I, poor fool, fled to for sanctuary lest I do murder on my own soul!
“What shall I do? What can I do? I have given my word to wed him on the morrow. If it be mortal sin to show ingratitude to a father and deceive a lover, what would it be to deceive a husband and disgrace a father?
“And I, silly innocent, never dreamed but that temptation ceased within the holy bonds of wedlock — though sadness might endure forever.
“And now I know! In the imminent and instant presence of my marriage I know that I shall love you none the less, shall tempt and be tempted none the less. And, in this resistless, eternal love, I may fall, dragging you down with me to our endless punishment.
“It was not the fear of punishment that kept me true to my vows before; it was something within me, I don’t know what.
“But, if I were wedded with him, it would be fear of punishment alone that could save me — not terror of flames; I could endure them with you, but the new knowledge that has come to me that my punishment would be the one thing I could not endure — eternity without you!
“Neither in heaven nor in hell may I have you. Is there no way, my beloved? Is there no place for us?
* * *
“I have been to the porch to tell Sir George that I must postpone the wedding. I did not tell him. He was standing with Magdalen Brant, and she was crying. I did not know she had received bad news. She said the news was bad. Perhaps Sir George can help her.
“I will tell him later that the wedding must be postponed.... I don’t know why, either. I cannot think. I can scarcely see to write. Oh, help me once more, my darling! Do not come to Varicks’! That is all I desire on earth! For we must never, never, see each other again!”
* * *
Stunned, I reeled to my feet and stumbled out into the moonlight, staring across the misty wilderness into the east, where, beyond the forests, somewhere, she lay, perhaps a bride.
A deathly chill struck through and through me. To a free man, with one shred of pity, honor, unselfish love, that appeal must be answered. And he were the basest man in all the world who should ignore it and show his face at Varick Manor — were he free to choose.
But I was not free; I was a military servant, pledged under solemn oath and before God to obedience — instant, unquestioning, unfaltering obedience.
And in my trembling hand I held my written orders to report at Varick Manor.
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